meeting tracy, fiona and ting later at orchard.. suddenly feeling sian.. maybe cause of the unexpected 'meet' yesterday evening.. but then again, i'm being in a happy mood.. cause of the things i've read on the fan club website.. the posts by the friends just made me smile and laugh.. can tell that he's a nice guy.. and i've decided to stop writing things about him on my blog.. instead, it'll all be written in my diary and told to some of my darlings.. but it's hard to not mention him but i'll try.. i promise i would.. and i'll keep myself in a good mood this week.. suddenly feeling very greedy, as in not hungry that kind of greed but after seeing and talking to him, i just wanna see him more and talk to him more.. but i know i can't cause of certain reasons so i'll hang in there.. but at the same time, take hui yee's advice and take control of my feelings.. i'll let nature take its course and yah, to be frens with him is more than what i'm asking for now.. cause like what hui yee said, it's still early.. owells.. ok, shan't be depressing now.. off to shower soon and watch my video before i go out.. :)

the encounters i have of you...
may be insignificant...
but they will be written somewhere else...
somewhere more private...
somewhere more close to my heart...