after so long, i've 'waken up'.. heeding caroline's advice.. to stop thinking so much.. i agree with her.. think so much, i suffer, he doesn't know anything.. why bother? so yah, i'll try to stop thinking about him.. and like what i told nicole, i shall see how it goes when he contacts me.. if i contact him, the emo feelings will arise and blah blah blah.. and cause i'm listening to caroline's advice, it's my risk of bearing whatever the outcome cause you make a choice to follow somebody's advices for you and following that choice comes risk.. agree? haha.. a special thanks to caroline and nicole! u darlings are the best frens i can ever ask for.. and i hope hui yee is ok.. drop me a msg or call if you're not ok, ok dear?

talking about frens, i realised i've not been keeping contact with sue and sam and char and many more.. from KC, the only few people are tracy, hui yee, nic, caroline.. guess it's time for the party girl to hold a christmas party or new year's party this year so that we all can do some bonding and gathering! agree darlings? haha.. i know they would agree with me.. lol.. ok, more updates tonite if there's anything for me to edit.. haha..

omg! tmr's wednesday..
day of release of exam results thru sms...
hope i fare well..
while i wait for you to contact me..
i'll try to stop thinking about you..