tired yet happy.. smiles all on my face this evening.. :) before i say the happy things, i'm so dead meat.. i didn't study a single bit today.. and i'm freaking tired.. looks like i'll have to study 2 days' load tmr.. :( this is bad.. no more going out till after exams.. it's really bad.. totally not following my study schedule..

anyway, on a happy note! i went to church today! helped out the 3pm class.. i think that class is better than my class but just as noisy.. at least they listen.. but maybe cause i'm a new face to them, that's why they behave better.. after the class, i was contemplating whether or not to go for the 4.45 mass and i smsed caroline.. after which, at 4.35pm, i decided to go so yup i went for mass!! but he wasn't serving.. somehow expected it since the 6pm mass would be some big celebration for the altar boys and he being one of the senior(?) would serve.. was a little disappointed but was prepared for such an outcome.. then halfway during mass, i saw him near the priests' house! obviously, he didn't see me lah! but i saw him!! and immediately, i started smiling.. haha.. cause it was so unexpected.. haha.. and he was indeed going to serve the 6pm mass cause he was holding his altar boy attire.. lol.. so a smile was put on my face.. out for dinner at bugis after church..

checked my friendster just now.. he last log in yesterday but he didn't reply my msg or add me.. owells.. maybe we're not fated to be friends.. but who knows? i'll most probably see him next sunday in the afternoon.. well, at least i'm 70% sure he'll be there.. cause the altar boys are in charge of church search.. so he'll most prob be there.. if chance allows, maybe i would talk to him.. maybe i won't.. will have to depend.. but nevertheless, he made me smile a little.. :) ok, i'm off to keep my good fren aka my lecture notes company.. night peeps!!

looking forward to it...
all i'm asking for is just to be friends...
and lastly, like everyone,
my notes have become my best fren for the next 1 wk or so...