doctor visit today.. guess it really was mild gastric flu.. doctor said i wasn't badly dehydrated despite having the runs and vomiting.. so i guess more rest would do the body good.. dun worry, frens! the girl's fine.. :) was at home today, studying and resting and munching.. haha.. believe or not, despite my occasional stomach pains and the toilet visits, i still felt like eating.. but up to now, my stomach's feeling a lot better although it still hurts.. i shall rest more and cut down on my food intake.. frens have been telling me i've put on weight cause my face shows it all.. drats, this is just so bad.. although my face is rounder, makes me look 'cuter' but no, this is not right.. my weight has to be lost.. haha.. anyone keen on exercising during the hols after the exams?? haha..

my parents are back frm penang! love the shoes mum got me.. haha.. wearing those on sunday to match my jumper!! haha.. sunday's a special day for me.. just looking forward to it.. :) anyway, someone made me smile just now.. the feeling for him is just mutual.. we're just frens and really, our current relationship with each other is so much better than when i had feelings for him.. because occasionally, i'll receive smses frm him and these smses, although doesn't have much significance, always is able to put a smile on my face.. reason being, it's because we've cleared matters that's why he's smsing me just like frens.. if u understand what i mean.. it's not easy to explain but yah, i guess the point is there.. if i'm feeling better and i'm going to school tmr, i'll see him.. and the last sms he sent me was 'ok can. have a good rest then'... this just simply makes me smile.. to him, no other feelings.. just purely frens and i'm treating this friendship as one that will last forever.. he will definitely be on my wedding invitations when i get married one day.. :)

i wish the next message received on friendster...
is from you..
although i know..
it may never be..