surprisingly, my progress everyday for studying seems to be good.. by evening, i'm done with my studying.. this of course excludes the finance paper which i have to do daily.. yet what worries me is i may have completed my daily to-do topics but have i really remembered what i've studied? hopefully, i don't forget everything that i've studied earlier on.. otherwise, it is just sooo bad and terrible.. and during this period of studying, i've helped friends out and they have helped me out as well.. me and ben, me and yee sin or me and xiao min.. helping to answer each other's questions and if unsure, asking other friends or Mr DHL aka yong sing.. haha.. he answered one qn that ben asked me and me nor xiao min couldn't answer.. grateful to him!! :)

over a period of time, certain friendships have changed.. the friendship between me and yong sing have been better and i guess, i would say stronger after we clarified things.. the friendships between me and the girls have also become stronger as they stood by me during my darkest periods.. but for some, the friendship is still there but maybe not like before.. yet i'm thankful for these friends! cause be it now or in the past, they've heard my woes and gave me advice.. they played a beautiful role in my life.. ok, no idea why i'm writing this.. maybe cause a new friendship was created through me.. so these reflections.. and i think i've been influenced by my younger sis.. to occasionally write bipolar things on my blog.. haha.. but that's life, isn't it? and i think i'm a pig.. a hungry pig.. i get hungry super easily these few days and it's always 2-3 hours after i had lunch.. does studying use up my energy so fast? like now, i'm hungry again.. guess i'm off to get food from downstairs.. gosh, i'd better exercise during the holidays! ok peeps, happy mugging!! ;)
*edits:
after so long, my eye candy finally added me on friendster!! made me so happy.. does this mean a good start as friends? lol.. nevertheless, i'm happy :)

i will get the answer that i want in 2 days...
will you be there??
i hope so..
and i want a happy birthday this year.. :)