i'm feeling out of sorts today.. not exactly my usual self.. and i can confirm one thing, he doesn't or seldom come to church on sunday to serve? cause he wasn't here today.. so caroline was right.. he attends the saturday mass.. but i wasn't that disappointed cause i expected it especially since i saw him yesterday during the 4.45pm mass. so yah.. but still, i just don't feel normal today.. maybe next week.. on that day that is special to me.. maybe i'll see him.. but like what i said, chances of me seeing him next week during the workshop is 70%.. lol... owells.. leaving it to GOD.. if God wants us to be friends, we'll eventually be frens.. but will it come true? i have no idea.. ok, i'm going back to my books.. got to complete 2 days worth of chapters.. jia you! perhaps more edits tonite.. :)

perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...
can this week pass fast
so that i can get an answer to what i'm looking forward for??

*edits:
my health system sucks to the core this year.. sick dunno how many times alr.. sore throat, stomach pain, minor surgery on my hand.. and now? i think i'm down with gastric flu.. diarrhea since wednesday and i started vomiting this evening.. argh!! most prob off to the doc tmr.. now is so badly not the time to fall sick but what is happening to me?? can't stand it.. however on the other hand, although my health system sucks, i made new guy frens.. be it those hi-and-bye frens or those who will stay with me till even after poly.. guys like melvin, ben etc.. those guys.. ok, i foresee those guys lah.. my tao hua yun not bad this year wor.. better than last year.. haha.. and more crushes and eye candies as well.. don't you think so? but nevertheless, no matter how good my tao hua yun is this year, they all still can't beat this group of people who have been through my rough patch and lent me their listening ear and who i always see everyday, be it rain or shine.. they are my family and my dearest frens!! ;)

all i wish..
is just a reply from you...