schooled today.. am supposedly to be at the airport to pick mum and pat up but no, just kinda got irritated and decided to stay home instead.. afterall, i've got quite a number of things to do.. anyway, was telling sherlyn abt him.. owells.. shan't think too much and take things at a time.. if we're meant to be, i guess we'll be.. afterall, i quite agree what my apel teacher said: 'from the time you came into this world, GOD has prepared your other half for you alr.' i agree and if he's isn't the right one, maybe GOD has yet let me meet this special guy.. =) rather optimistic, huh? lol.. but that's the truth isn't it? and i do believe that GOD has a plan for every one of us...

wasn't feeling that well today when i went to school.. was just about to skip finance tutorial but i decided not to.. lol.. so yup, i went to school.. lecture was better.. i preferred this lecturer from church rather than the usual lecturer.. i think he's clearer and pls, i do understand what he was saying.. haha.. the group of guys didn't turn up.. and apparantly, they went to desheng's hse.. lol.. how do i know? of course through boss.. lol.. had my jap presentation.. was so bored that i started messaging him.. lol.. and he was like 'haha sway.. etc..' whatever.. but was glad that at least he bothered to reply me.. =) public speaking today was slack.. talked to boss about nonsense.. haha..

needed a talk last nite and so, i talked to sherlyn. well, she asked me not to pin too much hopes on him.. well, i know that and after that great fall in feb, i'm so scared of falling. i tot i wouldn't fall for a guy again in year 2, but no, i was wrong.. we just had to be frens and he moved my heart... lol.. i guess this time round, i'll fall again but i just dunno how bad this fall would be.. talked to boss's gf this afternoon through sms.. haha.. boss, dun worry, ur secrets in class won't be spilled to her.. you have the word of your secretary.. i'm just being purely frens with her.. =) and she told me to take a step at a time and see how it goes.. mayb we really will end up together.. who knows?? haiz.. tmr's another busy day.. seems that they are going to celebrate melvin's birthday but i dunno how true that is.. if they are, i may consider going especially when i've been out this whole week.. no good.. and i need to start studying.. :)