it's just the start of a new school year.. this resulted in a new crush.. i think i like him.. or at least he has become my eyecandy.. it's too early to say.. well at least for now, i just want to get to know him better.. i've been hurt once and just somehow recovered frm that 'injury'.. i don't want to get injured again.. i dreamt of him last night.. i have no intention of telling him anything yet.. afterall, i can't really confirm i like him but at least maybe he has really become my eyecandy.. i hate the thought of being brokenhearted again.. at least for now, i can keep it in my heart about how i feel about him.. at least i can save myself frm some heartbreaks.. at least i can see him without having to feel awkward.. at least no one knows about my feelings for him.. and dear friends, it's not that same guy.. it's a different guy.. a totally different guy.. a much better looking guy.. and this other guy just had to melt my heart and even i, myself, am not sure whether it's just a illusion.. whether i truly like him or not or am i just looking for some male company.. but like what the gals say, he's indeed much more good-looking and that my taste has improved.. i'm seeking for answers rgd him.. but i know one thing for sure, i'm not going to tell him anything this time round.. i'm not going to repeat my mistake last year.. never.. this shall most probably be kept as a secret until the end of the semester?? owells.. i don't know.. :S