i felt a need to blog?? oh, i don't know.. just felt like blogging.. schooled today as usual.. went for jap lecture followed by public speaking lecture.. but the PS lecture didn't turn up so there was no lecture.. wth.. I had an hour so went to print and photocopy HR notes for myself and the gals.. but in the end, a fellow classmate took kelly's copy cause she had hers already.. couldn't really blame her cause i didn't tell her i photocopied a set for her.. but thank goodness, someone took her copy.. lol..

after that from 11 to 2 was project.. somehow slacked in the library while the other groups were doing work.. haha.. by 12 plus, i was a bit high and so i went to talk to kai hui and kelly, finding out how they were doing.. and yup, i was super happy during that time till lecture.. although we didn't chat much, but we still talked.. haha.. so yup, i was happy.. :) after project was lessons and as usual, boring..

anyway, keep having headaches the last few days.. not sure whether it's due to the hot weather or because of HR project.. just felt like banging my head against the wall.. lol.. ok, enough of school.. let's talk something more... personal?? haha...

i won't say their guess is wrong.. maybe they're even right.. right that i'm falling for him?? well, i don't know.. but just seeing him makes me happy.. the same feeling i had for the ex-crush last year.. but this time, it was even worse.. i didn't sleep well last night, even with the aircon.. my whole mind was quite active even when it was drawing close to 1 and the only thing that was on my mind was him.. i think this is bad.. i dunno.. just my feelings.. but one thing i know may be for sure is that, yes, i could be falling for him.. :S

kai hui said the 2 guys in her grp was talking about me and kelly.. but he said no.. i choose to believe my dear fren cause why would she lie to me over such things?? and if they didn't talk about me and kelly, why didn't they dare to let kai hui know when she asked them?? see, it doesn't make sense does it?? well, come to think positively, maybe it was a good thing if they were talking about us.. at least he noticed.. well, that's maybe for sure.. :S

no matter whether or not they were indeed talking about us, i'm currently taking things one step at a time.. although i really wish i could let him know but no, i don't want history to repeat itself again this year.. i'm just keeping things the way it is for now.. hopefully, at the end of this sem or at the end of year 2, i'll have good news for my dear frens... :)