hey!! taking a short breather away from the books.. anyway, this post will be filled with many pics that was taken the last few days.. so enjoy the pics!! =)

27th May, Tuesday:

shaun's birthday cake.. bought by the guys, kai hui and kelly frm TM.. but everyone chipped in.. ice-cream cake somemore.. lol...

that's shaun, the birthday boy and my boss.. =)

the people who celebrated shaun's birthday with him during the break..

dinner with them on tuesday.. from left to right: melvin, ben, gen, kai hui, me, shaun and desheng.. I so love this group of people.. they make me love the class even more and i'll miss them when we split next sem..

30 May, Friday: had an early celebration for melvin's birthday.. had lots of fun.. was nearly the only girl.. well, i guess now i think i wun be feeling wierd being the only girl with just those guys cause i'm getting used to it and me, shaun, desheng, ben and melvin may end up as fellow classmates next sem.. and yup, according to melvin, if we all end up in the same class, they won't leave me out.. well, i hope he holds his word.. anyway, here's the pics.. starting with HR presentation first..

the pic is quite small.. but nevertheless, here's 2B01.. I love my class.. =)

here's the ladies in class.. haha..

the very nice guys in class.. only the 9 of them..

my project group mates.. the two guys are shaun and ben.. gals are tricia, me, gen and miao feng.. i love this group!!

took some other pics in the library just before sch..

kai hui, ben, sara, shuan, me, melvin and desheng (who was the only one not in formal wear..)

numbers 1 to 7.. haha..

I like this pic!!!

after HR, we went over to ben's place... me, kai hui, ben(of course), desheng, melvin, shaun and yong qiang.. slacked a bit before leaving for orchard.. talked quite a bit on the bus and as i said, i'm hoping that me, melvin, desheng, ben and shaun end up in the same class... it'll be cool and i'll definitely do proj with them!! =) here's some pics taken at swensens', kai hui's workplace..

here's ben!! haha..

here's the secretary and the boss of my HR project grp.. gosh, his expression is so unglam.. haha..

anyway, end of pics.. i chatted quite a lot with the 4 guys last nite.. but i really like their company.. it was great and fun and they make me laugh!! i really do hope all 5 of us will end up in HR and finance and better still, same class.. lol.. but i will only know results on monday.. was home at midnight.. because of them, i stayed out till super late but it was all worth while.. heehee.. cabbed home with desheng, ben and dudu.. but we dropped ben and dudu first cause it was more convenient.. slept late last night as well cause my hair was wet and was talking to people online.. lol.. anyway, i'd be back in school on monday to meet gen cause she needs to borrow my notes.. the guys will be in school as well, so most prob go and look for them and study for a while with them.. lol... ok, end of post.. gonna shower and get back to the books.. =)

schooled today.. am supposedly to be at the airport to pick mum and pat up but no, just kinda got irritated and decided to stay home instead.. afterall, i've got quite a number of things to do.. anyway, was telling sherlyn abt him.. owells.. shan't think too much and take things at a time.. if we're meant to be, i guess we'll be.. afterall, i quite agree what my apel teacher said: 'from the time you came into this world, GOD has prepared your other half for you alr.' i agree and if he's isn't the right one, maybe GOD has yet let me meet this special guy.. =) rather optimistic, huh? lol.. but that's the truth isn't it? and i do believe that GOD has a plan for every one of us...

wasn't feeling that well today when i went to school.. was just about to skip finance tutorial but i decided not to.. lol.. so yup, i went to school.. lecture was better.. i preferred this lecturer from church rather than the usual lecturer.. i think he's clearer and pls, i do understand what he was saying.. haha.. the group of guys didn't turn up.. and apparantly, they went to desheng's hse.. lol.. how do i know? of course through boss.. lol.. had my jap presentation.. was so bored that i started messaging him.. lol.. and he was like 'haha sway.. etc..' whatever.. but was glad that at least he bothered to reply me.. =) public speaking today was slack.. talked to boss about nonsense.. haha..

needed a talk last nite and so, i talked to sherlyn. well, she asked me not to pin too much hopes on him.. well, i know that and after that great fall in feb, i'm so scared of falling. i tot i wouldn't fall for a guy again in year 2, but no, i was wrong.. we just had to be frens and he moved my heart... lol.. i guess this time round, i'll fall again but i just dunno how bad this fall would be.. talked to boss's gf this afternoon through sms.. haha.. boss, dun worry, ur secrets in class won't be spilled to her.. you have the word of your secretary.. i'm just being purely frens with her.. =) and she told me to take a step at a time and see how it goes.. mayb we really will end up together.. who knows?? haiz.. tmr's another busy day.. seems that they are going to celebrate melvin's birthday but i dunno how true that is.. if they are, i may consider going especially when i've been out this whole week.. no good.. and i need to start studying.. :)

i so badly need to blog.. current mood: shitty and down.. before i go into why i'm feeling this way, last night's dinner and movie with the group(me, kai hui, amy, gen, ben, desheng, shaun, melvin and yong sing) was great and fun!! had a lot of laughs.. will upload some pics after i get it from gen.. hopefully soon.. really enjoyed last nite's outing.. hopefully we'll have one soon!! right after mid-sem test.. =) trained home with ben, desheng, gen and yong sing.. reached home, tired and exhausted but only went to bed at 12a.m..

woke up this morning at 8.30.. luckily i told dad to give me morning call, otherwise i think i wld have overslept.. was real tired.. PS lecture with shaun and obviously, we weren't paying attention.. after that, lunched with him and desheng before meeting the group for presentation discussion.. it wasn't that productive cause i was all too tired and irritated partly because of the unexpected visit.. HR lect was quite ok.. revision.. at least i know what kind of questions we'll be tested and i know how to go round studying it.. lol.. after that slacked in the library before going for apel.. met sherlyn after school to pick up my finance tut.. haha.. will be chatting with her on the phone for a while soon.. lol..

now, after all that crap, why am i feeling down? it's because of him.. i mean, i've got so many things to do tonite and yet, my mind is all about him.. i feel what i've been doing so far is rather obvious.. couldn't he tell? couldn't he see? after being hurt once, i'm so scared of being hurt again.. i'm tired.. i wish i could let go, but not now.. it's too soon to let go.. but i want to, to avoid getting hurt.. i'm really at a loss. he makes me feel happy but what i'm doing now, is he finding it irritating and disturbing?? i really don't know.. can someone tell me? i'm feeling very down.. =(

p.s: i just realised yesterday that there are some classmates reading my blog other than kelly and kai hui.. so i just wanna say HI to melvin and shaun!! helloz!!

and to end off on a happy note: I LOVE 2B01 (the guys i talk to in class and kelly and kai hui and a few other girls.. ) LOVE YOU PEEPS LOTS!! =) YOU MAKE MY YR 2 SEM 1 GREAT!! =) FRIENDS 4EVA... =)

i'm tired.. really tired after all that commotion.. i'm only looking forward to his call now and hopefully, he'll call me back... =) anyway, was at home till 3.30 today before meeting caroline for dinner and some shopping.. that girl went on a shopping spree sia!! she seemed shopped-deprived.. haha.. had sakae for dinner and something unglam happened and i shall not say it here.. must help my dear fren save her reputation.. but i laughed till my stomach ached.. lol.. we took some pics but i'll only be able to upload them when she sent me.. haha.. left at 6 plus and trained home.. felt really exhausted on the way home.. gosh.. i think i'll be even worse tmr.. lol..

came home, gen called me and we chatted abt boss's birthday celebration.. lol... will be hanging out with them during break so that desheng and kai hui can go get the cake.. lol.. and i think kelly will go with them.. haha.. :) called melvin and told him about the plan.. now, hopefully yong sing get back to me or gen about who's confirm going for tmr's outing.. argh!! it's getting on my nerves lah.. sian.. anyway, i've got nothing more to say.. mayb next time.. my damn antivirus program just spoilt my mood.. :( but for now, i'm just looking forward to his call.... =)

I guess i was right to tell sherlyn that blogging has become an everyday thing, an addiction.. lol.. owells.. started to camwhore just now cause i was too bored.. here are some pics taken not too long ago:

the evening view taken from my room's window.. lol.. btw, those two schools there are BGSS and RSPS (my sister's future working place..).. haha..

tired from all those tutorials.. i'm still doing my BOE idea proposal btw.. haiz..

haha.. candid shot.. was just too bored.. lol..

i like this shot.. haha.. btw, this pics were taken by me.. lol.. anyway, angel's at camp.. she won't be back till monday.. mum and pat leaving for HK tmr and i can't go.. they'll be back on thursday.. thank goodness, my dinner meals have more or less been settled.. will most probably go to the airport to pick them up on thursday after school.. lol.. here's my schedule for this week after school:

monday - dinner and window shopping with dear caroline.. nicole may be coming but she's not confirmed yet.. looking forward to see at least caroline on monday!! =)

tuesday - movie and dinner with class peeps after school.. most prob either cab back or take a bus back with desheng.. haha.. =)

wednesday - most prob either packed dinner or dinner from nanny's place.. which means i'll see if sherlyn can walk with me again to opposite like last week or desheng?? see how it goes..

thursday - most prob fast food at the airport for dinner.. anyone interested?? haha.. picking mum and pat up that nite!! they'll be back in no time!! =)

anyway, gtg.. will try to complete my BOE tonight.. and show tutor on tuesday.. so that i've got more time to make amendmends if necessary.. lol.. update again maybe either some time tonight or tmr.. till then.. *waves* i suddenly miss you so much...

haha.. i'm blogging again!! whee!! HR's over!! for the time being but better than nothing.. handed in our proj today.. gosh, that sense of satisfaction is... WOW!!! haha.. but our hard work did pay off!! =)

was in school early today to have lunch with boss (shaun) and ben and of course desheng and serene.. asked them along since they ended class at 11.. so we went opposite to eat and boss was late... haiz.. forever.. and as usual, boss helped me carry my laptop back to school.. haha.. rushed through the final touch-ups of project and i skipped jap lecture.. xiao min said it wasn't impt so i skipped it and concentrated on the project instead.. as a result, boss and ben didn't go for public speaking lect as well.. haha.. we finished just before 2 and went to class.. nearly couldn't find the document and i almost went hysterical! gosh, at that point in time, i was like, wth.. dun play a joke on me at this time.. but thank goodness, gen calmed me down and we found the file with help going to.. BOSS!! haha.. =) transferred the file to boss immediately and to gen.. but my laptop decided to play a joke on me and had an unexpected shutdown just as i was transferring the file to gen.. luckily boss got a copy alr.. if not, i can just cry.. just felt that this wasn't my day today.. but i left school with a happy and relieved face.. =) didn't exactly talked to kai hui and kelly today.. was really anxious over the damn HR project.. think they were going out after school since kai hui was waiting for kelly.. i think even if they asked me along, i wld have said no cause i was really mentally drained out alr.. somehow i just feel the both of them are closer than me with anyone of them.. maybe i'm just thinking too much but owells...

many other things happened as well but shan't go into detail.. now that HR proj is cleared, i can now focus on preparing my mid-sem.. really want to do well this sem as usual.. lol.. my grades can't drop.. oh! i just remembered.. YNPS called me this afternoon to go in and teach but i couldn't.. the lunch grp looked surprised to know that i do relief teaching and ben still could ask me 'aye, who you talking to? talk until so soft..' lol.. and BOSS started to tease me over an old man incident we saw today in relation to my PS impromptu yesterdae.. haiz.. wadever lah.. but i really must say, boss is very nice!! ok, shall end here.. maybe another update tmr.. =)

blog first before I start going after peeps thru sms abt HR.. lol.. afterall, I'm hungry and I can't work on a hungry stomach.. haha.. so anyway, here's my day:

had finance tut this morning but was feeling very tired.. dunno why too... but just felt tired.. maybe cause i woke up at 4.30 and couldn't sleep till half an hour later.. boss didn't turn up cause he slept at 5 am after watching soccer.. dots sia.. but haha.. had finance lect after that and the LT was super packed.. was supposed to save seat for yee sin and gang but nope, in the end i sat with gen and gang (desheng, yong sing, gen, melvin etc..) and maybe it was a good thing i sat with gen cause she wasn't feeling well and i went to look for her to make sure she's ok.. haha... and ben? haha.. i think he wasnt in a good mood today.. lol.. maybe cause of HR or he woke up on the wrong side of his bed and left the house late to only be late for class.. and he smsed me to sae he wld be late lah.. lol.. can never understand why he nv sms desheng or yong sing instead but me.. strange.. and in case u peeps are wondering, no, ben is not my cup of tea.. haha.. oh! and smth happened during lect and i wanna tell her: i'm sorry.. i didn't mean it.. (you will know who you are.. (: )

had jap tut and PS tut just now as well.. wasn't concentrating on jap today.. mood wasn't that happy until i got a hug frm angeline.. lol.. was supposed to meet boss to go for class but he went to desheng's hse and asked if i wanted to go over.. long story but i guess this was one reason why i felt down.. after that was impromptu assessment.. i think i did pretty ok.. and according to boss and tutor, i did great, considering that my topic was smth that i never experienced before.. lol.. :) my mood was happier after that.. haha.. couldn't decide whether or not to clash french lecture but i'm somehow glad i didn't cause it just started to rain!! ahhh!! lol.. so no, i came home after class.. tired.. wanting to do the formatting and editing for the report to be handed in tmr but no, boss didn't send me.. haiz.. lol..

i guess comparing my grp and kai hui's grp, i guess i like my grp more! cause i think up to now, we're all being so co-operative.. haha.. owells.. anyway, meeting at 11 tmr to go for lunch with the grp and talk abt the proj.. hehe.. boss wanted to meet at 12 but i said cannot cause not sure whether within 1 hr, i could finish the editing and formatting but heehee, lunch.. hmm.. lol.. and i asked him to see if desheng want to join us since he got lesson till 11.. lol.. haha.. i'm such a funny secretary.. lol.. ok, i'm not making any sense now.. tata!! :)

once again, i'm saying this: i've been blogging real often despite being busy with the damn HR project but i'm glad to say, it's ending soon!! this week!! yeah!! at least i'm free from all HR projects till after holidays.. haha.. :)

anyway, waited for kelly this morning at bus entrance.. kai hui was late so we went to class first.. saw desheng but no, he didn't wait with me.. but kelly came just after he left, saying 'hi.. i go first..' lol.. haha.. spent quite some time with him today as well.. read on and you'll know why.. :) my, i was sooo forgetful today.. didn't bring my thumbdrive for MBS.. haha.. i forgot to put it back into my bag after printing my jap stuff.. so i copied from kelly.. btw, access is starting to bore me.. but since when does computer stuff interest me..?? haha.. owells.. went for HR after that.. it wasn't really a lecture.. had the electives talk.. and oh!! corp comm can be taken with marketing or tourism.. so i guess my 1st 2 choices will be that but just dunno which one to put first.. lol.. will talk to mum about it.. :S left halfway cause the 3 girls were hungry.. super hungry.. needless to say, the 3 girls refer to me, kelly and kai hui.. lol.. so we went biz park to eat before lazing around at biz sch and library with kelly's HR grp and kai hui while i waited for my proj discussion to start..

had quite a bit of fun and laughing today.. kai hui, desheng and melvin sat in and kept my grp company... lol.. we were laughing and talking awae and discussing abt class outing next week.. and smth happened to deshang that made me and gen laugh until our tummies ached.. lol.. overall, i won't say today's proj discussion was productive.. it didn't seem to.. mayb cause the 3 was there and we all didn't really have the mood to do HR.. we're meeting again tmr to finish up everything.. hopefully we can.. after that was BOE and as usual, boring.. time was spent chatting awae and laughing awae and discussing abt next week's class outing to movies and dinner after class.. and like what i told kai hui, i foresee that there will be some people whom we don't want to see go.. but, it's ok.. so long as i've got kai hui and kelly, i'm happy.. cause got company.. lol.. while we were in the lift in sch, melvin pulled my rubber band and being me, i screamed.. lol.. he's such an ass and he kept moving towards me and deshang cause i was in the centre of both of them.. lol.. dunno what he's thinking.. and i guess i can never understand guys just like how guys can never understand girls.. lol..

a lot of things to write but don't wanna make it a long post.. some things are meant to be kept in my heart.. tmr will be another long day.. hopefully i'll have no problem sleeping till morning.. my sleepless yet tired nights are back.. tata.. :))

whee!! went out today with my dear fren.. sad, din take any pics with my phone but we took neoprints.. had lunch with her too.. haiz.. all forgot to take pic.. haha.. but nevertheless, this post will be a picture post.. here's the pics i took today before and after i got home!! :)

what i wore out today.. quite happy with my outfit.. haha.. was wearing a white halter with a grey tube inside with a brown jacket.. lol.. :) the following pics were taken when i got home.. haha.. the clothes i bought.. lol..

my cookie monster shirt which i got.. bought a total of 3 shirts and this was one which angeline chose for me.. haha.. next...

i like this shirt.. simple and the words.. haha.. 'hand over the chocolate and nobody gets hurt..' haha..

this shirt came free with my other 2 shirts.. haha.. elmo.. lol.. cute.. :) lastly, is a dress that i bought (under the persuasion of angeline and the boss).. showed xiao min the pic and she agreed to say it was revealing.. but lol, i'm not wearing just like that.. it'll be matched with a tube and a sweater.. otherwise, i think my parents will faint.. lol.. here's the pic:

well, i do agree it's revealing cause it's a halter.. but this dress is indeed nice!! lol.. :) haha.. so that wrapped up my day for today at bugis with angeline.. will most prob go out with her again for dinner next week or another day out after our tests..lol.. :)

anyway, tmr's dinner with the group.. i guess i'm looking forward to it cause it's the first time i'm having dinner with my oh-so-nice classmates! and i mean it.. this class is really a lovely bunch but 1B08 is never forgotten.. :) to end off, i decided to type this: i may like him but i feel more comfortable and happy being friends with him for now.. who knows what will happen in future?? but for now, i like this friendship we have btw us.. :)

I'm having a splitting headache again.. owells.. anyway, tmr's dinner is cancelled.. instead, it's on tuesday after school.. most prob a movie followed by dinner at tm.. lol.. looking forward to it.. i guess it's only the 3 girls and mayb 3-4 guys.. but i think it'll be more guys than girls cause it's only kelly, kai hui and me.. the 3 gals.. lol.. but really, i'm looking forward to it.. so this means not having dinner on tuesday nite.. will just tell mum having dinner with classmates.. lol.. anyway, i realise sometimes i'm at a loss without him.. is this love? i dunno.. but i guess for now, it's best for us to stay as frens.. :)

I realised I have indeed blogged a lot this week despite being super busy with school work and to the extent that I forgot to plan lesson for class this week.. but nevertheless I think my blog has become a 'place' where I can say what I wanna say and how I feel towards things.. with S.H.E's song playing in the background while i'm typing this, i think this post will once again be a long post..

anyway, let's start off with last night first.. chatted with him for an hour or so through sms.. contents of our conversation, I think I choose to keep it a secret here.. maybe I will tell a friend or 2 but I just feel that what we talked about yesterday night was something very.. personal, especially at the end of our conversation at midnight.. I said something which I regretted saying and so I just said it was my sister who did it.. although I had the intention of letting him know, I changed my mind cause to me now his friendship matters more.. owells.. but one thing I felt glad was that unlike the last one, I think he won't take it seriously so I guess things will return to normal.. having to be in the same class as him and knowing him as a friend, I'm glad already.. :) although we may never end up in the same class again, but at least I've got his contact?? and I think as friends, it's normal to meet up and have a meal occasionally, right?? :)

anyway, back to church stuff.. class party next week!! gosh, I foresee a mess.. lol.. oh, and according to nat, auntie evelyn will be taking over as level rep instead.. I'm maybe just a little disappointed.. but I think it's good.. at least I can focus on my studies better than to worry over church.. but I think once I'm done with my studies, they may make me level rep.. but owells, that leaves things to come.. hopefully auntie evelyn takes the post as level rep up.. haha.. then i don't have to worry so much.. haha.. but again, btw me and nat, I've helped her along.. now that auntie evelyn may be taking over, I'll just assist her lor.. haha.. trains me anyway.. haha.. :) ok, I think I'll stop here.. will update again tonite if there's anything for me to update... :)

I'm bored.. dead bored.. i'm still contemplating whether or not to have dinner outside.. i think even if i don't have it with kai hui and grp, i may have dinner with angeline.. lol.. how how how?? i have no idea.. lol.. btw, i think my mum is thinking that i've got a boyfriend.. lol.. why do i say so? cause usually she never asks me who i'm going out with and go where.. ok, maybe sometimes.. but when i said i was going shopping with angeline on monday, the next thing she said was where are you going and with who.. dots.. lol.. now u understand why i think this way.. :S

slept in till 11 plus this morning.. it has been quite some time since i slept in until this late.. was talking to angeline on the phone this morning after i woke up.. was discussing about going out on vesak day.. that girl wants to go to bugis street so most prob we'll end up gg bugis on monday.. just finished talking to kai hui online.. well, she asked if me and kelly are interested to meet up for dinner on monday with melvin and him.. i said i don't mind.. afterall, i'm going out and will be near town area.. but timing not confirm yet.. she said either after 6pm or after 9pm.. so i did tell her that if it's after 9pm, i can't cause i guess mum and dad won't be very happy.. and next day still got school.. so owells, shall just wait for confirmation frm her..

told my cousin abt him yesterday.. she thinks he's jealous that i was talking to someone else.. if you ask me how i think, i don't know cause i'm at a loss on how to make facts right.. and rgd monday's dinner with them, kelly can't make it.. not sure if i'll still be going.. don't wanna make things even more obvious.. told her about the good night msg i sent.. she asked if i was making things obvious? well, if you ask me.. i would say yes but this beats telling him directly better, rite?? i mean, he's not stupid so he may catch some clues and stuff.. but owells, i'm thinking negatively already to prepare myself for the worse.. otherwise it'll be even worse if history repeats itself, rite? but for now, i'm letting nature take its course.. many frens have told me things and yes, i do listen to them but the choice is mine and so long as i'm happy with the choice i make, does it matter?? :)

overall, i'll just let things as it is.. i'll just be my ownself and not bother about what others think.. if i'm happy with the way i'm living and how i'm handling things, why should i let what others think bother me? but whatever they tell me, i'll listen as advices.. i'm happy as it is to be frens with him.. if he wishes to be more than frens with me, he'll react in some way or another.. but for now, being happy is most important.. :)

I realised i've been blogging very long posts these days but heehee.. it's happy stuff that i blog about.. or at least i'm blogging cause i'm feeling happy.. :)

i think i said it just now and i want to say it again.. kai hui's boss, melvin, has been suan-ing me since tues until now... it has never been like that the past few weeks and it only started this week.. suan until today.. sickening sia.. i think its partly resulted frm THEIR conversation on tues at level 6.. =.= maybe kai hui and kelly knows wad i'm talking about.. damn irritating.. as though he has something against me.. argh!! the more he suans me like that, the more i think that they were indeed talking about me on tues at level 6.. i mean, helloz?? out of the blue and you start suan-ing me like that.. a bit wierd rite?? and i did realise the 2 of them have been behaving wierdly (out of class) everytime i'm around since tues.. hopefully it'll stop.. haha.. but owells.. keeping things neutral..

anyway, mum and pat's gonna be away frm the 25th to the 29th may.. heehee.. anyone wanna ask me out for dinner after school?? and i'm looking for activity to do on 26th.. anyone interested pls let me know, k?? heehee.. that implies to my 2 Ks in school.. :) love you peeps.. *hugs* anyway, see you peeps ard.. will blog again when i'm bored or when i'm in a happy mood.. :)

blog a while before i continue with my work.. lol.. was in school today for project meeting.. my boss, shaun, was super early.. even before i could leave my house, he smsed me saying he was in school already.. lol.. and he was super high today.. kept talking and talking and talking.. haha... before project started, met xiao min to pass her the chocs i bought yesterday.. before she arrived, shaun was so nice to wait with me and he helped me carry my laptop.. and he asked me whether i was waiting for my boyfriend.. and i was like '=.=, no, i'm SINGLE'.. haha.. and i emphasised on the word single somemore.. lol.. but really, boss was super high and lame today.. lol.. the others started arriving from 10 onwards and we got down to business... this was wad we completed today: we completed the introduction for the report!! :) at least, i'm more at ease now.. peer teaching notes more or less done.. just have to wait for ben and miao feng to send me their copies so i can compile with the other notes.. :) overall, the report is finally moving.. i'm so at ease.. :)

we managed to finish by 12.45p.m?? yah, cause gen and boss went for lunch and tricia left.. was in the project room doing some jap stuff while waiting for kai hui to help me look through my draft for my jap presentation in 2 weeks' time.. she actually smsed me asking me where i was and that the guys wanted to eat.. so i told her that i was at the library and she could come after the guys have finished eating.. so i waited for her.. the moment her boss, melvin, saw me, he kept suan-ing me lah... diaoz.. non-stop sia.. so when i passed kai hui her chocs, he was like 'why she got, we dun have...' diaoz.. do i actually need a reason for giving frens chocolates?? lol.. one reason why i asked kai hui to come later with her group was so that i could see him longer... haiz.. but we didn't really talked..

left after kai hui said my draft should be ok.. so went to look for yee sin, da jie and angeline.. some things happened and i went back to the proj room to put my stuff and laptop.. before gg back to look for them.. haha.. after running up and down business school, i finally went back to get my things before leaving for home.. as usual, melvin suan me again.. offered them food but they didn't want.. noticed that he was looking at me (maybe for a while...??) but looked away when i turned and face him for a few secs.. owells.. i think melvin has something against me sia.. stupid melvin.. =.=

anyway, towards him, i've chosen to think of the negative side that he has nothing for me until some things figure out on their own.. i mean this way, i don't have high hopes towards this and at least i won't get too hurt someday.. but like what i agree with da jie is that being frens for now is better than nothing.. at least it's better this way and i have his contact so it's easy to keep in touch.. and we only known each other for 4 weeks so i'm taking things easy.. who knows for sure that maybe one day, me and him would end up tgt, and starting as frens?? nobody knows.. ok, end of this long long post.. it's time to get back to work.. :)

i felt a need to blog?? oh, i don't know.. just felt like blogging.. schooled today as usual.. went for jap lecture followed by public speaking lecture.. but the PS lecture didn't turn up so there was no lecture.. wth.. I had an hour so went to print and photocopy HR notes for myself and the gals.. but in the end, a fellow classmate took kelly's copy cause she had hers already.. couldn't really blame her cause i didn't tell her i photocopied a set for her.. but thank goodness, someone took her copy.. lol..

after that from 11 to 2 was project.. somehow slacked in the library while the other groups were doing work.. haha.. by 12 plus, i was a bit high and so i went to talk to kai hui and kelly, finding out how they were doing.. and yup, i was super happy during that time till lecture.. although we didn't chat much, but we still talked.. haha.. so yup, i was happy.. :) after project was lessons and as usual, boring..

anyway, keep having headaches the last few days.. not sure whether it's due to the hot weather or because of HR project.. just felt like banging my head against the wall.. lol.. ok, enough of school.. let's talk something more... personal?? haha...

i won't say their guess is wrong.. maybe they're even right.. right that i'm falling for him?? well, i don't know.. but just seeing him makes me happy.. the same feeling i had for the ex-crush last year.. but this time, it was even worse.. i didn't sleep well last night, even with the aircon.. my whole mind was quite active even when it was drawing close to 1 and the only thing that was on my mind was him.. i think this is bad.. i dunno.. just my feelings.. but one thing i know may be for sure is that, yes, i could be falling for him.. :S

kai hui said the 2 guys in her grp was talking about me and kelly.. but he said no.. i choose to believe my dear fren cause why would she lie to me over such things?? and if they didn't talk about me and kelly, why didn't they dare to let kai hui know when she asked them?? see, it doesn't make sense does it?? well, come to think positively, maybe it was a good thing if they were talking about us.. at least he noticed.. well, that's maybe for sure.. :S

no matter whether or not they were indeed talking about us, i'm currently taking things one step at a time.. although i really wish i could let him know but no, i don't want history to repeat itself again this year.. i'm just keeping things the way it is for now.. hopefully, at the end of this sem or at the end of year 2, i'll have good news for my dear frens... :)

hey peeps!! this post will be for a fren in school.. specially for her...

to Kai Hui:
dearest fren, we just became frens a few weeks ago but i feel we've known each other for years.. not that i know a lot about you but in the feeling we get along so well that even those in class think the 3 of us have been friends for soooo long.. i know ur blog alr (through friendster.. heehee..) and i read your posts starting frm april this year.. maybe you can't remember but i still will have to say this... i'm so sry i left you waiting for me for abt 1/2 hr for the finance make-up lecture that friday and then i told you to go in and find a seat instead.. i really didn't mean to so i say sorry for making you pissed off that day.. :)

dun worry.. i will still continue to tease you abt superman but yah, i wun force you to be friends with him.. but i guess you were happy when we saw him that day when he lent his access book to kelly.. haha.. maybe it's a good thing for the 3 of us not to be in the same group.. at least we can complain to each other about our group members without having to hurt the feelings of any one of us.. dun u think so??

oh! and i'm sorry for not telling you directly that he was my eyecandy.. because i don't want to make things too awkward for him and myself that's why i chose to keep it a secret.. but now that you ad Kelly know about it, i trust you two to keep it a secret for me.. even though he may have found out something and you've got a responsibility!! to find things out abt me from him.. haha.. i'm kidding but i don't mind if you wanna do it.. heehee..

the 3 of us will be the best of frens in 2B01.. you, me and kelly!! like what kelly says, we're the 3 muskateers of 2B01.. haha.. there are many things which i wanna share but hey, let's take a step at a time, yeah? we'll get to know each other more as time pass by and yup, we'll be the best of frens!! even if next sem we can no longer be in the same class, we'll still meet up and have fun, yeah?? :) you and kelly will forever be the frens i remember from 2B01.. :) *hugs*

it's just the start of a new school year.. this resulted in a new crush.. i think i like him.. or at least he has become my eyecandy.. it's too early to say.. well at least for now, i just want to get to know him better.. i've been hurt once and just somehow recovered frm that 'injury'.. i don't want to get injured again.. i dreamt of him last night.. i have no intention of telling him anything yet.. afterall, i can't really confirm i like him but at least maybe he has really become my eyecandy.. i hate the thought of being brokenhearted again.. at least for now, i can keep it in my heart about how i feel about him.. at least i can save myself frm some heartbreaks.. at least i can see him without having to feel awkward.. at least no one knows about my feelings for him.. and dear friends, it's not that same guy.. it's a different guy.. a totally different guy.. a much better looking guy.. and this other guy just had to melt my heart and even i, myself, am not sure whether it's just a illusion.. whether i truly like him or not or am i just looking for some male company.. but like what the gals say, he's indeed much more good-looking and that my taste has improved.. i'm seeking for answers rgd him.. but i know one thing for sure, i'm not going to tell him anything this time round.. i'm not going to repeat my mistake last year.. never.. this shall most probably be kept as a secret until the end of the semester?? owells.. i don't know.. :S

project on wednesday wasn't as bad as what i thought.. we had quite a bit of fun laughing and stoning and deciding on what to do when we got stuck.. overall, i think this grp will be better than what i expect.. haha..

anyway, met up with the gals today for lunch.. haha.. it was nice meeting up with them.. exchanged a lot of chats and info.. oh!! i so miss them lots.. saw angeline and ming li as well too.. that girl gave me a teddy bear just when i was having lesson.. was quite shocked to see her and my classmate was giving a speech lah when i left the classroom.. but when i went back, it was time to go.. lol.. so was the first one to left class to chat with her.. heehee.. bumped into so many 1B08 ppl today!! yuan hao, justin, cherlyn, cheryl, ming li etc.. haha.. i just so missed these ppl lots and the 6 of us were finally united for a while!! haha.. it was so like last year.. and i think we were screaming each time we saw someone from 1B08.. haha.. but yah, i miss those times.. haha.. ok, i think i'd stop here.. talking to cousins online.. dun feel like blogging anymore.. the momentum is broken.. haha.. :)

shucks.. tmr is project day.. meeting up to do HR project.. sian sia.. just dun feel like doing with this grp but owells, can't help it.. i have to do with them no matter what.. but i guess i'll just bear with this HR grp.. afterall, it's only for one semester.. haha.. owells.. there's Jap lecture tmr morning at 9.. but i'm not going.. will be going for the friday one instead with xiao min and angeline.. so at least i got company and can do nice catching up with angeline.. btw, i met her today after MBS lecture.. haha.. i miss that dear girl lots.. :( well, i miss all my dearies lots.. lol.. nvm, thursdays coming!! it's meeting up with them again.. I'll be looking forward to thursday but not to wednesday and HR tutorials on fridays.. drats.. lol.. ok, i'll end off here.. short post for today.. off to bed soon... lol.. nites!! :)

sob sob sob sob sob.. lol.. (ok, that was contradicting...) although i'm having quite a bit of fun with 2B01, i can't help missing 1B08.. and i know i'm not the only one.. the gals miss 1B08 too... yee sin, jacelyn and i guess the other 3 as well... these is what i miss about them:

i miss having lessons with them, both lecture and tutorials.. i miss having lunch with them during the breaks, where we sometimes can't make up our minds on where to eat and what to eat.. i miss the picnics we have during lectures, where we sit at the back and munch on snacks, especially those boring lectures like OB... i miss talking nonsense during tutorials and laugh at nonsensical things.. i miss sitting at the back of the tutorial class and discuss work, talk about non-school related stuff and gossip about other matters... i miss the fun we have during lectures when Angeline would occasionally draw on our notes and where we wld go crazy and require Dr. Tan to 'prescribe appointment letters' for us.. i miss the times where we wld call each other up on the phone and ask questions rgd tutorials and exam.. i miss those long chats and convos we had while discussing a big issue or just having a casual chat.. i miss the times we used to have as a grp and as a class...

although there are even more misses, i guess life will still have to continue.. i may have my doubts on having close friendships with some in 2B01, but i know i'll never forget the times i had with the other 5 gals frm 1B08.. i miss them lots... :)

the 2nd week of school has just come and went.. by the end of 2nd week, i've got 2 project grps.. one with kelly and kai hui.. another with totally new classmates.. i'm having mixed and wierd feelings about working with my HR mgmt project grp.. dun ask me why.. i just dunno.. the finalised grps were confirmed by drawing lots.. and initially, my grp was confirmed already.. but nononono!!! some ppl in class just had to say, let's draw lots to get to know each other better... :S

i'm not saying i'm against drawing lots to decide project groups.. but i just personally feel that it's important to be comfortable with the people u're working with for that project.. and yes, it seems i'm not very comfortable working with them.. maybe cause i'm not in the same grp as kel and kai hui bah?? but then again, the pros to working with new people is yes, you get to mix around with the people in your class.. 2ndly, it's easier to complain to ur own close frens about the people in your grp.. haha.. and of course 3rdly, when you eventually go out to work, you can't choose the people you want to work with.. so in some way or another, you're working with people with different working styles.. haha.. ok, pls tell me to continue to think that way.. haha...

owells.. haven been exactly in a very good mood since yesterday.. maybe cause i'm just received a PRESENT.. and maybe because of COW.. owells.. she told me i need not feel bad because COW is indeed good-looking.. haiz.. well, i know my limits so i won't push things too far.. haha.. ok, write up to here.. it's a long post for today... :)