whee!! blog about my trip!! haha.. such a lousy start to a new post.. lol.. but nevertheless, yup!! i truly enjoyed my trip with mum's friends although it wasn't really an enjoyable one for a particular couple.. but at least we all tried to enjoy ourselves.. something happened when we arrived at penang on friday! angel's luggage din come along.. it was left behind in singapore due to some careless mistake made during check-in.. but thankfully, we got the luggage back that night!! so yah.. did most shopping on the 2nd and 3rd day cause it was late to go shopping on the 1st day and the penang group wanted to chat with the adults.. so yah.. anyway, here's the pics!! enjoy!!

day 1:

me and my dad at Changi airport!!

bread given during the flight to Penang!! yum yum..

that was dinner on the first night!! hawker food!! =)

Day 2:

waiting for the bus to go shopping!! lol..

bus tickets!!

gosh, my face looked bad... anyway, we were preparing to go for dinner on the 2nd day..

this baby is called Joshua.. sooo cute!!! =D

and this other little boy here is Zac.. also another cute boy!! =D

day 3:

my new pair of shoes!! i like it!!

that was my supper on the last night!! haha.. yummy.. so love the hot dog..!! =))

anyway, here's the sceneric view!! it was wow!!

the sea!! lol.. the picture on the left was during high tide.. the other one was taken frm my room's balcony in the morning.. lovely view!! =)

so anyway, i've uploaded almost all the pics frm my trip.. really a fruitful one.. got gifts for my dear friends!! lol.. hope they like it.. =)) anyway, yup, gotta go.. hungry... heat up food to eat.. haha.. lol.. gosh, there goes my weight.. haha..

I'm back!! will upload pics some other day.. just got back home an hour ago.. enjoyed myself.. had fun.. gifts for most frens.. and I'm tired yet happy.. =)

off to penang in a few more hours.. looking forward to it? I don't know.. maybe cause of what is taking place later.. ok.. some frens will know wad i'm talking about.. anyway, yup, will be gone.. back on monday evening.. will TRY to enjoy myself.. btw, i'm bringing my phone.. so that i can see if i can take nice pics and listen to selected songs in my phone.. lol.. and read thru my inbox and consider again whether this final decision i've made is a decision i wld not regret or not.. i guess i wun be sending smses so lol.. but if permits, i may even go online using my phone at nite.. but this wld just mean that my phone bill for June is going to get realllll bigggg!!!! owells.. all this will have to see if i can turn on my phone there or not.. lol.. owells.. anyway, the following words is to some frens who gave me advice over the phone, thru smses and online:

hey M and S (you two know who you are..)!! thanks for the advices you two gave me over that matter.. but the final decision lies with me.. and i do hope my decision is right.. but no matter whether i did tell him or not, you two have been gr8 frens.. even though M only want to watch show but nevertheless, thanks a lot!! lastly, no matter whether or not we'll be in the same class next sem, I'll definitely be hanging out with you guys.. =) once again, thx!! esp to S!!

ok, off to do my last preparation for my trip.. =) take care peeps!!

sentosa trip today with tracy!! lol.. fun and yup, we got our sun tans!! and I love it!! =) anyway, here's some of the pics from today.. can't upload all cause we took over 100 pics!! haha.. using my phone.. lol.. =) enjoy..

the nice view from our position and that's what we bought from vivo.. pocky and chrysanthemum white tea!!

we started to camwhore after a while.. these were just some of the pics we took.. haha..

playing with the tree near us.. haha... we were like those bollywood stars u see on tv.. haha..

the weather got a bit too hot but still could withstand..


started playing with the sand cause i was too bored.. haha.. and tracy started snapping pics.. she camwhoring and taking pics of me.. haha..

back at vivo.. having hokkien mee for dinner.. trained home after that cause we were so tired.. lol.. overall, today was fun!! really enjoyed myself.. lol.. i had my sun tan.. i had my first outing with tracy since the hols started.. hopefully can meet up with her next wk to go k box.. lol.. btw, i chatted with melvin and shaun for a while today at sentosa.. lol.. when i got home, i was laughing away at something that happened when i wasn't at home.. rgd me and my so-called bf (which for your info, i dun have.. pls dun be like my mum..) full story, ask me and i'll tell you.. lol..

anyway, tmr, i'm off to penang.. lol.. and just now, ben smsed me and the others, asking to meet for lunch and then pool.. lol.. i replied back saying why not they come and send me off.. haha.. ok, that was just being lame.. lol.. but owells.. i'm gonna miss messaging ppl and miss my laptop for 3 days!! ahh!! but those 3 days will pass fast.. I'll most prob be back online on monday night.. haha.. till then, folks!! =) p.s: gifts will be given to yr 2 frens.. to my yr 1 darlings, i'm sorry.. but if i do have excess cash, yes, i'll get you dearies something!! =) see u peeps next wk!! =)

one says tell.. another also say tell.. but sherlyn say dun tell.. tracy say dun tell.. caroline say dun tell.. wad shld i do? tell or not to tell? i'm at a loss.. haiz..

woke up at 11.40 this morning.. was tired.. wad time did i sleep? close to 2am.. anyway, bbq last night.. went TM to get some things before meeting ben and desheng.. bused down to shaun's place.. met melvin and miao feng at the bus stop so walked in together with them just because melvin needed to use the toilet and we decided to pangseh yong sing.. haha.. ok, now i know how to get to shaun's place!! and oh my!! his place quite nice!! nice environment.. haha.. he had a dog named julie?? nice dog.. but i got freaked out when his small dog started barking at ben!! ahh.. but his dog is super cute!! got big eyes.. haha.. so anyway, bbq after that..

was helping out with the food while the guys played cards and melvin and shaun was starting up the fire.. shaun's like damn pro sia!! haha.. after that, started the first round of cooking with desheng and shaun while kai hui and her fren was helping to skewer the chicken wings.. haha.. people came and people left.. by 10, it started raining heavily.. i got wet but haha, it was fun! proceeded to shaun's house after that.. gen amazed us all by her playing of the piano and the guitar.. i was like 'wow!!'.. all of us who were left was super amazed.. haha.. btw, those were left at 10 were me, miao feng, tricia, serene, gen, lici, ben, melvin, desheng, dudu and yong sing.. so the few of us played cards and yes, i lost.. couldn't really concentrate alr.. haha.. so because i lost, my punishment was to finish up a can of beer.. but the guys, taking into account that i was a girl, i had only had to drink a mouth.. and so shaun took my pic.. will get my pic frm him and maybe upload it another day.. haha.. but!! I think I got hooked onto the beer.. kept drinking a few more mouthfuls till ben had to get the can away frm me.. haha.. the guys were scared i got drunk especially when they heard it's my first time! haha.. hey, my first drinking attempt was given away yesterday!! haha.. but not too bad lah.. lol.. after that, cabbed home with miao feng.. reached home at 11.45p.m..

anyway, after i reached home last night, had a talking session with melvin just before i went to shower.. reason being, me, melvin and shaun had a talking session earlier last night at the bbq pit.. or rather, it was just supposed to be me and shaun but melvin came and joined us.. so yah, continued my session with melvin for abt 1/2 hr on the phone.. after that, went to shower and had another session with shaun at 1.15a.m.. it was all abt him at all 3 talking sessions.. haiz.. i know his answer already.. or rather, i somehow know his answer alr.. and shaun said last night that it was a no cause shaun asked him.. so i'm contemplating whether i should tell him or not.. or should i just leave it as it is.. i really don't know.. melvin asked me to consider it carefully before telling him.. well, it's just a final confirmed answer i want from him.. owells, at a loss.. dunno wad to do.. to tell or not to tell?? let me think about it and we shall see.. ok, enough for this post.. maybe another one tonite.. :)

somehow, blogging has once again become a habit.. haha.. here's my post for today:

church this morning.. followed by the doctor visit.. the doctor said it was just normal diarrheoa and just wind in my tummy.. that explains why my tummy hurts yet I can't visit the toilet.. lol.. came home before gg out at 2.45 to meet hui yee.. lol.. she was at marina square.. shld have gave her a call when i reached.. i waited like an idiot for 15 mins at city hall, thinking she wld meet me at city hall mrt.. lol.. nevertheless, we went shopping.. we walked up and down citylink mall, marina square and raffles city.. haha.. like 2 idiots.. lol.. after we finished with city hall, we trained down to bugis where we had dinner and shopped at bugis street.. lol.. it was a rather fruitful outing today.. she got what she needed to get (her friend's present and her bag which she got it at $50 after much bargaining) and i got a new shirt.. boyfriend's shirt as what they called it.. nice, love it.. can match with jeans and hopefully shorts.. lol.. :) happy with my gain today.. and of course!! we had lots of fun talking, chatting and shopping!! we made a deal to meet at least once every holiday.. hopefully we keep to that.. but i'll see her again cause she wanna meet desheng to find out more about sociology.. so i guess, it'll be real soon!! :) love this girl lots!!

as for tmr, haha, i'll be at home.. slacking away.. most prob paint my nails and stuff before going to grandparents' place tmr nite to celebrate cousin's birthday.. hopefully we won't be home too late.. but haha, i'll use the laptop tmr afternoon.. haha.. gotta call the guys tmr as well.. to confirm which part of tampines stadium we meeting on tues.. as for tues, not meeting with angeline alr.. that girl is always busy with her stuff.. dun blame me when i can't meet with her.. class bbq at night!! so looking forward to it.. it's finally more or less a class thing.. lol.. ok, i'm off to prepare for bed.. long day today and i'm tired... :) nights..

finally finally finally.. a girls' outing with my dearest girlfriend!! after so long.. when was the last time I went out with her? start of Mar until now.. 3 months!!! heehee.. how come I can remember so clearly that I met her at the start of March? because I went out with her after an incident happened the night before and I cried just before going to meet her.. so what do you think? the incident left me an emotional scar which I guess I will never forget.. lol.. but nevertheless, yes!! I'm finally meeting ms Khoo!!! =))

anyway, my tummy's still a little queasy.. after I've eaten, an hour or so later, my tummy will hurt and poof! I'm off to the toilet.. still pain.. hope the tummy gets better tmr.. dun want it to ruin my date with ms khoo.. lol.. mum asked me who I was going out with tmr when I said I won't be coming home for dinner.. lol.. geez, I think she's suspecting I got a darling outside.. haha.. but nah.. nobody wants me.. haha.. ok, whatever..

I think I'm starting to miss him already.. he appears in my mind unknowingly.. sometimes in the midst when I'm busy doing things.. gosh.. I think this is so bad... anyway, I've decided.. not to neglect my dear friends from term 2.. or rather, I'll try not to.. but you know, when projects start again.. but I guess it won't be that bad? cause we're starting on our project tgt.. I hope things turn out fine after this holiday.. I mean it.. :S

now that I'm on holiday, I guess I'll end blogging almost every day.. lol.. anyway, I didn't go for the lunch today.. my tummy wasn't feeling well and just needed the toilet.. so I smsed nat and auntie lily telling them that I wasn't feeling well.. owells.. just feel bad..

received an sms at 1.30am last night, informing us about the class bbq on tuesday with shaun's address and who to contact if unsure on how to get to his place.. and this sms was sent by my class rep.. how nice.. 1 am in the morning.. and I didn't know how I actually woke up and read his sms when I didn't even hear my phone beep.. was just so tired but out of the blue, just woke up and saw his msg.. how nice.. lol.. he sent another one just now, asking us how many of us will be going so that shaun knows how much to order.. and I ended off saying that if shaun needs help with the food, I'll be most glad to help.. I mean, it's a class thing right? so shouldn't classmates offer to help each other, rather than let shaun do everything? haha.. just as well, I'm being concerned for boss..lol..

since I'm going to meet desheng and guys at 4.30 on tues before going together with them, I've the intention of asking angeline out for lunch that day at TM.. was thinking of shopping and chatting with her before I meet them.. afterall, if it's early, I can just call desheng and tell him say I'm going over to his place first.. not as if he's alone at home.. I'll at the most just be disturbing his MBS group, discussing project and maybe get suan by ben.. (p.s: ben, if you're reading this, will you suan me?? haha..) but! all this is not confirmed yet.. well, at least the meeting with angeline is not confirmed yet.. dunno whether she'll be free or not.. so lol.. better book her asap!! haha.. and me going over to his place will just depend wad time I finish my plans.. lol.. owells.. shall call and confirm with him on monday night.. lol.. not sure who else from the east is going.. or rather, I'm not sure who's going for the bbq.. but I know for sure, me, the guys and kai hui and shaun's MBS group are.. lol.. haha.. ok, will update again later.. off to take a shower.. haha.. :)

while waiting for my game to load, here's my post.. lol.. finally!! last paper today.. I din know how to do the last qn on rewards and benefits and I wasn't the only one.. lol.. but overall, I hope I can do fine.. not only for HR but also for MBS and my finance.. slacked at home today.. was too lazy to go out so I didn't even go thomson to get my contact lens.. mum said she'll pick it up for me tmr!! yeah! that just saves me a trip from going down to thomson.. lol.. and yes! peanut butter with chocolate is addictive.. super addicted to it.. lol.. tmr's lunch with my P2 CATS.. getting a lift from auntie lily and I'm meeting nat at 11.30.. so I guess I'll leave the house at 10.50?? lol..

anyway, as we finished our tests today, the guys were discussing about the bbq on tuesday as well.. ben's going to desheng's place to do MBS project (at which, I have no idea when my group is starting...) and couse I have no idea of how to get to shaun's place other than taking bus 22 and then stop where?? I decided to meet them in the afternoon at desheng's place and go with them.. that just saves me the trouble of wondering how in the world to get to shaun's place.. especially when I'm such a road idiot.. and yes! ROAD IDIOT!! so lol.. have informed desheng and ben alr.. and both are fine with it.. lol.. as for transport back, heehee.. who else can I come back with other than desheng? ok, maybe together with those who are staying in the east which I think not many? Kelly's not confirmed.. she has something on that day and she said she'll try to make it.. not sure about maio feng.. she also got smth on.. so lol.. owells.. at the most, just share cab again.. haha.. and this time, mum knows I'm having a CLASS BBQ.. so lol.. haha.. 4 more days and I'm looking forward to it.. haha.. close friends will know why.. lol.. :) anyway, take care peeps!! will update more another day!! happy hols!! :)

since I've finished studying for my paper tmr, I decided to blog.. not as if i kept my word and stayed away from blogging this week.. lol.. last paper tmr.. I hope I'll do fine.. anyway, did I mention that I got into HR and finance?? tgt with shaun, ben and melvin.. lol.. at least gt company.. haha.. and hopefully we end up in the same class.. lol.. a lot of things happened during the week.. chats and lunch with yr 1 frens.. a little unhappiness btw me and the 2 gals?? if you wld consider it as one?? we haven been talking to each other for very long.. at least, I still talk to kelly.. owells.. it's just for another term.. and hopefully, things go well the next term after our june hols!! will most prob be gg down to thomson tmr to get my contact lens supply after my paper.. hui yee haven confirmed with me whether we're meeting.. call her later and ask her.. saturday is lunch appointment with P2 CATS.. looking forward to it?? heehee.. I also dunno.. all I know is, I think I'll miss him during the hols.. :S

I just needed to blog for a while now... I realised that I can't seem to write any too-personal stuff here anymore, like him.. cause people are reading this.. owells.. but I guess it's still my choice on whether I wanna blog about him and personal stuff.. lol.. ok, the momentum's broken.. let's hit the notes again.. =) happy mugging frens!! =)

hey girls: I'm really sorry.. I really forgot to ask you two along until I talked to one of you this evening and saw your blog.. I'm seriously sorry and it wasn't done on purpose.. If you're upset and angry with me, I truly apologise.. I really am...

mugging for mid sem tests this week.. wun update till after mid sem.. =)

hey!! taking a short breather away from the books.. anyway, this post will be filled with many pics that was taken the last few days.. so enjoy the pics!! =)

27th May, Tuesday:

shaun's birthday cake.. bought by the guys, kai hui and kelly frm TM.. but everyone chipped in.. ice-cream cake somemore.. lol...

that's shaun, the birthday boy and my boss.. =)

the people who celebrated shaun's birthday with him during the break..

dinner with them on tuesday.. from left to right: melvin, ben, gen, kai hui, me, shaun and desheng.. I so love this group of people.. they make me love the class even more and i'll miss them when we split next sem..

30 May, Friday: had an early celebration for melvin's birthday.. had lots of fun.. was nearly the only girl.. well, i guess now i think i wun be feeling wierd being the only girl with just those guys cause i'm getting used to it and me, shaun, desheng, ben and melvin may end up as fellow classmates next sem.. and yup, according to melvin, if we all end up in the same class, they won't leave me out.. well, i hope he holds his word.. anyway, here's the pics.. starting with HR presentation first..

the pic is quite small.. but nevertheless, here's 2B01.. I love my class.. =)

here's the ladies in class.. haha..

the very nice guys in class.. only the 9 of them..

my project group mates.. the two guys are shaun and ben.. gals are tricia, me, gen and miao feng.. i love this group!!

took some other pics in the library just before sch..

kai hui, ben, sara, shuan, me, melvin and desheng (who was the only one not in formal wear..)

numbers 1 to 7.. haha..

I like this pic!!!

after HR, we went over to ben's place... me, kai hui, ben(of course), desheng, melvin, shaun and yong qiang.. slacked a bit before leaving for orchard.. talked quite a bit on the bus and as i said, i'm hoping that me, melvin, desheng, ben and shaun end up in the same class... it'll be cool and i'll definitely do proj with them!! =) here's some pics taken at swensens', kai hui's workplace..

here's ben!! haha..

here's the secretary and the boss of my HR project grp.. gosh, his expression is so unglam.. haha..

anyway, end of pics.. i chatted quite a lot with the 4 guys last nite.. but i really like their company.. it was great and fun and they make me laugh!! i really do hope all 5 of us will end up in HR and finance and better still, same class.. lol.. but i will only know results on monday.. was home at midnight.. because of them, i stayed out till super late but it was all worth while.. heehee.. cabbed home with desheng, ben and dudu.. but we dropped ben and dudu first cause it was more convenient.. slept late last night as well cause my hair was wet and was talking to people online.. lol.. anyway, i'd be back in school on monday to meet gen cause she needs to borrow my notes.. the guys will be in school as well, so most prob go and look for them and study for a while with them.. lol... ok, end of post.. gonna shower and get back to the books.. =)

schooled today.. am supposedly to be at the airport to pick mum and pat up but no, just kinda got irritated and decided to stay home instead.. afterall, i've got quite a number of things to do.. anyway, was telling sherlyn abt him.. owells.. shan't think too much and take things at a time.. if we're meant to be, i guess we'll be.. afterall, i quite agree what my apel teacher said: 'from the time you came into this world, GOD has prepared your other half for you alr.' i agree and if he's isn't the right one, maybe GOD has yet let me meet this special guy.. =) rather optimistic, huh? lol.. but that's the truth isn't it? and i do believe that GOD has a plan for every one of us...

wasn't feeling that well today when i went to school.. was just about to skip finance tutorial but i decided not to.. lol.. so yup, i went to school.. lecture was better.. i preferred this lecturer from church rather than the usual lecturer.. i think he's clearer and pls, i do understand what he was saying.. haha.. the group of guys didn't turn up.. and apparantly, they went to desheng's hse.. lol.. how do i know? of course through boss.. lol.. had my jap presentation.. was so bored that i started messaging him.. lol.. and he was like 'haha sway.. etc..' whatever.. but was glad that at least he bothered to reply me.. =) public speaking today was slack.. talked to boss about nonsense.. haha..

needed a talk last nite and so, i talked to sherlyn. well, she asked me not to pin too much hopes on him.. well, i know that and after that great fall in feb, i'm so scared of falling. i tot i wouldn't fall for a guy again in year 2, but no, i was wrong.. we just had to be frens and he moved my heart... lol.. i guess this time round, i'll fall again but i just dunno how bad this fall would be.. talked to boss's gf this afternoon through sms.. haha.. boss, dun worry, ur secrets in class won't be spilled to her.. you have the word of your secretary.. i'm just being purely frens with her.. =) and she told me to take a step at a time and see how it goes.. mayb we really will end up together.. who knows?? haiz.. tmr's another busy day.. seems that they are going to celebrate melvin's birthday but i dunno how true that is.. if they are, i may consider going especially when i've been out this whole week.. no good.. and i need to start studying.. :)

i so badly need to blog.. current mood: shitty and down.. before i go into why i'm feeling this way, last night's dinner and movie with the group(me, kai hui, amy, gen, ben, desheng, shaun, melvin and yong sing) was great and fun!! had a lot of laughs.. will upload some pics after i get it from gen.. hopefully soon.. really enjoyed last nite's outing.. hopefully we'll have one soon!! right after mid-sem test.. =) trained home with ben, desheng, gen and yong sing.. reached home, tired and exhausted but only went to bed at 12a.m..

woke up this morning at 8.30.. luckily i told dad to give me morning call, otherwise i think i wld have overslept.. was real tired.. PS lecture with shaun and obviously, we weren't paying attention.. after that, lunched with him and desheng before meeting the group for presentation discussion.. it wasn't that productive cause i was all too tired and irritated partly because of the unexpected visit.. HR lect was quite ok.. revision.. at least i know what kind of questions we'll be tested and i know how to go round studying it.. lol.. after that slacked in the library before going for apel.. met sherlyn after school to pick up my finance tut.. haha.. will be chatting with her on the phone for a while soon.. lol..

now, after all that crap, why am i feeling down? it's because of him.. i mean, i've got so many things to do tonite and yet, my mind is all about him.. i feel what i've been doing so far is rather obvious.. couldn't he tell? couldn't he see? after being hurt once, i'm so scared of being hurt again.. i'm tired.. i wish i could let go, but not now.. it's too soon to let go.. but i want to, to avoid getting hurt.. i'm really at a loss. he makes me feel happy but what i'm doing now, is he finding it irritating and disturbing?? i really don't know.. can someone tell me? i'm feeling very down.. =(

p.s: i just realised yesterday that there are some classmates reading my blog other than kelly and kai hui.. so i just wanna say HI to melvin and shaun!! helloz!!

and to end off on a happy note: I LOVE 2B01 (the guys i talk to in class and kelly and kai hui and a few other girls.. ) LOVE YOU PEEPS LOTS!! =) YOU MAKE MY YR 2 SEM 1 GREAT!! =) FRIENDS 4EVA... =)

i'm tired.. really tired after all that commotion.. i'm only looking forward to his call now and hopefully, he'll call me back... =) anyway, was at home till 3.30 today before meeting caroline for dinner and some shopping.. that girl went on a shopping spree sia!! she seemed shopped-deprived.. haha.. had sakae for dinner and something unglam happened and i shall not say it here.. must help my dear fren save her reputation.. but i laughed till my stomach ached.. lol.. we took some pics but i'll only be able to upload them when she sent me.. haha.. left at 6 plus and trained home.. felt really exhausted on the way home.. gosh.. i think i'll be even worse tmr.. lol..

came home, gen called me and we chatted abt boss's birthday celebration.. lol... will be hanging out with them during break so that desheng and kai hui can go get the cake.. lol.. and i think kelly will go with them.. haha.. :) called melvin and told him about the plan.. now, hopefully yong sing get back to me or gen about who's confirm going for tmr's outing.. argh!! it's getting on my nerves lah.. sian.. anyway, i've got nothing more to say.. mayb next time.. my damn antivirus program just spoilt my mood.. :( but for now, i'm just looking forward to his call.... =)

I guess i was right to tell sherlyn that blogging has become an everyday thing, an addiction.. lol.. owells.. started to camwhore just now cause i was too bored.. here are some pics taken not too long ago:

the evening view taken from my room's window.. lol.. btw, those two schools there are BGSS and RSPS (my sister's future working place..).. haha..

tired from all those tutorials.. i'm still doing my BOE idea proposal btw.. haiz..

haha.. candid shot.. was just too bored.. lol..

i like this shot.. haha.. btw, this pics were taken by me.. lol.. anyway, angel's at camp.. she won't be back till monday.. mum and pat leaving for HK tmr and i can't go.. they'll be back on thursday.. thank goodness, my dinner meals have more or less been settled.. will most probably go to the airport to pick them up on thursday after school.. lol.. here's my schedule for this week after school:

monday - dinner and window shopping with dear caroline.. nicole may be coming but she's not confirmed yet.. looking forward to see at least caroline on monday!! =)

tuesday - movie and dinner with class peeps after school.. most prob either cab back or take a bus back with desheng.. haha.. =)

wednesday - most prob either packed dinner or dinner from nanny's place.. which means i'll see if sherlyn can walk with me again to opposite like last week or desheng?? see how it goes..

thursday - most prob fast food at the airport for dinner.. anyone interested?? haha.. picking mum and pat up that nite!! they'll be back in no time!! =)

anyway, gtg.. will try to complete my BOE tonight.. and show tutor on tuesday.. so that i've got more time to make amendmends if necessary.. lol.. update again maybe either some time tonight or tmr.. till then.. *waves* i suddenly miss you so much...