whee!! blog about my trip!! haha.. such a lousy start to a new post.. lol.. but nevertheless, yup!! i truly enjoyed my trip with mum's friends although it wasn't really an enjoyable one for a particular couple.. but at least we all tried to enjoy ourselves.. something happened when we arrived at penang on friday! angel's luggage din come along.. it was left behind in singapore due to some careless mistake made during check-in.. but thankfully, we got the luggage back that night!! so yah.. did most shopping on the 2nd and 3rd day cause it was late to go shopping on the 1st day and the penang group wanted to chat with the adults.. so yah.. anyway, here's the pics!! enjoy!!

day 1:

me and my dad at Changi airport!!

bread given during the flight to Penang!! yum yum..

that was dinner on the first night!! hawker food!! =)

Day 2:

waiting for the bus to go shopping!! lol..

bus tickets!!

gosh, my face looked bad... anyway, we were preparing to go for dinner on the 2nd day..

this baby is called Joshua.. sooo cute!!! =D

and this other little boy here is Zac.. also another cute boy!! =D

day 3:

my new pair of shoes!! i like it!!

that was my supper on the last night!! haha.. yummy.. so love the hot dog..!! =))

anyway, here's the sceneric view!! it was wow!!

the sea!! lol.. the picture on the left was during high tide.. the other one was taken frm my room's balcony in the morning.. lovely view!! =)

so anyway, i've uploaded almost all the pics frm my trip.. really a fruitful one.. got gifts for my dear friends!! lol.. hope they like it.. =)) anyway, yup, gotta go.. hungry... heat up food to eat.. haha.. lol.. gosh, there goes my weight.. haha..

I'm back!! will upload pics some other day.. just got back home an hour ago.. enjoyed myself.. had fun.. gifts for most frens.. and I'm tired yet happy.. =)

off to penang in a few more hours.. looking forward to it? I don't know.. maybe cause of what is taking place later.. ok.. some frens will know wad i'm talking about.. anyway, yup, will be gone.. back on monday evening.. will TRY to enjoy myself.. btw, i'm bringing my phone.. so that i can see if i can take nice pics and listen to selected songs in my phone.. lol.. and read thru my inbox and consider again whether this final decision i've made is a decision i wld not regret or not.. i guess i wun be sending smses so lol.. but if permits, i may even go online using my phone at nite.. but this wld just mean that my phone bill for June is going to get realllll bigggg!!!! owells.. all this will have to see if i can turn on my phone there or not.. lol.. owells.. anyway, the following words is to some frens who gave me advice over the phone, thru smses and online:

hey M and S (you two know who you are..)!! thanks for the advices you two gave me over that matter.. but the final decision lies with me.. and i do hope my decision is right.. but no matter whether i did tell him or not, you two have been gr8 frens.. even though M only want to watch show but nevertheless, thanks a lot!! lastly, no matter whether or not we'll be in the same class next sem, I'll definitely be hanging out with you guys.. =) once again, thx!! esp to S!!

ok, off to do my last preparation for my trip.. =) take care peeps!!

sentosa trip today with tracy!! lol.. fun and yup, we got our sun tans!! and I love it!! =) anyway, here's some of the pics from today.. can't upload all cause we took over 100 pics!! haha.. using my phone.. lol.. =) enjoy..

the nice view from our position and that's what we bought from vivo.. pocky and chrysanthemum white tea!!

we started to camwhore after a while.. these were just some of the pics we took.. haha..

playing with the tree near us.. haha... we were like those bollywood stars u see on tv.. haha..

the weather got a bit too hot but still could withstand..


started playing with the sand cause i was too bored.. haha.. and tracy started snapping pics.. she camwhoring and taking pics of me.. haha..

back at vivo.. having hokkien mee for dinner.. trained home after that cause we were so tired.. lol.. overall, today was fun!! really enjoyed myself.. lol.. i had my sun tan.. i had my first outing with tracy since the hols started.. hopefully can meet up with her next wk to go k box.. lol.. btw, i chatted with melvin and shaun for a while today at sentosa.. lol.. when i got home, i was laughing away at something that happened when i wasn't at home.. rgd me and my so-called bf (which for your info, i dun have.. pls dun be like my mum..) full story, ask me and i'll tell you.. lol..

anyway, tmr, i'm off to penang.. lol.. and just now, ben smsed me and the others, asking to meet for lunch and then pool.. lol.. i replied back saying why not they come and send me off.. haha.. ok, that was just being lame.. lol.. but owells.. i'm gonna miss messaging ppl and miss my laptop for 3 days!! ahh!! but those 3 days will pass fast.. I'll most prob be back online on monday night.. haha.. till then, folks!! =) p.s: gifts will be given to yr 2 frens.. to my yr 1 darlings, i'm sorry.. but if i do have excess cash, yes, i'll get you dearies something!! =) see u peeps next wk!! =)

one says tell.. another also say tell.. but sherlyn say dun tell.. tracy say dun tell.. caroline say dun tell.. wad shld i do? tell or not to tell? i'm at a loss.. haiz..

woke up at 11.40 this morning.. was tired.. wad time did i sleep? close to 2am.. anyway, bbq last night.. went TM to get some things before meeting ben and desheng.. bused down to shaun's place.. met melvin and miao feng at the bus stop so walked in together with them just because melvin needed to use the toilet and we decided to pangseh yong sing.. haha.. ok, now i know how to get to shaun's place!! and oh my!! his place quite nice!! nice environment.. haha.. he had a dog named julie?? nice dog.. but i got freaked out when his small dog started barking at ben!! ahh.. but his dog is super cute!! got big eyes.. haha.. so anyway, bbq after that..

was helping out with the food while the guys played cards and melvin and shaun was starting up the fire.. shaun's like damn pro sia!! haha.. after that, started the first round of cooking with desheng and shaun while kai hui and her fren was helping to skewer the chicken wings.. haha.. people came and people left.. by 10, it started raining heavily.. i got wet but haha, it was fun! proceeded to shaun's house after that.. gen amazed us all by her playing of the piano and the guitar.. i was like 'wow!!'.. all of us who were left was super amazed.. haha.. btw, those were left at 10 were me, miao feng, tricia, serene, gen, lici, ben, melvin, desheng, dudu and yong sing.. so the few of us played cards and yes, i lost.. couldn't really concentrate alr.. haha.. so because i lost, my punishment was to finish up a can of beer.. but the guys, taking into account that i was a girl, i had only had to drink a mouth.. and so shaun took my pic.. will get my pic frm him and maybe upload it another day.. haha.. but!! I think I got hooked onto the beer.. kept drinking a few more mouthfuls till ben had to get the can away frm me.. haha.. the guys were scared i got drunk especially when they heard it's my first time! haha.. hey, my first drinking attempt was given away yesterday!! haha.. but not too bad lah.. lol.. after that, cabbed home with miao feng.. reached home at 11.45p.m..

anyway, after i reached home last night, had a talking session with melvin just before i went to shower.. reason being, me, melvin and shaun had a talking session earlier last night at the bbq pit.. or rather, it was just supposed to be me and shaun but melvin came and joined us.. so yah, continued my session with melvin for abt 1/2 hr on the phone.. after that, went to shower and had another session with shaun at 1.15a.m.. it was all abt him at all 3 talking sessions.. haiz.. i know his answer already.. or rather, i somehow know his answer alr.. and shaun said last night that it was a no cause shaun asked him.. so i'm contemplating whether i should tell him or not.. or should i just leave it as it is.. i really don't know.. melvin asked me to consider it carefully before telling him.. well, it's just a final confirmed answer i want from him.. owells, at a loss.. dunno wad to do.. to tell or not to tell?? let me think about it and we shall see.. ok, enough for this post.. maybe another one tonite.. :)

somehow, blogging has once again become a habit.. haha.. here's my post for today:

church this morning.. followed by the doctor visit.. the doctor said it was just normal diarrheoa and just wind in my tummy.. that explains why my tummy hurts yet I can't visit the toilet.. lol.. came home before gg out at 2.45 to meet hui yee.. lol.. she was at marina square.. shld have gave her a call when i reached.. i waited like an idiot for 15 mins at city hall, thinking she wld meet me at city hall mrt.. lol.. nevertheless, we went shopping.. we walked up and down citylink mall, marina square and raffles city.. haha.. like 2 idiots.. lol.. after we finished with city hall, we trained down to bugis where we had dinner and shopped at bugis street.. lol.. it was a rather fruitful outing today.. she got what she needed to get (her friend's present and her bag which she got it at $50 after much bargaining) and i got a new shirt.. boyfriend's shirt as what they called it.. nice, love it.. can match with jeans and hopefully shorts.. lol.. :) happy with my gain today.. and of course!! we had lots of fun talking, chatting and shopping!! we made a deal to meet at least once every holiday.. hopefully we keep to that.. but i'll see her again cause she wanna meet desheng to find out more about sociology.. so i guess, it'll be real soon!! :) love this girl lots!!

as for tmr, haha, i'll be at home.. slacking away.. most prob paint my nails and stuff before going to grandparents' place tmr nite to celebrate cousin's birthday.. hopefully we won't be home too late.. but haha, i'll use the laptop tmr afternoon.. haha.. gotta call the guys tmr as well.. to confirm which part of tampines stadium we meeting on tues.. as for tues, not meeting with angeline alr.. that girl is always busy with her stuff.. dun blame me when i can't meet with her.. class bbq at night!! so looking forward to it.. it's finally more or less a class thing.. lol.. ok, i'm off to prepare for bed.. long day today and i'm tired... :) nights..

finally finally finally.. a girls' outing with my dearest girlfriend!! after so long.. when was the last time I went out with her? start of Mar until now.. 3 months!!! heehee.. how come I can remember so clearly that I met her at the start of March? because I went out with her after an incident happened the night before and I cried just before going to meet her.. so what do you think? the incident left me an emotional scar which I guess I will never forget.. lol.. but nevertheless, yes!! I'm finally meeting ms Khoo!!! =))

anyway, my tummy's still a little queasy.. after I've eaten, an hour or so later, my tummy will hurt and poof! I'm off to the toilet.. still pain.. hope the tummy gets better tmr.. dun want it to ruin my date with ms khoo.. lol.. mum asked me who I was going out with tmr when I said I won't be coming home for dinner.. lol.. geez, I think she's suspecting I got a darling outside.. haha.. but nah.. nobody wants me.. haha.. ok, whatever..

I think I'm starting to miss him already.. he appears in my mind unknowingly.. sometimes in the midst when I'm busy doing things.. gosh.. I think this is so bad... anyway, I've decided.. not to neglect my dear friends from term 2.. or rather, I'll try not to.. but you know, when projects start again.. but I guess it won't be that bad? cause we're starting on our project tgt.. I hope things turn out fine after this holiday.. I mean it.. :S

now that I'm on holiday, I guess I'll end blogging almost every day.. lol.. anyway, I didn't go for the lunch today.. my tummy wasn't feeling well and just needed the toilet.. so I smsed nat and auntie lily telling them that I wasn't feeling well.. owells.. just feel bad..

received an sms at 1.30am last night, informing us about the class bbq on tuesday with shaun's address and who to contact if unsure on how to get to his place.. and this sms was sent by my class rep.. how nice.. 1 am in the morning.. and I didn't know how I actually woke up and read his sms when I didn't even hear my phone beep.. was just so tired but out of the blue, just woke up and saw his msg.. how nice.. lol.. he sent another one just now, asking us how many of us will be going so that shaun knows how much to order.. and I ended off saying that if shaun needs help with the food, I'll be most glad to help.. I mean, it's a class thing right? so shouldn't classmates offer to help each other, rather than let shaun do everything? haha.. just as well, I'm being concerned for boss..lol..

since I'm going to meet desheng and guys at 4.30 on tues before going together with them, I've the intention of asking angeline out for lunch that day at TM.. was thinking of shopping and chatting with her before I meet them.. afterall, if it's early, I can just call desheng and tell him say I'm going over to his place first.. not as if he's alone at home.. I'll at the most just be disturbing his MBS group, discussing project and maybe get suan by ben.. (p.s: ben, if you're reading this, will you suan me?? haha..) but! all this is not confirmed yet.. well, at least the meeting with angeline is not confirmed yet.. dunno whether she'll be free or not.. so lol.. better book her asap!! haha.. and me going over to his place will just depend wad time I finish my plans.. lol.. owells.. shall call and confirm with him on monday night.. lol.. not sure who else from the east is going.. or rather, I'm not sure who's going for the bbq.. but I know for sure, me, the guys and kai hui and shaun's MBS group are.. lol.. haha.. ok, will update again later.. off to take a shower.. haha.. :)

while waiting for my game to load, here's my post.. lol.. finally!! last paper today.. I din know how to do the last qn on rewards and benefits and I wasn't the only one.. lol.. but overall, I hope I can do fine.. not only for HR but also for MBS and my finance.. slacked at home today.. was too lazy to go out so I didn't even go thomson to get my contact lens.. mum said she'll pick it up for me tmr!! yeah! that just saves me a trip from going down to thomson.. lol.. and yes! peanut butter with chocolate is addictive.. super addicted to it.. lol.. tmr's lunch with my P2 CATS.. getting a lift from auntie lily and I'm meeting nat at 11.30.. so I guess I'll leave the house at 10.50?? lol..

anyway, as we finished our tests today, the guys were discussing about the bbq on tuesday as well.. ben's going to desheng's place to do MBS project (at which, I have no idea when my group is starting...) and couse I have no idea of how to get to shaun's place other than taking bus 22 and then stop where?? I decided to meet them in the afternoon at desheng's place and go with them.. that just saves me the trouble of wondering how in the world to get to shaun's place.. especially when I'm such a road idiot.. and yes! ROAD IDIOT!! so lol.. have informed desheng and ben alr.. and both are fine with it.. lol.. as for transport back, heehee.. who else can I come back with other than desheng? ok, maybe together with those who are staying in the east which I think not many? Kelly's not confirmed.. she has something on that day and she said she'll try to make it.. not sure about maio feng.. she also got smth on.. so lol.. owells.. at the most, just share cab again.. haha.. and this time, mum knows I'm having a CLASS BBQ.. so lol.. haha.. 4 more days and I'm looking forward to it.. haha.. close friends will know why.. lol.. :) anyway, take care peeps!! will update more another day!! happy hols!! :)

since I've finished studying for my paper tmr, I decided to blog.. not as if i kept my word and stayed away from blogging this week.. lol.. last paper tmr.. I hope I'll do fine.. anyway, did I mention that I got into HR and finance?? tgt with shaun, ben and melvin.. lol.. at least gt company.. haha.. and hopefully we end up in the same class.. lol.. a lot of things happened during the week.. chats and lunch with yr 1 frens.. a little unhappiness btw me and the 2 gals?? if you wld consider it as one?? we haven been talking to each other for very long.. at least, I still talk to kelly.. owells.. it's just for another term.. and hopefully, things go well the next term after our june hols!! will most prob be gg down to thomson tmr to get my contact lens supply after my paper.. hui yee haven confirmed with me whether we're meeting.. call her later and ask her.. saturday is lunch appointment with P2 CATS.. looking forward to it?? heehee.. I also dunno.. all I know is, I think I'll miss him during the hols.. :S

I just needed to blog for a while now... I realised that I can't seem to write any too-personal stuff here anymore, like him.. cause people are reading this.. owells.. but I guess it's still my choice on whether I wanna blog about him and personal stuff.. lol.. ok, the momentum's broken.. let's hit the notes again.. =) happy mugging frens!! =)

hey girls: I'm really sorry.. I really forgot to ask you two along until I talked to one of you this evening and saw your blog.. I'm seriously sorry and it wasn't done on purpose.. If you're upset and angry with me, I truly apologise.. I really am...

mugging for mid sem tests this week.. wun update till after mid sem.. =)

hey!! taking a short breather away from the books.. anyway, this post will be filled with many pics that was taken the last few days.. so enjoy the pics!! =)

27th May, Tuesday:

shaun's birthday cake.. bought by the guys, kai hui and kelly frm TM.. but everyone chipped in.. ice-cream cake somemore.. lol...

that's shaun, the birthday boy and my boss.. =)

the people who celebrated shaun's birthday with him during the break..

dinner with them on tuesday.. from left to right: melvin, ben, gen, kai hui, me, shaun and desheng.. I so love this group of people.. they make me love the class even more and i'll miss them when we split next sem..

30 May, Friday: had an early celebration for melvin's birthday.. had lots of fun.. was nearly the only girl.. well, i guess now i think i wun be feeling wierd being the only girl with just those guys cause i'm getting used to it and me, shaun, desheng, ben and melvin may end up as fellow classmates next sem.. and yup, according to melvin, if we all end up in the same class, they won't leave me out.. well, i hope he holds his word.. anyway, here's the pics.. starting with HR presentation first..

the pic is quite small.. but nevertheless, here's 2B01.. I love my class.. =)

here's the ladies in class.. haha..

the very nice guys in class.. only the 9 of them..

my project group mates.. the two guys are shaun and ben.. gals are tricia, me, gen and miao feng.. i love this group!!

took some other pics in the library just before sch..

kai hui, ben, sara, shuan, me, melvin and desheng (who was the only one not in formal wear..)

numbers 1 to 7.. haha..

I like this pic!!!

after HR, we went over to ben's place... me, kai hui, ben(of course), desheng, melvin, shaun and yong qiang.. slacked a bit before leaving for orchard.. talked quite a bit on the bus and as i said, i'm hoping that me, melvin, desheng, ben and shaun end up in the same class... it'll be cool and i'll definitely do proj with them!! =) here's some pics taken at swensens', kai hui's workplace..

here's ben!! haha..

here's the secretary and the boss of my HR project grp.. gosh, his expression is so unglam.. haha..

anyway, end of pics.. i chatted quite a lot with the 4 guys last nite.. but i really like their company.. it was great and fun and they make me laugh!! i really do hope all 5 of us will end up in HR and finance and better still, same class.. lol.. but i will only know results on monday.. was home at midnight.. because of them, i stayed out till super late but it was all worth while.. heehee.. cabbed home with desheng, ben and dudu.. but we dropped ben and dudu first cause it was more convenient.. slept late last night as well cause my hair was wet and was talking to people online.. lol.. anyway, i'd be back in school on monday to meet gen cause she needs to borrow my notes.. the guys will be in school as well, so most prob go and look for them and study for a while with them.. lol... ok, end of post.. gonna shower and get back to the books.. =)

schooled today.. am supposedly to be at the airport to pick mum and pat up but no, just kinda got irritated and decided to stay home instead.. afterall, i've got quite a number of things to do.. anyway, was telling sherlyn abt him.. owells.. shan't think too much and take things at a time.. if we're meant to be, i guess we'll be.. afterall, i quite agree what my apel teacher said: 'from the time you came into this world, GOD has prepared your other half for you alr.' i agree and if he's isn't the right one, maybe GOD has yet let me meet this special guy.. =) rather optimistic, huh? lol.. but that's the truth isn't it? and i do believe that GOD has a plan for every one of us...

wasn't feeling that well today when i went to school.. was just about to skip finance tutorial but i decided not to.. lol.. so yup, i went to school.. lecture was better.. i preferred this lecturer from church rather than the usual lecturer.. i think he's clearer and pls, i do understand what he was saying.. haha.. the group of guys didn't turn up.. and apparantly, they went to desheng's hse.. lol.. how do i know? of course through boss.. lol.. had my jap presentation.. was so bored that i started messaging him.. lol.. and he was like 'haha sway.. etc..' whatever.. but was glad that at least he bothered to reply me.. =) public speaking today was slack.. talked to boss about nonsense.. haha..

needed a talk last nite and so, i talked to sherlyn. well, she asked me not to pin too much hopes on him.. well, i know that and after that great fall in feb, i'm so scared of falling. i tot i wouldn't fall for a guy again in year 2, but no, i was wrong.. we just had to be frens and he moved my heart... lol.. i guess this time round, i'll fall again but i just dunno how bad this fall would be.. talked to boss's gf this afternoon through sms.. haha.. boss, dun worry, ur secrets in class won't be spilled to her.. you have the word of your secretary.. i'm just being purely frens with her.. =) and she told me to take a step at a time and see how it goes.. mayb we really will end up together.. who knows?? haiz.. tmr's another busy day.. seems that they are going to celebrate melvin's birthday but i dunno how true that is.. if they are, i may consider going especially when i've been out this whole week.. no good.. and i need to start studying.. :)

i so badly need to blog.. current mood: shitty and down.. before i go into why i'm feeling this way, last night's dinner and movie with the group(me, kai hui, amy, gen, ben, desheng, shaun, melvin and yong sing) was great and fun!! had a lot of laughs.. will upload some pics after i get it from gen.. hopefully soon.. really enjoyed last nite's outing.. hopefully we'll have one soon!! right after mid-sem test.. =) trained home with ben, desheng, gen and yong sing.. reached home, tired and exhausted but only went to bed at 12a.m..

woke up this morning at 8.30.. luckily i told dad to give me morning call, otherwise i think i wld have overslept.. was real tired.. PS lecture with shaun and obviously, we weren't paying attention.. after that, lunched with him and desheng before meeting the group for presentation discussion.. it wasn't that productive cause i was all too tired and irritated partly because of the unexpected visit.. HR lect was quite ok.. revision.. at least i know what kind of questions we'll be tested and i know how to go round studying it.. lol.. after that slacked in the library before going for apel.. met sherlyn after school to pick up my finance tut.. haha.. will be chatting with her on the phone for a while soon.. lol..

now, after all that crap, why am i feeling down? it's because of him.. i mean, i've got so many things to do tonite and yet, my mind is all about him.. i feel what i've been doing so far is rather obvious.. couldn't he tell? couldn't he see? after being hurt once, i'm so scared of being hurt again.. i'm tired.. i wish i could let go, but not now.. it's too soon to let go.. but i want to, to avoid getting hurt.. i'm really at a loss. he makes me feel happy but what i'm doing now, is he finding it irritating and disturbing?? i really don't know.. can someone tell me? i'm feeling very down.. =(

p.s: i just realised yesterday that there are some classmates reading my blog other than kelly and kai hui.. so i just wanna say HI to melvin and shaun!! helloz!!

and to end off on a happy note: I LOVE 2B01 (the guys i talk to in class and kelly and kai hui and a few other girls.. ) LOVE YOU PEEPS LOTS!! =) YOU MAKE MY YR 2 SEM 1 GREAT!! =) FRIENDS 4EVA... =)

i'm tired.. really tired after all that commotion.. i'm only looking forward to his call now and hopefully, he'll call me back... =) anyway, was at home till 3.30 today before meeting caroline for dinner and some shopping.. that girl went on a shopping spree sia!! she seemed shopped-deprived.. haha.. had sakae for dinner and something unglam happened and i shall not say it here.. must help my dear fren save her reputation.. but i laughed till my stomach ached.. lol.. we took some pics but i'll only be able to upload them when she sent me.. haha.. left at 6 plus and trained home.. felt really exhausted on the way home.. gosh.. i think i'll be even worse tmr.. lol..

came home, gen called me and we chatted abt boss's birthday celebration.. lol... will be hanging out with them during break so that desheng and kai hui can go get the cake.. lol.. and i think kelly will go with them.. haha.. :) called melvin and told him about the plan.. now, hopefully yong sing get back to me or gen about who's confirm going for tmr's outing.. argh!! it's getting on my nerves lah.. sian.. anyway, i've got nothing more to say.. mayb next time.. my damn antivirus program just spoilt my mood.. :( but for now, i'm just looking forward to his call.... =)

I guess i was right to tell sherlyn that blogging has become an everyday thing, an addiction.. lol.. owells.. started to camwhore just now cause i was too bored.. here are some pics taken not too long ago:

the evening view taken from my room's window.. lol.. btw, those two schools there are BGSS and RSPS (my sister's future working place..).. haha..

tired from all those tutorials.. i'm still doing my BOE idea proposal btw.. haiz..

haha.. candid shot.. was just too bored.. lol..

i like this shot.. haha.. btw, this pics were taken by me.. lol.. anyway, angel's at camp.. she won't be back till monday.. mum and pat leaving for HK tmr and i can't go.. they'll be back on thursday.. thank goodness, my dinner meals have more or less been settled.. will most probably go to the airport to pick them up on thursday after school.. lol.. here's my schedule for this week after school:

monday - dinner and window shopping with dear caroline.. nicole may be coming but she's not confirmed yet.. looking forward to see at least caroline on monday!! =)

tuesday - movie and dinner with class peeps after school.. most prob either cab back or take a bus back with desheng.. haha.. =)

wednesday - most prob either packed dinner or dinner from nanny's place.. which means i'll see if sherlyn can walk with me again to opposite like last week or desheng?? see how it goes..

thursday - most prob fast food at the airport for dinner.. anyone interested?? haha.. picking mum and pat up that nite!! they'll be back in no time!! =)

anyway, gtg.. will try to complete my BOE tonight.. and show tutor on tuesday.. so that i've got more time to make amendmends if necessary.. lol.. update again maybe either some time tonight or tmr.. till then.. *waves* i suddenly miss you so much...

haha.. i'm blogging again!! whee!! HR's over!! for the time being but better than nothing.. handed in our proj today.. gosh, that sense of satisfaction is... WOW!!! haha.. but our hard work did pay off!! =)

was in school early today to have lunch with boss (shaun) and ben and of course desheng and serene.. asked them along since they ended class at 11.. so we went opposite to eat and boss was late... haiz.. forever.. and as usual, boss helped me carry my laptop back to school.. haha.. rushed through the final touch-ups of project and i skipped jap lecture.. xiao min said it wasn't impt so i skipped it and concentrated on the project instead.. as a result, boss and ben didn't go for public speaking lect as well.. haha.. we finished just before 2 and went to class.. nearly couldn't find the document and i almost went hysterical! gosh, at that point in time, i was like, wth.. dun play a joke on me at this time.. but thank goodness, gen calmed me down and we found the file with help going to.. BOSS!! haha.. =) transferred the file to boss immediately and to gen.. but my laptop decided to play a joke on me and had an unexpected shutdown just as i was transferring the file to gen.. luckily boss got a copy alr.. if not, i can just cry.. just felt that this wasn't my day today.. but i left school with a happy and relieved face.. =) didn't exactly talked to kai hui and kelly today.. was really anxious over the damn HR project.. think they were going out after school since kai hui was waiting for kelly.. i think even if they asked me along, i wld have said no cause i was really mentally drained out alr.. somehow i just feel the both of them are closer than me with anyone of them.. maybe i'm just thinking too much but owells...

many other things happened as well but shan't go into detail.. now that HR proj is cleared, i can now focus on preparing my mid-sem.. really want to do well this sem as usual.. lol.. my grades can't drop.. oh! i just remembered.. YNPS called me this afternoon to go in and teach but i couldn't.. the lunch grp looked surprised to know that i do relief teaching and ben still could ask me 'aye, who you talking to? talk until so soft..' lol.. and BOSS started to tease me over an old man incident we saw today in relation to my PS impromptu yesterdae.. haiz.. wadever lah.. but i really must say, boss is very nice!! ok, shall end here.. maybe another update tmr.. =)

blog first before I start going after peeps thru sms abt HR.. lol.. afterall, I'm hungry and I can't work on a hungry stomach.. haha.. so anyway, here's my day:

had finance tut this morning but was feeling very tired.. dunno why too... but just felt tired.. maybe cause i woke up at 4.30 and couldn't sleep till half an hour later.. boss didn't turn up cause he slept at 5 am after watching soccer.. dots sia.. but haha.. had finance lect after that and the LT was super packed.. was supposed to save seat for yee sin and gang but nope, in the end i sat with gen and gang (desheng, yong sing, gen, melvin etc..) and maybe it was a good thing i sat with gen cause she wasn't feeling well and i went to look for her to make sure she's ok.. haha... and ben? haha.. i think he wasnt in a good mood today.. lol.. maybe cause of HR or he woke up on the wrong side of his bed and left the house late to only be late for class.. and he smsed me to sae he wld be late lah.. lol.. can never understand why he nv sms desheng or yong sing instead but me.. strange.. and in case u peeps are wondering, no, ben is not my cup of tea.. haha.. oh! and smth happened during lect and i wanna tell her: i'm sorry.. i didn't mean it.. (you will know who you are.. (: )

had jap tut and PS tut just now as well.. wasn't concentrating on jap today.. mood wasn't that happy until i got a hug frm angeline.. lol.. was supposed to meet boss to go for class but he went to desheng's hse and asked if i wanted to go over.. long story but i guess this was one reason why i felt down.. after that was impromptu assessment.. i think i did pretty ok.. and according to boss and tutor, i did great, considering that my topic was smth that i never experienced before.. lol.. :) my mood was happier after that.. haha.. couldn't decide whether or not to clash french lecture but i'm somehow glad i didn't cause it just started to rain!! ahhh!! lol.. so no, i came home after class.. tired.. wanting to do the formatting and editing for the report to be handed in tmr but no, boss didn't send me.. haiz.. lol..

i guess comparing my grp and kai hui's grp, i guess i like my grp more! cause i think up to now, we're all being so co-operative.. haha.. owells.. anyway, meeting at 11 tmr to go for lunch with the grp and talk abt the proj.. hehe.. boss wanted to meet at 12 but i said cannot cause not sure whether within 1 hr, i could finish the editing and formatting but heehee, lunch.. hmm.. lol.. and i asked him to see if desheng want to join us since he got lesson till 11.. lol.. haha.. i'm such a funny secretary.. lol.. ok, i'm not making any sense now.. tata!! :)

once again, i'm saying this: i've been blogging real often despite being busy with the damn HR project but i'm glad to say, it's ending soon!! this week!! yeah!! at least i'm free from all HR projects till after holidays.. haha.. :)

anyway, waited for kelly this morning at bus entrance.. kai hui was late so we went to class first.. saw desheng but no, he didn't wait with me.. but kelly came just after he left, saying 'hi.. i go first..' lol.. haha.. spent quite some time with him today as well.. read on and you'll know why.. :) my, i was sooo forgetful today.. didn't bring my thumbdrive for MBS.. haha.. i forgot to put it back into my bag after printing my jap stuff.. so i copied from kelly.. btw, access is starting to bore me.. but since when does computer stuff interest me..?? haha.. owells.. went for HR after that.. it wasn't really a lecture.. had the electives talk.. and oh!! corp comm can be taken with marketing or tourism.. so i guess my 1st 2 choices will be that but just dunno which one to put first.. lol.. will talk to mum about it.. :S left halfway cause the 3 girls were hungry.. super hungry.. needless to say, the 3 girls refer to me, kelly and kai hui.. lol.. so we went biz park to eat before lazing around at biz sch and library with kelly's HR grp and kai hui while i waited for my proj discussion to start..

had quite a bit of fun and laughing today.. kai hui, desheng and melvin sat in and kept my grp company... lol.. we were laughing and talking awae and discussing abt class outing next week.. and smth happened to deshang that made me and gen laugh until our tummies ached.. lol.. overall, i won't say today's proj discussion was productive.. it didn't seem to.. mayb cause the 3 was there and we all didn't really have the mood to do HR.. we're meeting again tmr to finish up everything.. hopefully we can.. after that was BOE and as usual, boring.. time was spent chatting awae and laughing awae and discussing abt next week's class outing to movies and dinner after class.. and like what i told kai hui, i foresee that there will be some people whom we don't want to see go.. but, it's ok.. so long as i've got kai hui and kelly, i'm happy.. cause got company.. lol.. while we were in the lift in sch, melvin pulled my rubber band and being me, i screamed.. lol.. he's such an ass and he kept moving towards me and deshang cause i was in the centre of both of them.. lol.. dunno what he's thinking.. and i guess i can never understand guys just like how guys can never understand girls.. lol..

a lot of things to write but don't wanna make it a long post.. some things are meant to be kept in my heart.. tmr will be another long day.. hopefully i'll have no problem sleeping till morning.. my sleepless yet tired nights are back.. tata.. :))

whee!! went out today with my dear fren.. sad, din take any pics with my phone but we took neoprints.. had lunch with her too.. haiz.. all forgot to take pic.. haha.. but nevertheless, this post will be a picture post.. here's the pics i took today before and after i got home!! :)

what i wore out today.. quite happy with my outfit.. haha.. was wearing a white halter with a grey tube inside with a brown jacket.. lol.. :) the following pics were taken when i got home.. haha.. the clothes i bought.. lol..

my cookie monster shirt which i got.. bought a total of 3 shirts and this was one which angeline chose for me.. haha.. next...

i like this shirt.. simple and the words.. haha.. 'hand over the chocolate and nobody gets hurt..' haha..

this shirt came free with my other 2 shirts.. haha.. elmo.. lol.. cute.. :) lastly, is a dress that i bought (under the persuasion of angeline and the boss).. showed xiao min the pic and she agreed to say it was revealing.. but lol, i'm not wearing just like that.. it'll be matched with a tube and a sweater.. otherwise, i think my parents will faint.. lol.. here's the pic:

well, i do agree it's revealing cause it's a halter.. but this dress is indeed nice!! lol.. :) haha.. so that wrapped up my day for today at bugis with angeline.. will most prob go out with her again for dinner next week or another day out after our tests..lol.. :)

anyway, tmr's dinner with the group.. i guess i'm looking forward to it cause it's the first time i'm having dinner with my oh-so-nice classmates! and i mean it.. this class is really a lovely bunch but 1B08 is never forgotten.. :) to end off, i decided to type this: i may like him but i feel more comfortable and happy being friends with him for now.. who knows what will happen in future?? but for now, i like this friendship we have btw us.. :)

I'm having a splitting headache again.. owells.. anyway, tmr's dinner is cancelled.. instead, it's on tuesday after school.. most prob a movie followed by dinner at tm.. lol.. looking forward to it.. i guess it's only the 3 girls and mayb 3-4 guys.. but i think it'll be more guys than girls cause it's only kelly, kai hui and me.. the 3 gals.. lol.. but really, i'm looking forward to it.. so this means not having dinner on tuesday nite.. will just tell mum having dinner with classmates.. lol.. anyway, i realise sometimes i'm at a loss without him.. is this love? i dunno.. but i guess for now, it's best for us to stay as frens.. :)

I realised I have indeed blogged a lot this week despite being super busy with school work and to the extent that I forgot to plan lesson for class this week.. but nevertheless I think my blog has become a 'place' where I can say what I wanna say and how I feel towards things.. with S.H.E's song playing in the background while i'm typing this, i think this post will once again be a long post..

anyway, let's start off with last night first.. chatted with him for an hour or so through sms.. contents of our conversation, I think I choose to keep it a secret here.. maybe I will tell a friend or 2 but I just feel that what we talked about yesterday night was something very.. personal, especially at the end of our conversation at midnight.. I said something which I regretted saying and so I just said it was my sister who did it.. although I had the intention of letting him know, I changed my mind cause to me now his friendship matters more.. owells.. but one thing I felt glad was that unlike the last one, I think he won't take it seriously so I guess things will return to normal.. having to be in the same class as him and knowing him as a friend, I'm glad already.. :) although we may never end up in the same class again, but at least I've got his contact?? and I think as friends, it's normal to meet up and have a meal occasionally, right?? :)

anyway, back to church stuff.. class party next week!! gosh, I foresee a mess.. lol.. oh, and according to nat, auntie evelyn will be taking over as level rep instead.. I'm maybe just a little disappointed.. but I think it's good.. at least I can focus on my studies better than to worry over church.. but I think once I'm done with my studies, they may make me level rep.. but owells, that leaves things to come.. hopefully auntie evelyn takes the post as level rep up.. haha.. then i don't have to worry so much.. haha.. but again, btw me and nat, I've helped her along.. now that auntie evelyn may be taking over, I'll just assist her lor.. haha.. trains me anyway.. haha.. :) ok, I think I'll stop here.. will update again tonite if there's anything for me to update... :)

I'm bored.. dead bored.. i'm still contemplating whether or not to have dinner outside.. i think even if i don't have it with kai hui and grp, i may have dinner with angeline.. lol.. how how how?? i have no idea.. lol.. btw, i think my mum is thinking that i've got a boyfriend.. lol.. why do i say so? cause usually she never asks me who i'm going out with and go where.. ok, maybe sometimes.. but when i said i was going shopping with angeline on monday, the next thing she said was where are you going and with who.. dots.. lol.. now u understand why i think this way.. :S

slept in till 11 plus this morning.. it has been quite some time since i slept in until this late.. was talking to angeline on the phone this morning after i woke up.. was discussing about going out on vesak day.. that girl wants to go to bugis street so most prob we'll end up gg bugis on monday.. just finished talking to kai hui online.. well, she asked if me and kelly are interested to meet up for dinner on monday with melvin and him.. i said i don't mind.. afterall, i'm going out and will be near town area.. but timing not confirm yet.. she said either after 6pm or after 9pm.. so i did tell her that if it's after 9pm, i can't cause i guess mum and dad won't be very happy.. and next day still got school.. so owells, shall just wait for confirmation frm her..

told my cousin abt him yesterday.. she thinks he's jealous that i was talking to someone else.. if you ask me how i think, i don't know cause i'm at a loss on how to make facts right.. and rgd monday's dinner with them, kelly can't make it.. not sure if i'll still be going.. don't wanna make things even more obvious.. told her about the good night msg i sent.. she asked if i was making things obvious? well, if you ask me.. i would say yes but this beats telling him directly better, rite?? i mean, he's not stupid so he may catch some clues and stuff.. but owells, i'm thinking negatively already to prepare myself for the worse.. otherwise it'll be even worse if history repeats itself, rite? but for now, i'm letting nature take its course.. many frens have told me things and yes, i do listen to them but the choice is mine and so long as i'm happy with the choice i make, does it matter?? :)

overall, i'll just let things as it is.. i'll just be my ownself and not bother about what others think.. if i'm happy with the way i'm living and how i'm handling things, why should i let what others think bother me? but whatever they tell me, i'll listen as advices.. i'm happy as it is to be frens with him.. if he wishes to be more than frens with me, he'll react in some way or another.. but for now, being happy is most important.. :)

I realised i've been blogging very long posts these days but heehee.. it's happy stuff that i blog about.. or at least i'm blogging cause i'm feeling happy.. :)

i think i said it just now and i want to say it again.. kai hui's boss, melvin, has been suan-ing me since tues until now... it has never been like that the past few weeks and it only started this week.. suan until today.. sickening sia.. i think its partly resulted frm THEIR conversation on tues at level 6.. =.= maybe kai hui and kelly knows wad i'm talking about.. damn irritating.. as though he has something against me.. argh!! the more he suans me like that, the more i think that they were indeed talking about me on tues at level 6.. i mean, helloz?? out of the blue and you start suan-ing me like that.. a bit wierd rite?? and i did realise the 2 of them have been behaving wierdly (out of class) everytime i'm around since tues.. hopefully it'll stop.. haha.. but owells.. keeping things neutral..

anyway, mum and pat's gonna be away frm the 25th to the 29th may.. heehee.. anyone wanna ask me out for dinner after school?? and i'm looking for activity to do on 26th.. anyone interested pls let me know, k?? heehee.. that implies to my 2 Ks in school.. :) love you peeps.. *hugs* anyway, see you peeps ard.. will blog again when i'm bored or when i'm in a happy mood.. :)