things never seem to go smoothly for me ever since 26th nov... wadeva that happened, it was all past.. i'm really really tired.. mayb not physically but mentally... after 'o' levels ended, i never seemed to have gotten a good rest as in stay at home and chill out... instead, although i did stay at home, but i was kept busying worrying abt my graduation dress and when i can start work.. but now that i've been offered a job, i dun feel like working and i really mean it.. mayb i didn't notice how exhausted i was mentally when these job offers came knocking on my door.. but now i know.. I JUST DUN FEEL LIKE WORKING AT ALL... just wanna stay home and chill out.. watch my tv, listen to music, read my book, do some occasionally exercise and also occasionally catching up with frens.. but i see everyone so enthusiastic abt their new chapter of their life after o levels.. as for job wise, i'll really turn down all job offer and stay at home and chill out and get recharged and see if i still wanna get a job in jan if it isn't too late... if not, i guess i'll just stay home.. but now, all job offers will have to sae gd-bye to me.. afterall, i'm not in the urgent need of money so i think it's ok.. but the problem only lies with my family members esp. my mum...owells.. no matter wad, life still goes on... and i can only live my day as it passes...