i will never forget the day i posted my previous post.. 22nd dec.. i actually didn't want to blog about this but i realised that if i dun, i may just break down.. i lost my aunt that evening.. the aunt that my family was very close to.. the aunt that i was looking forward to going for catechist meetings with.. the aunt who looked after me abt a week ago when my family went to malaysia.. i lost her that evening.. and it'll be forever.. i missed her lots.. the last time i saw her was during the 2nd sunday of advent.. and that was it.. i will never see her again or hear her voice again.. but she will alwaes be in my heart.. broke down totally today but i had cousins with me to keep me company and console me.. if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't know wad i'll do..

i would like to thank all my frens who offered their condolences to me especially these people:
1. thanks TRACY for listening to me feeling upset and helping to update me with wan yu and shao nian.. thx lotsa..
2. thx to my dear GODMA for being there for me when i cried at her place on sundae morning and today again in church..
3. thx to CLARE who helped to comfort and console me in church on christmas dae when i cried at the tot of not being able to spend christmas with my auntie anymore..
and lastly,
4. thx to MICHAEL.. u've been a great fren and a great godbro the last few daes.. really appreciate it lots.. P.S i've read ur blog.. really thx... if u and ur family wasn't there for me and my family, i wun know wad to do..

really grateful to all others who helped me in a way or another.. will try to stay strong..