can't believe i just broke down today after hearing the news.. i mean, i can't help it.. it's just too sudden and he confirmed it with me himself.. gosh.. just wad exactly is happening to me? but then again, i'm happy that he found someone he liked.. i wanted to type smth bt decided not to just in case he ever pass by my blog and sees this.. den i'm dead meat.. haha.. owells.. bt i just found it too sudden as in.. he? at this age? like woa.. i didn't even expect he would get one at this age and point of time and it so happen i know the girl but i dunno if the girl know me.. haha.. owells.. anywae, back to smth happy bt still related to him.. i'm gg for emdd this year!! to support KC's production and gisella and berlyn!! afterall, we're classmates and i've known gisella for 4 yrs so shld at least go and support, huh? bt i'm not gg alone.. i'm gg with him.. owells.. hopefully no one i know misunderstand us that nite.. haha.. bt that would also mean that i can't watch my lu guang and ge dou!! :( haiz.. bt for gissy, i'll sacrifice.. like woah!! wad a big sacrifice!! >.< haha.. so yup, overall, i'm gg.. had a chinese compo test cum competition yesterdae.. ms teh returned us our papers - unmarked - cause it was badly done and she read mine out in class again.. foreva.. and wad did she say? an essay that was at least correctly written.. i didn't have much confidence in that essay cause it was btw me and IT.. so yah.. oh, IT and him is 2 diff. persons.. so yah.. haiz.. hopefully i do well for this compo test cum competition.. yikes!! there's a maths test tmr.. better go and do some review on it b4 mum comes home and sees me on the com.. haha...

WHEE!! feeling a bit high now.. just went to the new j-star website.. it's super nice!! and 56 now got their own personal blog!! of course, other j-star members too.. that's great.. then can go and see how they are doing.. esp. xiezhi.. he's so cute in his post.. and ok, i'm a bit slow.. the new website was established at the beginning of this month.. haha.. bt nvm.. he finally got his own blog.. so does shaowei and mengzhe.. zhi's leaving at the end of this month (that's wad he said) to the mainland for a new show.. think will miss him lotsa.. hopefully wan yu hold a farewell party for him afterall, he alwaes come and dai ban wan yu if shaowei or mengzhe cannot make it and also he update his blog often though he isn't very good at it.. haha.. anywae, school's beginning tmr.. drats.. this means that lesser time will have to be spent on the tv and of course, the computer.. i dun think i'll come online during weekdays unless it's really necessary.. and of course, i'm gonna miss reading j-star blogs regularly.. haha.. owells.. anywae, off to read more artistes blogs!! haha..

didn't intend to blog until i saw caroline's blog.. haha..

1.Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!"

"I have been tagged!" by caroline.. haha.. :p
Favourites

Favourite Colour: purple and blue
Favourite Food: homecooked food and anything else that is yummy!!
Favourite Song: mainly chinese songs that people find it's too cheena..
Favourite Movie: not a movie person
Favourite Sport: swimming?
Favourite Day of the Week: fridays and sats..
Favourite Season: i dun mind all!!
Favourite Ice Cream: YAM!! bt it's fattening..

Currents

Current Mood: ???
Current taste: i didn't eat anything since after lunch..
Current Clothes: shirt and shorts..
Current Desktop: 56's picture!! haha.. typical 56 fan..
Current Toenail Colour: colourless
Curent Time: 1724h (time when i'm doing this now..)
Current Surroundings: sister walking up and down the hse with the tv in her room on..
Current Annoyances: HW not done,,
Current Thoughts: my leg's hurting and i'm supposed to rub it..

First

First Best Friends: all are good frens, very good frens.. nt really best frens..
First Crush: not saying.. bt i think some ppl are able to guess...
First Movie: can't rmb?
First Lie: also can't rmb.. i've got short term memory yet i can rmb almost everything to do with 56
First Music: piano!!

Lasts

Last Cigarette: i NV smoke cause smoking is unhealthy..
Last Drink: water..
Last Car Ride: a few hrs ago..
Last Crush: not saying.. duh..
Last Movie: pirates of the carribean? which was yrs ago?
Last Phone Call: tara which was yesterdae..
Last CD played: zhang shanwei's first album - shi xin feng

Have you ever

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: definitely not!!
Have you ever broken the law: wad kind of law??
Have you ever been arrested: nah.. i'm a guai kia..
Have you ever skinny-dipped: no.. i'm conservative..
Have you ever been on TV: yup..
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no.. my first kiss is impt!!

5 things you are wearing: necklace, earrings, shirt, shorts and... idunnowadelse..
4 things you done today: gone to church, bathed, watch tv and complete another 1/5 of my eng hw..
3 things you can hear right now: my sisters' tv, my typing on the keyboard and.. my sister's voice..
1 thing you do when you are bored: eat!! bt it makes me put on weight.. -.-
5 People to do this: clare, char tan, michele and any other 2 who wants to do this..
END OF SURVEY!

suddenly had the urge to start blogging.. haiz... was reading aretha's blog just now.. and it triggered my tots and reflections.. time do pass very fast.. 2003, i entered KC.. entered a new environment and made new and many frens.. 2004, the bonds btw frens grew stronger and affairs of the heart just struck me.. made even more frens thru a new cca and better friendships with frens from the same class.. almost at the end of 2004, was nominated to be a prefect with hui yee and others bt i rejected.. didn't see the need to become one and lose my frens if they couldn't understand my duty.. and i didn't and wun regret my decision though i sometimes feel i shldn't have reject it.. 2005, the same thing happened.. a new class with new classmates.. had fun with them though we weren't very united as compared to my former class.. 2006, final year in KC.. sitting for 'O' levels in a few months and getting more and more scared yet that kind of fearfulness cannot be explained and may be can't even be experienced for some others.. i nv knew that time would actually pass so soon.. just like for church, it's been 10 years and in july, i'm gonna officially end cathechism with my confirmation.. i suddenly have this fear.. this fear of doing badly in exams, this fear of not doing to wad is expected of me be it by parents or family or even myself.. i just don't know now.. i feel at a loss.. it seems everything's coming to an end.. in school and in cathechism classes.. after this year, will we ever meet again? will we ever meet up for chats and parties.. and will the closest of the closest of my frens ever lose contact with me? or the frens whom i've known for 10 years.. i really dunno.. all these just seem to have triggered me.. these tots and feelings.. i have this sense of fearfulness that can nv be described in this point of time.. mayb like wad renfu said, at this point of time, other than studying, i really dunno wad to do and wad my life is becoming.. is it becoming more fruitful or is it becoming more useless.. haiz.. owells.. there's nth i can do much abt it, rite? other than focusing on my studies now and try to do as well as possible for 'O' levels?? anywae, school is starting again next week.. when school starts, i'll be busy with exams, with prelims, with tests and of course, with stress.. think will not be online as often.. if i can come online once every 2 weeks or once a month, i think it would be quite ok.. then i can have more time in studying for my exams and tests and focus more on studies.. bt will i be able to do it? hopefully so if GOD give me the strength and determination and HE will help me through the next half of the year until after 'O' levels... owells.. i have to get back to my maths.. gtg now.. tata...

back from camp yesterdae.. actually i came back on sat. nite.. haha.. wasn't feeling well so came home.. felt like puking after dinner.. could be the food bah.. oh and i wasn't the only one who came back home.. michael also went back.. he also nt feeling bt i went back on sun morning, he didn't.. tsk tsk.. haha.. so basically, saturdae was just reflections, reflections and MORE reflections.. was quite sleepy and slept each time they told us to close our eyes and think.. of course, i did some thinking lah.. so yah.. yesterdae was feeling slightly better and the programmes were also better.. had games in the morning after breakfast till lunch.. was quite hot and sweaty after the games.. so me and char went to take a shower b4 lunch and thank goodness we came first.. otherwise we would have to wait for ages.. cause there was only one shower.. >.<>.< haha.. bt it was ok lah.. afterall, it's not like i like him so yah.. owells, yesterdae marked the end of me having fun and relaxing.. it's back to mugging and doing and completing all my hol. hws this last 2 weeks of hols.. gosh, it's so fast and i'm still rushing thru hw.. shall be a good girl and do my hw everydae.. hopefully.. OUR JOURNEY BEGAN WITH A JIGSAW PUZZLE SO OUR JOURNEY SHALL THUS END WITH A JIGSAW PUZZLE.. that was wad marcus said to us yesterdae at the last minor session.. think will miss the sundae 8.45am cathechism class after confirmation esp. those who i seldom see and those who have been in the same class as me since pri. 1 like char who kept me company and vice versa during the camp.. will we ever meet again for some of us? i really dunno..

gosh.. got back results.. gotten a damn scolding from mum (which actually i think i deserved it) bt.. i just feel that when it comes to results, i just feel that when i do not as well as wad they expected, yes, scolding shld be given bt at least give some words of encouragement.. and when i do well, there's no words of praise or encouragement.. so was really a bit pissed off and upset until after watching wan yu which really made me happy again..

i seriously think if you ask me, that my mum isn't a good mum.. as in, during the exam period, she didn't even bother to ask me how was my exams.. instead she was more worried for the class that she was doing relief teaching for.. she actually showed me that she didn't really bother abt my exams and grades bt when the results show, she just start blaming everything on me.. and after telling her i wanna go poly, she seemed so against it.. bt no matter at the end of the year, even if i can make it to jc, i wun go jc, i rather go poly.. seriously and i mean it.. i really wonder if she ever bother to find out how i'm feeling.. and the best thing was she actually cursed her future grand-daughter will be like me.. -.- some stupid mother of mine.. i'm sorry to sae this bt this is just wad i see at times..

owells.. shan't make myself upset over this.. afterall, i'm prepared to do some hard work the next half of the year.. nt because of her, bt for myself and for XIEZHI!! haha... as in seriously, he alwaes wanted us, fans to do our best in studies and in wadeva we do.. so yah, i shld do my best for HIM and for myself and nt for my stupid parents (mean of me to sae that bt to me, again, it's smth that i see).. anywae, having tots of dropping a maths.. toked to mrs ooi and my nanny abt it.. haven't toked to the parents and my tuition teacher yet.. will ask my tuition teacher abt it tmr.. as for the parents, my nanny saed she'll try to tok my mum into letting me drop if i really decide to.. cause mrs ooi is actually trying to get me to try again.. bt i just dun see the point of continuing it if i can't do well in it.. that's the prob.. owells.. i just dunno lah.. will think abt it and tok to my tuition teacher den see how.. anywae, i bought myself a new skirt and a new halter!! cool.. spent 30 bucks on it.. :p haha.. bt it's nice.. shall go and get more of halters and mini skirts and nt bother abt wad the parents think cause it's my life nt theirs!!

gt back results over the last 3 daes.. nt exactly dat fantastic.. and i mean it.. it's all average passes or border line fail and i can't stand it when that happens esp. if you can't find the extra marks that is needed.. -.- so yah.. here's my results (range given only..)

english : 55-60, C5
e maths : 50-54, C6
a maths : 40-44, E8
chinese: 60-64, B4
geog : 50-54, C6
combined humans : 35-39, F9
chemistry : 45-49, D7
physics : 50-54, C6

i can't believe i actually pass physics and failed chem.. and my chem is stronger than my physics.. bt den again, the physics paper was frm the TYS so naturally, we done well.. -.- actually failed e maths but mrs chua was so nice dat she looked for marks for me to pass.. and she scolded me in return for being lazy and etc.. bt come to think of it, the paper was difficult so it wasn't exactly my fault.. ok, mayb it was my fault but still.... failed a maths and combined humans terribly.. as in yes, terribly.. and i passed geog!! whee!! haha.. however, that's nth to be proud of.. and i needed a few more marks to get my B3 for chinese.. damn upset.. feel so disappointed in myself this term just based on results and tell you honestly, i haven't really done my best.. cause if i did, this wun be the results i'm getting.. but nvm!! after i've enjoyed my day tmr, i'll work hard frm sundae onwards in preparation for chinese 'O's.. and i mean it!! gonna see dear tmr!! miss him lotsa!! that's great and his other pals.. haha.. finally after how long... think will be damn happy and tired tmr.. bt it's worth it.. owells.. gotta buck up during the hols.. and i think mrs ooi will wanna see mum and dad cause of my results.. haiz.. i promise i will work harder this time round.. I PROMISE!! i think i've let mum and dad down.. -.-

EXAMS ARE OVER!! yes.. for the time being though.. haha.. but at least i get a break frm books.. ok, mayb except for chinese.. had chinese LC todae and b4 we left, our nice chinese teachers gave us a surprise by giving us chinese papers to do, to prepare us for the coming GCE 'O' levels in like 3 weeks time?? ok, mayb less than 3 weeks.. but seriously, i dun mind doing so long as i am able to get an A for chinese(preferably an A1)... but of course, i've got to put in my own effort as well.. but overall, exams are over.. haha.. i think i screwed up most of my papers.. ok, mayb all except chinese and mayb physics.. haha.. but still... in conclusion, i think i'll damn badly for my papers.. afterall, they're just killing us with them.. so yah.. haha.. fell sick during the exam period which was terrible and it so happened that i came down with fever on my geography and chemistry paper.. haha.. but i'm still fine though with a little runny nose.. haha.. anywae, i'm gg on a nini shopping spree tmr with nicole.. wah.. after so many years of knowing her, we're finally gg out together without caro and gang.. haha.. wierd huh?? but it's fine with me cause at least we get to tok abt things we seldom tok abt in school.. haha... so yah.. will be gg shopping tmr.. and on tuesdae to celebrate that girl's burfdae.. haha.. owells..

just a short post b4 i get back to my books.. been busy with tests and the upcoming exams these few daes.. stay in school till late afternoon for extra maths lessons and other lessons as well.. been really tired, physically and mentally, and numb to all that is happening but still, i've got feelings so still feel a bit exhausted and tired of all that tired.. just had brokedown again last nite and early this morning but it wasn't anything much.. just wanted to let out my feelings so like yah.. feeling only a little better.. i think will be feeling this wae for the next 2 to 3 weeks till exams are over.. oh!! my dad asked me to study hard for exams and my reply was " that is if i dun get a mental block during that exam.." haha.. and he had nth else to sae.. i mean, for those who know me well, know i get mental blocks during exams.. ok, mayb not only exams but tests.. so how bad can that be?? so yah, just hopefully i dun get a mental block during the coming exams and yesterdae i had a chinese test.. sort of CA.. i think i'm not gonna get my A.. reason being i didn't do the last question of compre that was worth of 12 marks!! 12 marks you know!! gosh!! i think i'm just gonna do badly for that paper.. but luckily it's not counted in the exam but still.. i can only sae i'm disappointed in myself this term.. very disappointed.. haiz..

i shall state my stand!! i'm not angry with her which = to i'm not being petty.. it's just that i dun feel i'm at fault and i shldn't be the first one to sae sry.. get it?? this all happened when she kicked me just becoz' she tot i was the one who pushed her( but it wasn't me..) and she didn't even open her eyes to see who was standing behind her and expectedly tot it was me who pushed her.. and yes, although i did hit her, but she was the one who kicked me first and did not sae sorry even though she knew she was wrong.. and if she did sae sorry, i wun have hit her.. and even if she said sorry and i hit her, i would also have said sorry.. but NO~~ she didn't sae sorry.. so if that's the case, shldn't she be the one who is supposed to apologise now and not me?? and she's not only angry over this stupid matter but those that happen in the past too.. now that it is wad i call PETTY!! and i'm not even angry with her when she hit me when i didn't lor..

i mean, i've had enough.. all these years, i think i've been too nice.. giving into people and alwaes end up at the losing end.. and alwaes the one who has to sae sorry first even if i'm not the one at fault.. is this fair?? fair to me?? i dun think so.. i've really had enuf.. ok, if i tot i was in the wrong i would apologise and even if i feel i'm not wrong but in actual fact, i am, i will apologise cause my conscience will bug me.. but now, i dun feel i'm wrong and my conscience is not bugging me.. i'm just too nice.. letting people get over my head.. sometimes i feel i shld actually stop being too nice.. only being nice to people who deserve me being kind to them.. but to such a person like her, i dun think so lor.. yes, i admit, i may be a bit unreasonable at times but helloz?? at least i try to stop being unreasonable and admit i'm at fault.. but she?? stupid petty person.. sometimes i feel, i dun have such a fren like her is fine with me.. i dun care for such a petty fren like her.. and i mean it.. if i really lose such a fren, it's fine with me.. afterall, i can be an introvert.. gosh, just toking abt her just makes me wanna puke.. can't believe i'm blogging this... ANYWAE, TRACY, I'M NOT IMPLYING YOU'RE AT FAULT OK?? JUST TYPING IT BIG SO THAT YOU CAN SEE!! HAHA..

i can't believe i actually cried!! and i was the first to start crying.. todae was the last dae of c.o practice for the sec 4s after which we officially step down.. we had practice till 5 and when i tot i could come home, the comm gave us a surprise and gave us a farewell party.. mdm foo spoke a few words to us.. and when cheryl and gresilda gave me wad they made, i asked whether after reading the notes inside the bottle will cry and b4 they could sae anything, i just started crying!! i'm just being too emotional.. and i feel like i'm contradicting myself.. one min sae i can't be bothered with C.O, the next minute i'm crying.. haha.. i guess gg for C.O practices these 3 years ever since i joined C.O, really sort of made a difference in my life.. frm every week stay back on wednesdae and fridaes to now no more staying back till 6p.m to practice, i think i'll just miss the times i've had in C.O and the memories my juniors and C.O has given me.. really touched by wad cheryl and gresilda did.. just wanna sae a big THANK YOU to them!! will go back to visit those little juniors whenever i'm free..

next, yesterdae's wan yu was my dear and zhe!! haha.. was so kuai to sit there and watch other than missing a little to brush up.. but yah.. was damn high last nite.. but rather tired and i am still tired.. there's tuition and piano and you know wad's the gd news?? i didn't have time to practice.. haha.. owells.. just run thru my pieces tmr and play!! afterall frm next week onwards, will have an extra of 6 hrs to spend each afternoon so can use that time to practice piano, study and do my revision or hw!!! haha..

will make this short and sweet.. firstly, WELL DONE 406!! nv been so happy to see how united our class was.. for family dae, our earnings was the highest among the whole school and it was all thx to our hard work and cooperations that family dae was a success and it did prove that if 406 wanted to be united to accomplish things, we can.. but it's whether we want to or not.. secondly, renfu left for shanghai on tuesdae.. was feeling a little down cause he wun be on wan yu but thank goodness, wan yu is showing renfu's own "personal video diary" and his latest news in shanghai.. at least, i'm sitll able to know that renfu is doing fine other than his own blog.. thirdly, ran my 2.4 yesterdae at ECP.. haha.. i dun even know if i passed or fail.. hopefully i passed then i dun have to re-run again!! heehee.. owells.. in conclusion, life still goes on whether or not 406 got the highest earnings, whether or not renfu is in shanghai and whether or not i do pass my 2.4.. life still continues!! haha.. owells.. anywae, tmr's my last c.o practice b4 i officially step down and i can't wait!! i mean, these 3 yrs since i joined c.o, a lot of time was spent in school on practices.. like min. 6 hrs a week.. but after tmr, i dun have to stay back for a min. of 6 hrs after school which also means that i got more time to do my own revision and studying.. haha.. hopefully i keep to my own study timetable!! :p

this post is specially for all those in sec 406 esp. for charmaine and gisella!! no matter how tired i am, i'll write this post!! thx ppl for giving me a wonderful last family day in KC!! you've been great and i'm really touched by all that you've done to help make this family day for 406 a success!! really thankful to gisella and charmaine for staying with me at the stall since the start of family dae till the end!! thx to fiona low and hui yee for taking some time off ur own plans to help with the earrings!! thx to chunhui, vanessa goh, kang li and aretha for coming early to help me set up the stall!! there's too many people to thank but i shall sae a very big thank you!! i will nv forget this dae!! you ppl and my other frens have created many memories during my 4 years in KC!! and shall continue to create more till we part!! ok, i'm getting a bit too emotional so yah!! real sorry for my wildfulness and wadeva attitude of mine that you could not accept!! but nevertheless, we've made family dae 2006 a very big success!! THX!!

post smth quick b4 i go watch my tv!! haha.. was watching some video clip of 56 in singapore shopping some 7-11 outlet.. haha.. they're so farnie!! although the video wasn't very clear.. heehee.. dearie was so shuai and kor was so... cute!! haha.. there was one part where he took up a bottle of wine and some fan told him that he's under 18 yrs old so cannot drink.. haha.. this was taken last year, i guess.. heehee.. damn farnie.. owells.. school hols are coming to an end now.. tmr's the last dae alr!! haiz.. so fast.. gosh!! maths hw not really completed.. s.s project not done yet but that's a grp work so yah.. owells.. everything will be back to a restless and tired life on mondae.. oh!! and when school reopens and it's term 2, chinese 'O's are coming!! =( anywae, may post another if i'm online tonite..

do a quick post b4 i'm out of the hse to godma's place.. went to marriott on mondae for cherie jie's wedding dinner.. she was damn pretty lor.. charmaine was there too!! and she also was damn chio.. i felt so out.. as in everyone there were so prettily dressed but not me.. just felt awkward... took some pics with charmaine.. before coming back home.. haha.. next dae still had school so had to leave earlier.. charmaine didn't turn up for school the next dae that was yesterdae.. tot she really porn school.. but after reading her testimonial for me, no, smth happened after the wedding that wasn't serious but affected her.. and of course, spoilt her mood.. haha.. hopefully she's ok.. though curious on wanting to know wad happen, but best if i dun ask cause it may not be a good thing.. haha.. that's how considerate mrs sun is.. haha.. so thick-skinned of me to sae that.. gosh!! anywae, i've gtg.. have to see to other things before i can leave the hse.. haha.. till then...

i'm sick!! haha.. physically ill.. heehee.. came down with sore throat and fever on wednesdae.. thursdae was slightly better.. only sore throat and by fridae, the cough came and went to see the doc and got 2 daes mc.. one for todae, and another for tmr!! so didn't go to school todae to get report book.. and i feel so bad.. cause i owe gwen money for the family dae tix, owe mrs ooi my chem file, owe yi quan my s.s sbq and sam teo my giro form for 'o' levels.. feel so bad.. have to settle all this on mondae when i go back for extra lessons.. as for tmr's cip performance.. my sis was asking me not to go since i got 2 daes mc.. so i haven't decided yet whether or not i'm gg to school.. will see how's my condition like tmr morning.. haha.. okok, i need to rush thru my hw that's due on mondae.. gotta go..

went out with godma aka auntie shelley yesterdae for lunch at parkwae after school.. it wasn't as bad as i expected.. although i felt a little nervous at first, thank goodness she didn't notice.. but i was normal after that.. haha.. we talked and she paid for my lunch which i think was quite expensive.. haha.. and we agreed to meet up sae once a month for such chats and lunch.. that way, we will like get to know each other more and talk abt our recent happenings.. after that, she sent me to interchange.. so nice of her!! told mum that my godma would only let me pay when i start earning $$ when she asked how much was my lunch.. haha.. told hui yee and tracy abt it todae in school.. haha.. they think it's wierd to like meet up once a month instead of regularly.. but again, she have her plans too wad.. i cannot like possibly ask her out for lunch and get her to pay every week wad.. it wun make sense.. haha.. but seriously, i'm looking forward to our next lunch date!! haha.. sure enjoyed yesterdae.. :)

the weeks that i haven't been updating has been rather stressful for me especially the past week and last week.. firstly, had CAs for the past 2 weeks.. can die from the stress.. wonder wad will happen at 'O' levels.. i mean, you study till you're sort of "brain-dead".. no more info can go in.. gosh, and sometimes, you study till the day of the test, you actually get mental-block.. -.- guess i'm gonna fail s.s and geog.. ms wahidah is sort of rather disappointed with my class becoz' of the s.s test.. haiz.. but overall, i'm so glad the week's come to an end again..

secondly, i broke down twice in a week and it was consecutively.. first was on tuesdae and the second was on wednesdae when i got back my physics paper... tuesdae was cause really too stressed up and i woke up from my sleep and people started to get on my nerves.. wednesdae was cause i was so upset and angry with myself.. i lost 4 marks due to carelessness for my physics paper and... if it wasn't for that 4 marks, i think i would have topped my class for physics.. so yah, was quite disappointed with myself for that mistake.. oh, and so far, of all the papers i got back, i think 2 papers were papers which i needed to get 1 or 2 more marks to get an A2 or an A1 and of course, it was damn disappointing..

thirdly, I'VE GOT MY NEW PHONE!! and it's sooo nice!! haha.. totally crazy over it.. bought it like a week ago.. yes!! finally after years of anticipating.. haha.. owells.. so like yah.. that's my week.. totally drained out.. haha.. will not update that often now though cause of school work.. haha.. okok, got to ciaoz!!

decided to blog smth.. feeling tired.. gosh, wad's wrong with me?? haha.. anywae, "top of the forbidden city" was the last episode todae.. quite sad lah for the ending but still, it was a happy ending.. contradicting huh?? it was sad cause xiao ying's dad died but it was happy cause aki is with fire!! haha.. i think both of them quite compatible lor.. so sweet.. :)) haha.. but seriously, if you've seen the cute side of shaowei, you'll mayb think that shaowei is the "cutest" in 5566.. as in not that kind of kawaii but another kind.. that 'man' type of cuteness.. which i guess makes him special.. haha.. xiezhi also appeared as the host for the dance competition but i tot his role was pathetic.. i mean, seriously.. cause he only appeared for like wad?? 5 mins? haha.. even someone like me who likes xiezhi so much will actually sae that.. unbelievable i guess.. heehee.. oh and i hate renfu's role.. i dunno why but i just dun like his role.. the feeling he gave me at the end was so different from the first time he appeared.. totally 2 different feelings lor... -.- but nevertheless, the show was ok.. to me lah, it was ok.. cause i'm not the kind who likes such type of idol dramas although i love such idol dramas.. but this kind of dance idol dramas aren't just for me.. i prefer like "mr fighting" or "heaven's robe".. anywae, the next idol drama is also one which is super touching in the beginning.. "snow angel".. i think i'll cry next week when i start to watch lor.. is damn sad lah.. and the story is also a little sad as it shows.. owells... ... ...

HAPPY CNY FOLKS!! haha.. feeling bored so decided to blog while waiting for friendster to upload my pics.. and also dunno wad to write since my last post so didn't really update and oh!! i'm becoming more and more lazy to blog.. haha.. anywae, went visiting the last 2 daes and todae.. collected not a lot of money but not too little too.. anywae, went to mr ang's place.. his place was quite nice lor but we had a hard time finding his place.. haha.. but we still managed to find his place.. it was only the sec 4 seniors who went.. den we went to his place and heard his dog, tiny, barking.. me and cheryl was so scared lor.. but seriously, the dog really was puny.. haha.. but still, i was scared.. and we all liked his room.. totally so different frm his living room lor.. his living room was like so oriental, so china but his room was so different.. it was so modern.. we just LOVED his room..!! haha.. den we started to see his pics and cheryl started to ransack his room.. haha.. and den we had pizza for lunch.. he ordered.. heehee.. after that, we continued to tok den we decided to take some pics b4 we leave.. so yah.. we did.. if you wanna see the pics, go to my friendster!! uploaded them alr.. haha.. den after mr ang's place, li ting, tracy and fiona came over.. haha.. had so much fun but i was quite dead though... heehee.. anywae, will update often (i hope) provided i've got smth to update and i'm not lazy.. haha...