gosh.. got back results.. gotten a damn scolding from mum (which actually i think i deserved it) bt.. i just feel that when it comes to results, i just feel that when i do not as well as wad they expected, yes, scolding shld be given bt at least give some words of encouragement.. and when i do well, there's no words of praise or encouragement.. so was really a bit pissed off and upset until after watching wan yu which really made me happy again..

i seriously think if you ask me, that my mum isn't a good mum.. as in, during the exam period, she didn't even bother to ask me how was my exams.. instead she was more worried for the class that she was doing relief teaching for.. she actually showed me that she didn't really bother abt my exams and grades bt when the results show, she just start blaming everything on me.. and after telling her i wanna go poly, she seemed so against it.. bt no matter at the end of the year, even if i can make it to jc, i wun go jc, i rather go poly.. seriously and i mean it.. i really wonder if she ever bother to find out how i'm feeling.. and the best thing was she actually cursed her future grand-daughter will be like me.. -.- some stupid mother of mine.. i'm sorry to sae this bt this is just wad i see at times..

owells.. shan't make myself upset over this.. afterall, i'm prepared to do some hard work the next half of the year.. nt because of her, bt for myself and for XIEZHI!! haha... as in seriously, he alwaes wanted us, fans to do our best in studies and in wadeva we do.. so yah, i shld do my best for HIM and for myself and nt for my stupid parents (mean of me to sae that bt to me, again, it's smth that i see).. anywae, having tots of dropping a maths.. toked to mrs ooi and my nanny abt it.. haven't toked to the parents and my tuition teacher yet.. will ask my tuition teacher abt it tmr.. as for the parents, my nanny saed she'll try to tok my mum into letting me drop if i really decide to.. cause mrs ooi is actually trying to get me to try again.. bt i just dun see the point of continuing it if i can't do well in it.. that's the prob.. owells.. i just dunno lah.. will think abt it and tok to my tuition teacher den see how.. anywae, i bought myself a new skirt and a new halter!! cool.. spent 30 bucks on it.. :p haha.. bt it's nice.. shall go and get more of halters and mini skirts and nt bother abt wad the parents think cause it's my life nt theirs!!