I've got to say I'm sorry.. i tried not to think so much but the more i try, it's worse.. i said i won't bother and focus on my studies now but i can't.. i really wanna know how you're doing, are you ok.. all those outings with hui yee did make me enjoy myself and cheer myself up.. it really worked but i don't deny that somewhere in my heart, i'm thinking about you.. please don't doubt that my smiles are fake.. it's real, it's coming from my heart but i'm sorry that he's affecting me now.. those thoughts.. those factors that are popping up.. they're making me think a lot again, making me consider if i should let go and give up or should i hold on to my happiness, that he's the one.. making me consider whether it's like or infatuation... blinded by the desire to be in a relationship.. but i promise, that when school starts tmr, i'll be fine.. i'll try to divert my attention to studies.. and i'll not be that emo and down but more happier cause i've got friends around me to make me stay happy.. i'm sorry but i'll be fine... =)

maybe i don't belong in your world at all...
maybe you don't belong in my world at all...
that's why I'm thinking a lot again...
I know I've got to move on and be who I am again...
but I seem to be stuck at this point..
I don't seem to be able to move on for now..