gosh.. i realised i've got a packed week next week! i just realised that tracy's starting sch in 2 weeks' time.. which means next week is her last week of holiday and that if i want to meet up with her one more time, it'll have to be next week! which means these are the things lined up next week: date with hui yee(not sure when but i'm definitely meeting her!), confirmed dinner date with my poly peeps, outing with class peeps(which i have yet to decide whether or not to go) and my meeting with tracy if we're both able to meet! ahh!! no money liao.. looks like i've got to withdraw money next week.. depending on my cash flow after each outing.. s***... but i have to admit one thing: although this holiday i haven't been working, but my holiday is fun-filled with those outings! and now, i think i should have found a job.. drats...

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i'm angry with myself tonight for not bothering to job-hunt this holiday.. i'm angry with myself tonight for not giving that eunos job interview a try.. as a result, my wallet is about to break open widely and i'm slacking at home every day.. i'm angry with myself tonight for thinking whether or not God heard the prayers i said last night.. lastly, i'm angry with myself tonight for feeling this way.. :(