feeling refreshed now after a shower.. got back home not too long ago after a small bonding with xiao min and kelly.. haha.. played arcade again at CS.. =) this morning had MBS presentation.. our group was the first to present and seriously speaking, if you ask me, i think we did pretty well!! not that bad or rather, better than what i expected.. haha.. came home after MBS to change cause was going to have bb tea with xiao min after lect.. but at 12.30, i received a surprised sms frm her.. tat girl ended her project discussion early and asked me to go school earlier to accompany her.. so after much deliberation, i said i wld go if we go opposite school for bb tea.. and so our bb tea plan got pushed earlier and jean and sherlyn joined us but only me and xiao min had bb tea.. lol.. sherlyn and my bb tea.. always mei yuan.. haha.. she'll know what i mean.. =) after that was lecture and yes, the unplanned outing.. haha...

during lecture today, i was thinking abt some things and obviously, i wasn't paying attention which i never do.. lol.. he made me think of some things.. it's quite surprising how we hardly hang out tgt last year.. and after what happened, i felt our friendship seemed to take a rank higher.. i understood how he feels and he understands mine.. but we're just frens.. and i really do cherish this friendship.. i mean, we were awkward but we eased that awkwardness.. and now, he actually took the initiative to sms me smth quite lame and somehow such msgs, be it from him or from my other dear frens, alwaes manage to put a smile on my face.. to me, he's a friend which is for life.. year 1 frens may know who i'm referring to.. =)

and while my friendship with him has moved a rank higher, my friendship with this other fren seemed to have distant.. i've put things behind me and moved on.. but somehow, things btw me and this fren will never be the same again.. i'll never be able to chat on the phone for close to an hour with this fren.. i'll never be able to share personal stuff abt guys with this fren.. the only things i can talk abt now is projects, which i think is quite saddening.. i believe the both of us have tried to make this friendship work like before but we may not have realised that it's not turning out the way it was like before.. yes, we still joke and have fun tgt but this is different.. different from before.. but nevertheless, this fren is also a fren i will cherish cause i hope that this fren will be a true fren whom i will keep in contact with, even after poly.. again, some frens may know who i'm referring to.. owells.. shan't brood over it.. looking forward to happy happenings in my life and the people who alwaes can put a smile on my face.. =)