did some changes to my blog.. hopefully you who are reading this like it.. i tot it was rather plain and simple.. quite nice.. haha.. owells.. just realised that it takes time to ease a pain inflicted in your heart.. each time i enter my parents' room or walk past the altar in my house, memories float back.. the last few sentences that were exchanged on the phone.. the smiles and laughter i will miss forever.. i guess it really takes time and sometimes, i just hate myself for not being able to let go totally and completely and still dwell on the past.. i think some of you must be wondering why i'm such a nuisance, why i'm still dwelling on the past and why i am still mentioning these things on my blog but i just feel that i need a place to write it down, for friends to offer some words and stuff dat kind of thing.. and i believe that you as my friend, as you're reading this, i think you'll try to help me get past this 1st year without her around.. it's not easy.. imagine last year at this time, still here with us.. and now, no longer around.. you may be irritated with me for writing such stuff every now and den but i truly hope you will understand.. if you've never experience wad i'm experiencing, it's hard for you to understand.. but to all who have yet to experience yet can understand how i'm feeling, thanks for your kind understanding.. you've been great and i really appreciate your support for me.. willing to listen to wadeva i have to sae.. thanks! if i find it hard to adapt, they're finding it harder i guess.. but i know i've great frens like you, to help me out and talk to me.. thanks for all that!!
p.s today's the 22nd again.. 2 mths since she left us all... and i miss her lots..