if i can, i wish i never knew you.. i wish we were never friends.. cause sometimes, u just hurt my feelings without unknowingly.. sometimes, u just seem ignorant about those around you.. you never say hi to me on normal days when we meet.. yet you come asking me if i was angry with you that incident which i think you never did remember.. i wish you would bother about my feelings and be of a nuisance to me.. i wish you would say hi to me online and how was my dae.. i wish you would talk to me more often.. all these and the many more wishes from me about you.. but one thing i know for sure.. you will never disappear from my life now.. you will only treat me as a friend, as a sister and not the way i want to be treated.. and you will never bother about me.. if you're reading this, i hope you know who you are.. i sometimes had enough of me being crazy over you cause it's impossible between us.. sometimes, the feeling just die awae but each time i see you, the feeling comes back a little.. if you din show me any concern during that period, mayb i wun discover my feelings for you have come back.. you will never knew that i broke down when i learnt about the two of you together.. you never knew how awkward i felt that time during the performance at your school with you two acting a little lovey-dovey yet you asked if i was ok.. but could i sae" no, i'm not ok.."?? if only i din know you, mayb all this will never have happened.. yet, i know this is all too late cause we're frens and i guess, we'll foreva be frens.. and no more than frens..