currently downloading some game so tot would do a little blogging.. life's been all slightly better for all of us but there's still some crying now and den by mum.. but everything's more or less fine.. had catechists' AGM yesterdae.. started crying when a tribute was paid to my aunt.. and i'm not the only one.. my sisters also cried but i wasn't sure about those who knew my aunt.. was slightly better after that but was still a little bit emotional.. mama chris told the P2 catechists that although my aunt is no longer around with them, but they've got me, her niece.. and of course, whether or not my aunt is still around todae, i wun disgrace her.. so yah, that was yesterdae.. throughout the week, did quite a number of things.. went back to school to see C.O and teachers (and i did see some of them..) and turned down a job offer due to lack of confidence of not being able to like the job... so i'm still currently waiting for results and slacking awae at home.. but to others, they can't seem to understand why i'm slacking at home.. it's the past experience at XXX company.. i dun wanna repeat my mistake that's why i'm slacking at home but they nv seem to be able to understand.. mayb even my parents included.. owells.. ok, i've got to go now.. will do another update when i have the mood to do so.. haha..