suddenly have the urge to blog here. lol. national day today so wishing all my dears and friends a HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! while some of us are out partying and celebrating with other friends, the rest of us are at home watching the NDP on tv. I actually was looking for people to go out with today but come to think of it now, staying home and celebrating national day with your own loved ones seem to be a better idea! (:

i was a bit crappy while talking to my eldest sis just now but it didn't seem real to me. it seemed like a pretence. jie and a few others know what I did. and they were quite surprised to know that I did such a thing. just wanna tell you friends out there that I'll be fine. yes it hurts and I'll tear and cry but I'll move on. your friend here is strong in her own ways and she'll stand on her feet real soon so you'll see the usual her again! so don't worry too much about me, k? especially jie. (:

anyway, back to irritating my eldest sis in her room and enjoying the NDP! (: