i feel shitty.. i tot i had gotten over it and moved on in life.. but it was all self-deception.. or wadeva you call it.. i tot he left my heart slowly but i was wrong.. mayb like wad S said.. cause i see him in school almost everyday... i really don't know wad to do.. i just stone when i see him.. is this how i really feel or am i just deceiving myself in making myself believe i still like him when the feelings have faded alr?? i really dunno.. can someone tell me??