people, pls cheer that i'm updating.. lol.. have been busy with school.. projects and stuff.. and adding to that, i've got some projects not started and half-way hanging there.. plus mid-sem is coming... -.-''' anyway, dun feel like talking abt school.. let's talk abt more personal.. i din hear wrongly.. i heard correctly and i've asked.. it's his habit.. and i'm starting to continue picking up myself and move on... i nearly dropped back down to that pit but i'm glad i hung in there and cleared things with him.. =) and i feel that we've made quite a bit of improvement this sem.. as in friendship wise and =), i'm smiling.. we talk to each other and stuff.. and yes, i'm moving on... =) ok, i'd better shut this up just in case some people do not understand wad i talking abt.. lol.. owells.. may go back to my books soon.. i need to start revising early if not... =( i know my strengths, that's why i choose to start studying early.. =)

i feel shitty.. i tot i had gotten over it and moved on in life.. but it was all self-deception.. or wadeva you call it.. i tot he left my heart slowly but i was wrong.. mayb like wad S said.. cause i see him in school almost everyday... i really don't know wad to do.. i just stone when i see him.. is this how i really feel or am i just deceiving myself in making myself believe i still like him when the feelings have faded alr?? i really dunno.. can someone tell me??