thank you thank you thank you thank you to all those who celebrated my birthday with me this year!! really enjoyed myself today!! :) here's what happened....

after BA1 exam, the gals(minus of ming li) and i went tampines to celebrate my birthday.. zi wei, cheryl, justin, rachel and nabilah went too and being naive and blur, i tot they really just went tampines for lunch and nothing else.. so with the 1st grp of ppl, we went century sq for lunch.. me, xiao min and da jie went TM at first cause angeline and yee sin went to buy something but because later angeline and yee sin were at century sq, we headed there.. so we ordered lunch and stuff and ate.. den yee sin signaled to one of the waiter and he brought out a cake.. lol.. the 2 of them bought a cake to celebrate my birthday!! so touched sia.. but the cake was too much for the 5 of us to finish so since they wanted me to bring the cake home, i took the cake along with me.. den angeline hurried us to go to the open space at TM level 4.. she say she want to go dere take picture.. couldn't quite understand but din ask and neither did i suspect anything.. went there and saw zi wei, cheryl, rachel, nabilah and justin waiting there for us.. lol!! they also bought a mint cake, hoping to celebrate my birthday too!! so yes, cut the cake again and the unfinished mocha cake.. the next thing i knew, angeline just smashed the cake into my face!! lol!! i was like.. wth.. but wasn't angry.. so went to wash up.. my hair smelt like choc and so did my shirt.. after that, they insisted that i eat a piece of the mint cake but before i could do anything, rachel smashed the piece of cake into my face and yes, i ate a little bit of mint.. yucks!! really taste like colgate!! so went to wash up again.. and cause my shirt was quite bad, wanted to change out.. so after that, we took some pics and den we left and it was only left with me, angeline and xiao min.. so we went shopping for clothes and the 3 of us bought a shirt alike!! and they paid for my shirt so yes, that's the birthday present!! :))) den we continued shopping and in the end, the 3 of us bought a bag each.. and the bag was similar and only mine and angeline's were of the same colour.. lol!! so one day, we'll wear the same shirt to sch with the same bag!! lol!! after that, they left and i waited for tracy.. lol!!

shopped at TIMES with tracy den went Macs to get a drink before gg to the arcade to slack.. den tracy went for dinner and i accompanied her cause i was more of tired than hungry.. after that, we wanted to take neoprints but cause tracy said not nice, we din take so we left TM and headed home.. felt quite sorry towards tracy cause i ended our meet earlier.. sry!! on the way home, someone smsed me and made me rather happy~~ angeline hinted that person that's why that person guessed that today was my birthday but i guess if it wasn't for angeline, i dun think i would be this happy!! so a big big big thank you to angeline!! but in conclusion, a big thank you to all these ppl who made my day memorable: TRACY, ANGELINE, DA JIE, YEE SIN, XIAO MIN, RACHEL, NABILAH, CHERYL, ZI WEI and JUSTIN.. and to all those who msged and wished me: HUI YEE, CAROLYN, CHERLYN AND ALL THE MANY MANY MANY MORE!! too many names to be mentioned so all in all, a big thank you!!!! :::))))

just felt like blogging.. haha.. ok, that's too... sudden to start my post.. lol!! anywae, this week was a sucky week for me.. friendship with a fren turned sour over an idol[that i dunno wad's so great about him other than good-looking and can sing].. ok, this is my blog so i guess i can talk crap here and if you're not happy den get lost... honestly speaking, i feel that yes, we both had our wrongs that nite.. but hey, weren't you not petty over this, getting upset and crying over it?? ok, yes, i admit that if today it was xiezhi and the grp came over and she got chosen, i would feel terrible but hey, i wun pull a long face and ignore you after that.. i mean, pls get a life?? and i know you wun be reading this cause u dun have my blog's address that's why i dun give a damn and write my tots here... ok, i may hurt u by writing this but let's be honest, i'm saying this from my heart and it's wad i really feel and think.. i hope u din go round telling people how evil i was to do this to you and shit but pls be mature[although u're 2 years older than me], count on ur poor luck? everyone and anyone who attended that concert has a right to be his princess although i dun give a damn cause he's not my style.. and you ought to know who i really like... so pls, get a life will you??

and stop pretending you're really cute.. sometimes it irritates me to see you acting cute.. not saying that i dun do it but hey, act ur age will you?? i'm not saying i'm not acting my age when i act cute but i do it to the right person who acts back too.. and pls stop asking people to say you're cute.. being your mei mei doesn't mean i have to always listen to you.. i've got my opinions and my priniciples... ok, you want to talk rite?? let's talk but stop ignoring this till after exams.. i'd rather get it over and done with and den focus on my exams.. not saying that i'm not focusing on them now but this will be a stone weighing on me until we talk things out.. mayb not me, but you.. i'll only choose to listen and not say a word unless it's necessary cause it's not me who wants to talk things out.. you chose it.. so if you think you wanna talk, you'll do the talking and i'll listen and i'll talk if i think there's a need.. ok, tat's all i have to say..

just had a sudden urge to blog after reading my dear god-bro's blog on a post he entered last year... suddenly so many tots surfaced... it happened last year... and for the past few mths, i realised i've changed a lot.. i seldom argue with my parents even though i still do but take it this wae, the arguements have become lesser... although i still do a little whining here and there but tell me frankly and honestly, haven't i changed mentally?? haven't i grown up?? i dun wish to sae this but i'll be honest, i still cry at night when i miss her.. i still want to mention her in my conversations although it's painful yet i dun wanna really really admit she's no longer around.. just mentioning her will make me feel that she's still around.. but we all know the real fact... special occasions just remind me of her... the most recent one?? my cousin's birthday celebration.. the upcoming one?? my birthday celebration.. i nv expected that last year's birthdays would be the last time she celebrated with us be it mine or my cousins or sisters... i won't know whether i'll cry again this coming christmas but i know she'll wan us to be strong.. it seems very long since she left yet recalling the mths, it's only close to 8 mths.. is it long or is it short?? but i know if i do cry again this year, it'll just show how fast time flies and it's a year gone.. many things happened yet all this made us even more stronger and more mature.. but i just realised that hey, within the next few years, i'll mature even more and be a stronger person.. owells.. GOD has his plans for all of us... and i TRUST in HIM.. :)

i shouldn't have entered her blog and read that damn post... the feeling of being guilty and that selfishness is back... really... mayb i really think i tink too much and stuff and being over-sensitive but this time round, i felt i am being rather unconsiderate even after deciding to exchange... argh!! but this is human's nature isn't it?? all humans are selfish but in a different way?? am i not wrong to say this?? or am i in the wrong? i really dunno.. but i really shouldn't have read her blog.. if i din read her blog, i guess i wun be feeling this way now.. but i really wan to tell this fren even though i know she may not read my blog:

it's not on intention that i dun wanna exchange with ur grp
just that i felt it was fair to draw lots
if you din get that time slot, u can only blame ur luck
so dun go round telling people how some people are just freakingly selfish and inconsiderate
i know it may not be me but i get the hint
i was part of the other grp who din quite wan to change
but when i wanted, ur grp changed alr
so stop saying some ppl are &%@%$!@#!@$!$
cause i believe even if you dun show it, you are one of a kind too

sorry about that but just felt somehow uncomfortable.. lol!!

yes yes, i know, it's has been a long long long long long time since i last blogged.. tot my computer couldn't sign me into but haha, i tried and yes, i'm blogging.. isn't it obvious?? lol!! i think this will be a long long long post.. anywae, just finished busying myself with all the projects! and finally all projects are over!! yeah!! happy happy! but there's the last presentation to go which i wish i dun have to present and i hate... bleah! argh!!! but happy thing is that i dun have to go to school on 17th cause got no class!! lol.. and because of some incident that happen today, i feel super guilty until i talked to dear ting about it!! thx girl! nice of you to listen!! hopefully can catch up with you soon after exams!!

anywae, things doing fine both at home and in school!! suddenly being able to blog, just leaves me at a loss for words.. dunno wad to write and even if write already, dunno whether ppl still interested in reading.. well, wun type a lot bah... if u ppl out there are still reading my blog, why not you leave a tag and i'll continue updating my blog!! lol!!till then, tata!! :)