yo! it's the march hols again although it makes not much of a diff to me since i'm still on vacation for another mth or so.. haha.. once again, i'm slacking at home but not alone, with my sis of course (but she's got work to do...) this week seems to be a busy week for my mum and my sis.. mum's out tmr, angel's out on wed, we're all home on thurs with little gabi and out to make passport on fri.. as for me, i may be gg out on wed.. but that will have to depend on hui yee and tracy.. owells.. if i'm gonna go shopping for a few clothings, my pocket will be burnt for sure.. and adding on to that, i just got myself a new pair of shoes.. gosh, will the amount in my bank account decrease again like nobody's business?? it wun if i control my finance... was thinking about some things last nite.. isn't life funny? we may be close to a friend but when it's time for parting, we seem to drift further awae when the friendship between others can yet remain close or even closer than before.. sometimes, i can yes understand that life is now different for all of us, but would that just mean that we'll lose contact with each other? mayb for some, we'll still hang out with each other and stuff but wad about others? wad about the promises we made to each other about being friends forever and not 4getting each other? sometimes i just feel it's all a pretence.. from me and from you.. a mere pretence that can be forgotten when we part.. if you're busy, i can understand.. but if you're not, and you're just ignoring my messages and avoiding me, then i guess you may be a true friend to others but not to me.. den mayb, our friendship wun last long cause you sometimes make me feel like i'm a substitute for others.. when your frens are busy and have no time to listen to you, you call and expect me to put aside wadeva i'm doing and listen to you.. yet when i call and hoping to get a listening ear, you seem to be busy with other things that are may be least important.. is that wad our friendship is worth? if you think our friendship is not worth a single thing and is worthless and useless, den i guess mayb this is just simply the end to our friendship..
P.S: this post is not referring to anyone and is just simply a small reflection on some of my frens whom i've seemed to have lost contact with..