life seems so boring these few daes.. have been eating, sleeping, watching tv and using the com the last few daes.. haiz.. that's how i'm passing my life.. my taggie's making no sense now.. all thx to me and tracy.. wad jail and babies.. haha.. there's c.o camp tmr.. doubt i'll ever enjoy it.. serious.. me and tracy also not in the same grp.. damn pathetic lor.. -_-"' cannot make it lah.. hopefully they dun bore me.. but i've got this feeling, i'll nv enjoy myself tmr.. just hoping that tonite's wan yu dun have anything on 5566, other than renfu.. cause if got, i cannot watch the repeat.. haiz.. life's boring.. 18 more daes to 5566's concert!! yes!!

almost 1 week gone.. rmb last week me and tracy were all so excited over 5566's handshake session.. haha.. owells.. anywae, dunno wad to write also.. oh!! this week's wanyu had shaowei and renfu from mondae to thursdae and tonite it seems it's renfu and mengzhe.. haha... gosh, zhang shanwei better not come back lah!! haha.. owells.. 22 more daes to 5566's concert!!

promised tracy to post this so yah.. TRACY, THIS POST IS FOR THE BOTH OF US!!

went for 5566's handshake session yesterdae.. was quite fun and tiring though!! but we didn't mind being tired so long as we could see 5566.. so we were supposed to meet at 12 but i was a lot earlier than her so i waited... after tracy arrived, we hurried to Tiong Bahru plaza where the handshake session was held.. but upon arriving there, we learnt that we had to produce our tix b4 we could shake their hands and being me, i forgot to bring.. reason?? cause i didn't know we had to bring.. so me and tracy went back to my place and got my sis to bring down for us before taking a taxi back to tiong bahru plaza.. den we were quite early so tracy went to get smth to eat and we shopped for something to give renfu and xiezhi.. so we shopped and we finally decided to go back to the venue to wait.. while waiting, tracy and i managed to get a poster on 5566's concert!! we were like damn lucky but i gave the poster to tracy..

after waiting for like an hour or so, 5566 FINALLY ARRIVED!! they were in their yes i love you outfit which was the song they sang after a mini interview.. so i took a lot of pics which were considered quite well taken, considering me and tracy were far behind.. so yah.. well try to upload the pics?? oh!! and xiezhi mentioned that during their concert this year, 7F will be their special guest star with tai chi and 4 other artistes(secret)..finally the handshake session started!! me and tracy were like so happy lor!! couldn't wait.. we finally shook 56's hand lor.. first was mengzhe, renfu, shaowei and den xiezhi!! it was like "wah, a dream come true!!" haha.. (i think i'll write wad i told them the next update.. unless still got space to write..) den after that, we took more pics and den 56 went off liao.. but yah, had a lot of fun and tracy refused to wash her hand!! as for me, i wash liao but i wun let anyone else hold or touch my hand cause the last person to touch was xiezhi!! so yah.. crazy little fan..

WAD I TOLD 56...
mengzhe: helloz mengzhe!!
reply: helloz..
renfu: renfu, ge dou tian wang hen hao kan!!
reply: xie xie..
shaowei: shaowei, ni hao shuai!!
reply: *just a smile
xiezhi: xiezhi, zhi ge song ge ni..
reply: orh.. *smile..*

xiezhi was shocked to received a present from me lor.. i think he didn't like it.. but nevertheless, i may be the first timer to such an event.. renfu was damn shocked to receive tracy's present lor.. he was like " =O.. xiexie.." and tracy forgot to shake his hand until he reminded her.. den she kena dian by mengzhe.. haha.. but i almost kena dian by shaowei.. you know their hands were like so "huge"?? it was so warm lor.. esp. renfu.. haha.. tracy said she look at xiezhi but xiezhi was looking at me.. =)) haha.. owells.. it's over.. really had a lot of fun.. wanted to go for their poster autograph session at bukit panjang plaza but got tuition and tracy couldn't find anyone to go with her.. haha.. owells.. pics cannot be uploaded.. so sad.. but nvm.. anywae TRACY!!! THIS POST IS OCOPYRIGHTED!! DUN TAKE!!

came back from camp yesterdae.. still a little tired.. despite sleeping for 12 hours.. heehee.. woke up at 12.40 todae.. and i slept at that time last nite.. heehee.. anywaez, camp wasn't that bad as i tot it would be... it was ok.. well, at least better than last year?? many people didn't turn up or they left even before the camp started.. so sad lah.. got used to the mattress by the 2nd nite and i slept thru the 2nd nite!! mayb coz' i really was tired.. didn't manage to get a good sleep the first nite.. but then, for the 2nd nite, i slept for only 5 hours.. so i was really tired yesterdae morning..

nick was there and i found out smth on the last dae (a bit slow of me lah.. ) we were actually wearing the same slippers but different colour and size only.. den for the first dae, we were playing this shoe game.. and you know wad??!! he actually got my shoe!! =)) but so wad?? that doesn't mean anything, rite?? seriously speaking, when it comes to him, i really wish to give up but each time i want to give up, there seems to be smth pulling me from stopping me to give up.. i know i really shld but i dunno how.. haiz.. best if i dun think abt it.. oh!! and i wrote him a warm fuzzy!! though he didn't write me one but nvm.. and i think the both of us were a bit stupid!! as in, we didn't even tok to each other though we know each other.. dumb, rite?? but he seemed to be popular with the gals in his grp and pls, i'm NOT jealous.. as for the warn fuzzy, he said thx to me online yesterdae when i saw him online.. haiz.. we're just not fated.. anywae, i've got to go.. may go back to sleep or play my game.. haha..

i cried while watching wang zi bian qing wa..
because of xu ziqian..
i was so touched by his acting that i cried..
first time you would see shaowei cry so badly because of his job..
really.. nv in mvp, or xi jie shao nian.. only in wang zi bian qing wa..
he cried naturally as though his own mummy passed awae..
i was so TOUCHED..
tears just swelled up in my eyes..

went to the doc's early this morning.. after deciding that i shld get that flu jab.. and boy, it's so fast lor!! auntie priscillia rox!! haha.. she was like rubbing the antiseptic and i was toking to her.. telling her sae i tok to my fren then she inject.. but no!! before i could call tracy, she inject alr and i was like " huh?? over lah??" haha.. after that went swimming with hui yee and tracy.. swam for a few hours, got tanned which i'm still not satisfied with.. before coming home to have lunch and we had a late lunch.. taught hui yee how to play the piano and make earrings and this mission of making earrings wasn't successful.. cause we eanded up taking pictures with tracy and hui yee painted her toe nails white, using my new nail polish!! haiz..

presently hearing 7F's newest album and i think it's quite good, esp. for newcomers.. well, not really newcomers but yah.. and i just realised that music done by Warner Music is a lot better than Avex Trax/Musicstreet.. i mean, yah.. a good example is 5566's newest album.. dun believe?? go hear their previous albums and you'll know.. their albums are not exactly that good but at least there's some improvement in the music quality, rite?? owells..

i've got some bad news here.. i've got to take the damn flu jab.. -_- and i so dun wanna.. why??? cause i've nv like jabs.. and trust me, i cry like there's no tmr.. ok, it may be exaggerated but yah.. i really cry like there's no tmr.. so i doubt i'll go take it but they'll force me too.. but for the moment, like i care them?? nth can make me take the jab.. of course, unless my dear's life is at stake..

ok, firstly, GOOD NEWS for myself!! I'M GOING FOR 5566'S CONCERT!! YEAH!! can't wait can't wait.. after much thinking and sorting out of finances.. final decision: i'm paying 100 bucks, tracy's paying 40 bucks!! haha.. sounds more logical, rite?? rather than i pay 105 bucks and tracy 35 bucks.. haha... can't wait can't wait.. not only me but her too!! whee!! i can finally see my darling.. *muacks* haha...

cousin coming over tonite for dinner and i'm not very happy over it though.. why?? cause i can't watch the most exciting episode of mr fighting!!! *starts to cry* argh!! have to give in to that puny p1 gurl.. -_-"" but it's ok.. cause i've watched part of it and let me tell you, i'm gonna make comments todae!!

DUAN YAN HAO IS SO DESPICABLE!! KE WU!! he made wei ying qi sign some TFKC documents and went to see duan yu qiao, saying that wei ying qi wants to challenge him!! CHALLENGE HIM!! his pal, brother and coach leh!! i was so qi to know lor!! he's such a loser!! duan yan hao, qu si ba!! owells.. and i nearly burst out crying, ok!! why?? coz though wei ying qi challenged duan yu qiao, xiao kui got injured while trying to stop ying qi from continuing to compete!! haiz.. all i can sae is duan yan hao is so despicable and detestable.. how could he do this man?? but who knows where this problem came from?? no one knows.. this problem was indirectly caused by someone but who?? everyone had a part to play, leading to this problem... so we can't for sure sae that there's someone to blame.. if there was, mayb every character had a mistake.....

back again.. i think my heart gonna shatter into many many many pieces if i ever decide to go to my darling's concert.. why?? cause other than paying for my own ticket, i'll be paying half the price of TRACY WONG PEIPEI'S ticket as well.. sob sob sob.. confirm break one lor.. someone paying 35 bucks.. i paying 105 bucks leh!! but i told her i'll think about it and let her know again.. gosh!! still cannot decide whether or not to go despite my urge to go.. haiz.. unless someone so kind is willing to sponser my ticket!! but.. that's so impossible..

school's over yesterdae.. got back results and i must sae something!! although my results weren't that fantastic, i improved in some subjects, be it a grade or a few marks.. at least, better than not improving, rite?? owells.. kena "lecture" from mrs ooi but it was ok.. not that bad.. guess i only have to work harder this coming year and during the holidaes otherwise, i dun think i'm able to get into TJC.. haiz.. and i've got to WAKE UP!!

mummy got me a new facial wash and it smells like CAROLINE!! haha.. i'm sorry but yah.. i mean, the moment i smelt it (and dun ask me why but i've got this habit of smelling the tube of facial washes), caroline just came into my mind.. haha.. it really smells like her.. haha.. anywae, me, tracy and hui yee are gg swimming next week and they're coming to my place to have prawn mee(becoz' of trace) and hui yee's learning how to make earrings.. haha..

i think i've gotten over the li wei lian craze.. haha.. it seems to me that no matter who i like other than my darling, i still end up iking my darling even more.. just dunno how to explain and it's smth that it's so difficult to explain.. if you get wad i mean.. ok, i've been getting nitemares becoz' of results.. woke up in the middle of last nite and started crying.. think i'm too pressurised by results that even to get a peaceful sleep also cannot.. just dunno wad's wrong with me.. i feel so dead.. i've tried telling myself that it's ok.. it's only results.. at the most kena scolding again from parents but it doesn't seem to work.. and how do i try to assure myself?? by telling myself that my darling will be there for me.. but i know it's nv true.. it's just in reel life.. not reality.. all i can sae now is i need someone by my side to give me support and guide me along.. i seem so vulnerable.. haiz.. just dunno wad to do and i think you wun be able to understand since you're not me..

i just realised how unimportant i am in the lives of others.. and i mean it.. anywaez, LEON WILLIAMS is so good-looking.. and i think he's cute in his own waes.. to me, he's cute when he smiles.. haha.. oh, just in case you were wondering who's leon williams, he's li wei lian and boy, i tell you, he's good-looking and cute.. and he's local!! haha..

i'm presently sick.. as in not with fever or wad... went to the doc's yesterdae to discover that i've got a lot of wind in my poor tummy(thus making me feel uncomfortable) and.... i'm constipated!! =(( and becoz' of that, the medicine is so horrible.. bleah.. feel like pucking man.. haiz.. as a result, didn't go school yesterdae.. hopefully i didn't miss out much.. coz' i've nv been absent this year, ok?? only yesterdae and i nv like to be absent though at times, i dun feel like gg to skool.. just called libby.. to know that one whole grp of them are heading to uncle james' place after youth mass and where am i?? at home??!!! so qi~~~~i ruined my own chance in seeing him.. no wonder i had this strong feeling of gg to uncle james' place.. -_-""shan't blog anymore..

I FEEL SO SHITTY!!! i mean seriously.. i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.. feel so depressed.. ok, by now, you must be wondering wad is this usually smiley gurl depressed about.. well, over results.. exam results.. i think i really didn't put in enough effort this time round.. just wad in the world is wrong with me?? this so isn't me.. got back 5 papers.. failed 2.. passed 3!! can't believe it.. i think i'll be asked to drop physics and a maths provided that i dun pass my entry test to see if i can take up a maths next year.. and the best thing is, the subjects that i passed were all either a C5 or a C6.. that's how good my marks are.. no Bs nor As.. hopefully my chinese can make me smile.. but i doubt so..

just saw tracy's blog.. haha.. i think that gurl is crazy lor.. wake up at 1a.m just to watch ge dou tian wang.. -_-"" but seriously, yesterdae's episode was so sad.. was tearing a little.. the truth is out.. next week's one will also be exciting.. looking forward to it.. and oh!! next week is the last week of school!! YEAH!! till then..

totally pissed off just now in church by someone who was so super sacastic.. ask him to buy a pencil for charity and in return, gave some stupid dumb dumb remarks.. i think caroline knows wad i'm toking about, rite? argh... sorry but i dun mean to be evil or mean but stupid jerk!! hopefully that person doesn't ever become parish priest!! JERK!! anywae, was helping out in church todae and i think i sounded quite rude to one of my elder that she just said that " to you young people, i am auntie so-and-so to you.." ok, like wadeva though i admit that i'm at fault for sounding like no big no small.. was totally irritated by these people todae.. luckily, caroline was with me.. GOSH!! owells.. went shopping todae in the morning for an hour or so and spent close to 60 bucks!! I'M BROKE!! not really though but close.. so yah.. haiz.. i'm tired..

haven't been updating lately.. been busy with exams, exams and more exams.. haha.. had chemistry and english oral todae.. shall start with.. mondae???mondae was a maths.. totally flunked the damn paper.. left a few questions blank = no marks will be given.. ok.. mayb a big question mark!! ??? yesterdae was geog.. paper 1 which was mcq was ok.. not that bad but i felt sleepy.. paper 2 was ok.. wrote questions 2,4,5 and 6.. qn 2 and 4 wrote 2 pages long.. qn 5 and 6 becoz of time constraint wrote only a page.. so yah.. may have hope of passing.. todae's chemistry..totally sucked too!! mcq was ok.. section b and c was bleah!! didn't know how to do some questions of section b so anyhow filled in some stupid answer.. -_-"" section c got me so panicky.. other people like michelle and kimmie wrote 2 pages while i wrote only one page.. -_-"" but luckily, rina and gissy also wrote one page... whew.. but still couldn't help feeling panicky.. and den was oral.. kena lingesh.. tot was gonna be bad after wad nicole tan kept saying.. but actually, she isn't that bad.. i think she's quite friendly lor.. didn't really feel that nervous afterall.. haha.. ok, so tmr's physics.. will have to log off soon.. need to study otherwise i can't do past year papers so yah.. will update again after my exams.. which is on fridae!! yeah!!

just needed to blog smth todae.. afterall, i haven't blog for a week liao.. so yah.. decided to add smth before my blog becomes dead.. (which already is..) exams have officially started again and we had social studies todae.. so dead meat lor.. didn't finish the paper.. i think i spent too much time on SBQ but still, i didn't complete my last question.. so had like 1/2 hour to do 2 essays.. my points were all jumbled up in my head so wasn't exactly point to point.. and was quite short.. i mean my essay.. that was the first one.. the second essay totally didn't have time to do.. was running short of tiem and at the last minute, i was still doing and i hadn't completed the last question of my SBQ.. so like sam foo, i gave up.. i mean, it is just totally impossible to finish the essay in 1 minute and that doesn't include my SBQ lor.. so like s*** lah... but luckily, sam foo also didn't complete.. afterall, for the second essay, i explained the given reason and another reason just that i left my third reason(which was like not needed??) and my conclusion blank.. but i dun think they'll minus off a lot of marks.. i mean even if they do, at least pass my paper.. and i'll be thankful..

chinese paper 1 was ok.. wrote an informal letter and question no. 4 of the section B.. and the question was "pls believe me" so yah.. i think i wrote quite ok for the two essays so i dun think i'll have a big problem with that.. so yah... gosh, tmr's literature.. hopefully i'll pass.. otherwise i think i can sae bye bye to my combined humans.. and there's a combined subject that i failed... how nice.. i actually dun even intend to fail any subjects.. so hopefully when they combined my marks for social studies and lit, i do well enough to pass.. okok, i think i'd better go too.. need to study my lit notes and read my dear "The English Teacher".. the book i mean.. so yah.. will most likely update again after my stressful exams or soon if i can afford the time.. heehee..

ok, i admit.. i feel so slack.. super slack.. anywae, exams started todae but will have a one week break from now till next wednesdae where the papers start.. AGAIN!! haha.. i think i did super badly for my compo?? compre was ok.. i found ti was average.. not too difficult and not that easy though.. passage A was easy just that the questions were quite straightforward but the answers needed to be answered in your own words.. passage B was hard to understand.. and the questions were like.. challenging and needed to think.. summary was fine.. hopefully i'm able to pass compre.. otherwise it wun be a good thing.. for sure.. gosh, will have to study social studies and literature during this "one week break" from exams..

libby called me yesterdae but i didn't bring the phone with me.. only found out after i got home from church.. haha.. she didn't get to see her *ahem ahem*.. haha.. but i did!! whee!! ok, dat's nth to be happy about though.. just didn't expect him to turn up since he went for the youth mass last saturdae.. so we were toking for a while coz' she needed to go for mass.. after that in the evening, was toking to nicole tan and as usual we toked nonsense and crap.. haha.. and i went crazy.. gosh, i think there's something wrong with me..

was on my wae home with nicole tan and we were saying that after exams, the both of us(not sure the rest..) will go crazy.. and mind you, definitely crazy.. and i dun intend to touch my books after exams.. but in school, have to.. i mean, gimme a month's break and i'll be elated liao.. haha.. so yah.. haiz.. hate exams.. nicole was saying that the exam week and this week will pass very fast.. hopefully man.. suddenly got a lot of things to tok about.. mayb coz' it has been sometime since i last blogged.. oh yes, nicole saw his photo and she also thinks he's good-looking.. heehee.. my taste not that bad, ok??!! haha.. okok, i think i'm toking crap now due to too much stress, lack of sleep(which i am gonna do after this..) and i'm a little hungry.. yes yes, i know.. P-I-G!! heehee.. but i can't help it yeah?? okok, i've got to go now.. will need my sleep b4 i start on my physics and hopefully social studies mugging..

haiz.. not gg for youth mass tmr.. shall stay at home and do my research for english.. haha.. was toking to nick online just now.. he's most likely gg for the youth mass.. i dunno if i shld go.. but i think caroline not gg leh.. ok, wait.. i just contradicted myself.. wadeva..

english exam paper 1 and 2 is on mondae.. not that worried though.. just hoping my english compre is ok.. dun let me fail my compre and i'm safe.. will see if i can read thru some of the past year questions tmr or later.. at least i will den know the standard of it.. otherwise... anywae, ok, i've gtg.. got nth else to write liao.. heehee..