ok, firstly, GOOD NEWS for myself!! I'M GOING FOR 5566'S CONCERT!! YEAH!! can't wait can't wait.. after much thinking and sorting out of finances.. final decision: i'm paying 100 bucks, tracy's paying 40 bucks!! haha.. sounds more logical, rite?? rather than i pay 105 bucks and tracy 35 bucks.. haha... can't wait can't wait.. not only me but her too!! whee!! i can finally see my darling.. *muacks* haha...

cousin coming over tonite for dinner and i'm not very happy over it though.. why?? cause i can't watch the most exciting episode of mr fighting!!! *starts to cry* argh!! have to give in to that puny p1 gurl.. -_-"" but it's ok.. cause i've watched part of it and let me tell you, i'm gonna make comments todae!!

DUAN YAN HAO IS SO DESPICABLE!! KE WU!! he made wei ying qi sign some TFKC documents and went to see duan yu qiao, saying that wei ying qi wants to challenge him!! CHALLENGE HIM!! his pal, brother and coach leh!! i was so qi to know lor!! he's such a loser!! duan yan hao, qu si ba!! owells.. and i nearly burst out crying, ok!! why?? coz though wei ying qi challenged duan yu qiao, xiao kui got injured while trying to stop ying qi from continuing to compete!! haiz.. all i can sae is duan yan hao is so despicable and detestable.. how could he do this man?? but who knows where this problem came from?? no one knows.. this problem was indirectly caused by someone but who?? everyone had a part to play, leading to this problem... so we can't for sure sae that there's someone to blame.. if there was, mayb every character had a mistake.....

back again.. i think my heart gonna shatter into many many many pieces if i ever decide to go to my darling's concert.. why?? cause other than paying for my own ticket, i'll be paying half the price of TRACY WONG PEIPEI'S ticket as well.. sob sob sob.. confirm break one lor.. someone paying 35 bucks.. i paying 105 bucks leh!! but i told her i'll think about it and let her know again.. gosh!! still cannot decide whether or not to go despite my urge to go.. haiz.. unless someone so kind is willing to sponser my ticket!! but.. that's so impossible..

school's over yesterdae.. got back results and i must sae something!! although my results weren't that fantastic, i improved in some subjects, be it a grade or a few marks.. at least, better than not improving, rite?? owells.. kena "lecture" from mrs ooi but it was ok.. not that bad.. guess i only have to work harder this coming year and during the holidaes otherwise, i dun think i'm able to get into TJC.. haiz.. and i've got to WAKE UP!!

mummy got me a new facial wash and it smells like CAROLINE!! haha.. i'm sorry but yah.. i mean, the moment i smelt it (and dun ask me why but i've got this habit of smelling the tube of facial washes), caroline just came into my mind.. haha.. it really smells like her.. haha.. anywae, me, tracy and hui yee are gg swimming next week and they're coming to my place to have prawn mee(becoz' of trace) and hui yee's learning how to make earrings.. haha..

i think i've gotten over the li wei lian craze.. haha.. it seems to me that no matter who i like other than my darling, i still end up iking my darling even more.. just dunno how to explain and it's smth that it's so difficult to explain.. if you get wad i mean.. ok, i've been getting nitemares becoz' of results.. woke up in the middle of last nite and started crying.. think i'm too pressurised by results that even to get a peaceful sleep also cannot.. just dunno wad's wrong with me.. i feel so dead.. i've tried telling myself that it's ok.. it's only results.. at the most kena scolding again from parents but it doesn't seem to work.. and how do i try to assure myself?? by telling myself that my darling will be there for me.. but i know it's nv true.. it's just in reel life.. not reality.. all i can sae now is i need someone by my side to give me support and guide me along.. i seem so vulnerable.. haiz.. just dunno wad to do and i think you wun be able to understand since you're not me..

i just realised how unimportant i am in the lives of others.. and i mean it.. anywaez, LEON WILLIAMS is so good-looking.. and i think he's cute in his own waes.. to me, he's cute when he smiles.. haha.. oh, just in case you were wondering who's leon williams, he's li wei lian and boy, i tell you, he's good-looking and cute.. and he's local!! haha..

i'm presently sick.. as in not with fever or wad... went to the doc's yesterdae to discover that i've got a lot of wind in my poor tummy(thus making me feel uncomfortable) and.... i'm constipated!! =(( and becoz' of that, the medicine is so horrible.. bleah.. feel like pucking man.. haiz.. as a result, didn't go school yesterdae.. hopefully i didn't miss out much.. coz' i've nv been absent this year, ok?? only yesterdae and i nv like to be absent though at times, i dun feel like gg to skool.. just called libby.. to know that one whole grp of them are heading to uncle james' place after youth mass and where am i?? at home??!!! so qi~~~~i ruined my own chance in seeing him.. no wonder i had this strong feeling of gg to uncle james' place.. -_-""shan't blog anymore..

I FEEL SO SHITTY!!! i mean seriously.. i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.. feel so depressed.. ok, by now, you must be wondering wad is this usually smiley gurl depressed about.. well, over results.. exam results.. i think i really didn't put in enough effort this time round.. just wad in the world is wrong with me?? this so isn't me.. got back 5 papers.. failed 2.. passed 3!! can't believe it.. i think i'll be asked to drop physics and a maths provided that i dun pass my entry test to see if i can take up a maths next year.. and the best thing is, the subjects that i passed were all either a C5 or a C6.. that's how good my marks are.. no Bs nor As.. hopefully my chinese can make me smile.. but i doubt so..

just saw tracy's blog.. haha.. i think that gurl is crazy lor.. wake up at 1a.m just to watch ge dou tian wang.. -_-"" but seriously, yesterdae's episode was so sad.. was tearing a little.. the truth is out.. next week's one will also be exciting.. looking forward to it.. and oh!! next week is the last week of school!! YEAH!! till then..

totally pissed off just now in church by someone who was so super sacastic.. ask him to buy a pencil for charity and in return, gave some stupid dumb dumb remarks.. i think caroline knows wad i'm toking about, rite? argh... sorry but i dun mean to be evil or mean but stupid jerk!! hopefully that person doesn't ever become parish priest!! JERK!! anywae, was helping out in church todae and i think i sounded quite rude to one of my elder that she just said that " to you young people, i am auntie so-and-so to you.." ok, like wadeva though i admit that i'm at fault for sounding like no big no small.. was totally irritated by these people todae.. luckily, caroline was with me.. GOSH!! owells.. went shopping todae in the morning for an hour or so and spent close to 60 bucks!! I'M BROKE!! not really though but close.. so yah.. haiz.. i'm tired..

haven't been updating lately.. been busy with exams, exams and more exams.. haha.. had chemistry and english oral todae.. shall start with.. mondae???mondae was a maths.. totally flunked the damn paper.. left a few questions blank = no marks will be given.. ok.. mayb a big question mark!! ??? yesterdae was geog.. paper 1 which was mcq was ok.. not that bad but i felt sleepy.. paper 2 was ok.. wrote questions 2,4,5 and 6.. qn 2 and 4 wrote 2 pages long.. qn 5 and 6 becoz of time constraint wrote only a page.. so yah.. may have hope of passing.. todae's chemistry..totally sucked too!! mcq was ok.. section b and c was bleah!! didn't know how to do some questions of section b so anyhow filled in some stupid answer.. -_-"" section c got me so panicky.. other people like michelle and kimmie wrote 2 pages while i wrote only one page.. -_-"" but luckily, rina and gissy also wrote one page... whew.. but still couldn't help feeling panicky.. and den was oral.. kena lingesh.. tot was gonna be bad after wad nicole tan kept saying.. but actually, she isn't that bad.. i think she's quite friendly lor.. didn't really feel that nervous afterall.. haha.. ok, so tmr's physics.. will have to log off soon.. need to study otherwise i can't do past year papers so yah.. will update again after my exams.. which is on fridae!! yeah!!

just needed to blog smth todae.. afterall, i haven't blog for a week liao.. so yah.. decided to add smth before my blog becomes dead.. (which already is..) exams have officially started again and we had social studies todae.. so dead meat lor.. didn't finish the paper.. i think i spent too much time on SBQ but still, i didn't complete my last question.. so had like 1/2 hour to do 2 essays.. my points were all jumbled up in my head so wasn't exactly point to point.. and was quite short.. i mean my essay.. that was the first one.. the second essay totally didn't have time to do.. was running short of tiem and at the last minute, i was still doing and i hadn't completed the last question of my SBQ.. so like sam foo, i gave up.. i mean, it is just totally impossible to finish the essay in 1 minute and that doesn't include my SBQ lor.. so like s*** lah... but luckily, sam foo also didn't complete.. afterall, for the second essay, i explained the given reason and another reason just that i left my third reason(which was like not needed??) and my conclusion blank.. but i dun think they'll minus off a lot of marks.. i mean even if they do, at least pass my paper.. and i'll be thankful..

chinese paper 1 was ok.. wrote an informal letter and question no. 4 of the section B.. and the question was "pls believe me" so yah.. i think i wrote quite ok for the two essays so i dun think i'll have a big problem with that.. so yah... gosh, tmr's literature.. hopefully i'll pass.. otherwise i think i can sae bye bye to my combined humans.. and there's a combined subject that i failed... how nice.. i actually dun even intend to fail any subjects.. so hopefully when they combined my marks for social studies and lit, i do well enough to pass.. okok, i think i'd better go too.. need to study my lit notes and read my dear "The English Teacher".. the book i mean.. so yah.. will most likely update again after my stressful exams or soon if i can afford the time.. heehee..

ok, i admit.. i feel so slack.. super slack.. anywae, exams started todae but will have a one week break from now till next wednesdae where the papers start.. AGAIN!! haha.. i think i did super badly for my compo?? compre was ok.. i found ti was average.. not too difficult and not that easy though.. passage A was easy just that the questions were quite straightforward but the answers needed to be answered in your own words.. passage B was hard to understand.. and the questions were like.. challenging and needed to think.. summary was fine.. hopefully i'm able to pass compre.. otherwise it wun be a good thing.. for sure.. gosh, will have to study social studies and literature during this "one week break" from exams..

libby called me yesterdae but i didn't bring the phone with me.. only found out after i got home from church.. haha.. she didn't get to see her *ahem ahem*.. haha.. but i did!! whee!! ok, dat's nth to be happy about though.. just didn't expect him to turn up since he went for the youth mass last saturdae.. so we were toking for a while coz' she needed to go for mass.. after that in the evening, was toking to nicole tan and as usual we toked nonsense and crap.. haha.. and i went crazy.. gosh, i think there's something wrong with me..

was on my wae home with nicole tan and we were saying that after exams, the both of us(not sure the rest..) will go crazy.. and mind you, definitely crazy.. and i dun intend to touch my books after exams.. but in school, have to.. i mean, gimme a month's break and i'll be elated liao.. haha.. so yah.. haiz.. hate exams.. nicole was saying that the exam week and this week will pass very fast.. hopefully man.. suddenly got a lot of things to tok about.. mayb coz' it has been sometime since i last blogged.. oh yes, nicole saw his photo and she also thinks he's good-looking.. heehee.. my taste not that bad, ok??!! haha.. okok, i think i'm toking crap now due to too much stress, lack of sleep(which i am gonna do after this..) and i'm a little hungry.. yes yes, i know.. P-I-G!! heehee.. but i can't help it yeah?? okok, i've got to go now.. will need my sleep b4 i start on my physics and hopefully social studies mugging..

haiz.. not gg for youth mass tmr.. shall stay at home and do my research for english.. haha.. was toking to nick online just now.. he's most likely gg for the youth mass.. i dunno if i shld go.. but i think caroline not gg leh.. ok, wait.. i just contradicted myself.. wadeva..

english exam paper 1 and 2 is on mondae.. not that worried though.. just hoping my english compre is ok.. dun let me fail my compre and i'm safe.. will see if i can read thru some of the past year questions tmr or later.. at least i will den know the standard of it.. otherwise... anywae, ok, i've gtg.. got nth else to write liao.. heehee..

ok.. sry for not being able to blog for almost a week.. was busy during the week studying.. haha.. anywae, was in church yesterdae.. wasn't exactly fun or boring.. it was ok.. but i heard that yesterdae's CO performance was hyper!! haiz.. anywae, not gg for IBG tonite.. gonna bombard myself with books.. oh, and i discovered a big secret from my dear libby!! oh man, my mum knows that i like nick and she wun bother.. and libby's mum knows about it too!! like wad the.. aiyo.. how?? gosh.. anywae, will get back to my books after this.. have to study yeah??!! anywae, i gtg.. will hopefully update as often which i doubt so coz' EOY is coming!! HEY PEOPLE!! LET'S START WORKING HARD AND STUDY FOR EOY??!! YEAH??!! JIA YOU!!

i've found a solution to my dilemma.. i've toked to my mum and my aunt.. my aunt thinks i shlould go and help out for the P2 reconciliation instead of CO since i attended the meetings and wadnot and i know wad to do liao.. afterall, i'm not sure if angela will turn up that day and i've told david that i'll be there so yah.. so i shouldn't break my promise.. heehee.. as for CO, just get mummy to write a letter since mdm foo sae she dun wanna force me and afterall, wadeva decision i make, shldn't she respect me?? so yah.. angela and nikki didn't turn up for cat. class todae so it was only me, david and angie.. and i did smth todae rather than sit there, doing nth.. well, i helped to pack the tea candles for the P2 reconciliation lor!! haha.. was quite ok lah... den we went thru the process of confession again.. haiz.. as usual.. so yah.. grandma and grandpa was back from korea yesterdae but my dear grandpa fell sick there... poor thing.. hopefully he gets better soon.. *pray hard..*

saw uncla ignatius this morning in church when i went for the cat. class.. and as usual, i ended up getting teased by him coz' the church camp photos for the first camp was placed up and my photo was like there, so BIG!! and he kept teasing me.. so yah.. nicholas came late for mass todae.. to be exact, he was 10 mins late.. first time i see him so late lor!! haha.. was actually quite surprised coz' i tot he wasn't coming.. den i saw him walking in and immediately, i was wide awake.. was falling asleep.. haha.. so yah.. den mass continued as normal.. heehee.. hmmph.. term 4 is starting tmr.. gosh!! and we've got like only 1 month b4 our EOY and 1 1/2 more months before school ends for us.. yeah!! waiting for the holidae part but not the exams.. hopefully my EOY score dun get badly affected by my MYE marks.. have to work harder this term for the EOY!! people!! let's start studying hard, yeah??!! JIA YOU!!

church and CO performance next fridae.. how?? i'm in such a dilemma.. gosh, how i wish i both also can dun go!!! =((

yippee!! gissy's back in singapore.. she went to HK on teachers' dae and she's finally back!! great!! den i wun feel so lonely in the morning when i go to skool.. haha... one week really passed so fast.. it's like hey!! it's only mondae and the start of the holidaes but now, no.. it's thursdae going on to fridae and it's gonna be the end of the holidaes.. haha.. how great, rite?? heehee.. wadeva.. there's CO again tmr.. and i'm going there to sleep.. i mean, i need my sleep despite waking up at 10 plus in the morning.. haha.. =)) gosh!! mayb CO shld have a plan like that.." those who are not able to perform for upcoming performances need not attend CO combined practice.. but without notice of any performances, all is to attend.." wun that be better?? then at least they wun waste people's time.. like me.. i'm not performing for the mid-autumn festival but i'm still going for practice.. tell me, does it make sense?? -_-"" ok, i'm just toking crap.. haha... but mayb that's wad they shld do..

i so decided to blog after reading tracy's blog loh!! u know wad?? she ACTUALLY saw JUNYANG!! OMG!! so envious can?? hong junyang leh!!! but she saw him with candyce.. frm project superstar.. oh man!!! junyang is shuai lor!! i'm like head over heels with him?? gosh, wad happen to my darling man?? i dunno wad to sae liao.. =S i'm so envious!! will ask tracy wad this is all about.. and ask her to tell me more!! gosh!! JUNYANG, you're my jue dui SUPERSTAR!! =))

heehee.. i'm back.. after 2 daes?? heehee.. anywae, yesterdae was quite tired.. supposedly to do morning reflections but becoz' ms tan's mum passed awae so i didn't have to do.. but i'll be doing the first fridae after the skool hols.. 3/6's classroom was in darkness.. not becoz' we didn't want to turn on the lights but becoz' the lights and fans weren't working.. and it was like only my class??!! chunhui and rachelle went to "complain" to the office but they didn't seem to be doing anything.. argh!! so we went to different places for lessons for a number of subjects.. went to the maths room for maths (of course..) and was late for ms teh's chinese lesson for like.. 15 mins?? and she was damn pissed off lor!! she made us stand for like 5 mins?? we were also supposedly to file our worksheets during chinese but there were some who didn't bring their chinese files and again, she got pissed off and gave us work to do.. argh!! why can't these people just be so kuai and listen to teachers for once?? esp. to mrs teo s.w.. people just keep going against her.. and not only to her, can't people just give some respect to them?? and not only to them on teachers' dae.. it's like damn irritating, ok? got irritated with some people after chinese.. but chilled down after that.. why?? mrs ooi printed the wrong results slip for all of us so most of us got grades lower than wad we should get.. had CO and was quite tired by then.. left at ard 5.30p.m to go for dinner at the nearby coffee shop but i ate cup noodles with sam and caroline from 7-11... after that, went back to skool.. school was like so packed and the best thing was the teachers had Macs!!! unfair lah.. had to settle down at the foyer for attendance taking for the arts excursion and once again, some people just pissed me off and got me irritated.. it's like, why can't they just move to the back and sit and not sit in front of me?? i'm not mentioning names though.. and not all did that.. i let some sit but not all lor!! damn pissed off with them, can?? after that, ms wong was talking to us and fiona low was playing with carolyn and miss wong was like " wad are you doing?? trying to fly issit??" to fiona low.. i tell you, i just burst out laughing loh.. haha.. sorry for being mean but yah.. it was damn funny.. trust me.. and den was asked to give out the tickets and record the seat number by ms teh and some people just said i wasn't efficient when they are the damn ones getting into the wae.. she was like " aye, marianne, you very inefficient leh.." harlo?? did she know that she and a few others was making so much noise that i couldn't even hear wad carolyn was trying to sae and she was like there, you very inefficient leh!! after recording the ticket seating and wad not, it was time for us to board the bus.. was in the bus and was telling fiona low that i'm so mentally tired.. as in, i'm not the chairperson or vice chair nor the secretary.. why shld i be the one getting the class key to open the classroom door?? i'm just a chinese rep, leh!! rachelle is the vice-chair.. shldn't she be the one getting the class key?? damn pissed off lah!! and den fiona was like " chill lah.." so pissed off liao.. dun wanna talk alr.. anywae, i think i'll update lesser coz' exams are like just ard the corner after the hols.. will use the hols to start studying.. heehee.. okok, i've got to go!!

*WEILIAN won the project superstar lor!! argh~~ it shld have been KELLY!! *

hopefully can finish blogging wad i wanna blog before project superstar start.. had interclass telematch yesterdae as part of ACES dae and teachers' day celebration.. we didn't have elective and physics but a period of maths which we all didn't want.. but mrs lie insisted so we had no choice but to do wad she saes since she said she won't be going thru wad she taught yesterdae again.. after that, went to parkwae with nicole tan, nicole chua, sam and charmaine for lunch.. saw ernest, eugenia and their parents.. haha.. he's so cute lor.. other than them, saw clare too!! she is forever at parkwae.. haha.. after walking round parkwae and getting myself 2 new blouses at 20 bucks only, i proceeded to KCP bus-stop with nicole tan.. the weather was terrible yesterdae.. had a quick shower immediately i got home.. was like all so sticky and sweaty and tired.. after that watched TV!! as for todae, went our for lunch at suntec with mum and my auntie.. they bought clothes while i actually saw the kind of pencilbox that i wanted!! gosh!! den we had spicy steamboat before walking and shopping for like 2 or 3 hours?? i was so tired loh.. came home by taxi and wacthed my darling!! just completed doing my reflections for tmr's morning assembly.. gosh, hopefully it turns out ok.. -_-'''' haha.. anywae, i gtg.. wanna go watch the finals for project superstar!! wonder who will win..???