uncomfortable. wierd.

that's what my heart is feeling now.

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we always seem to be able to try to make time for each other every week,
no matter how busy we both are..
and i'm thankful for that!! :)

p.s: you know who you are..

it's damn irritating when hotmail doesn't allow you to read your emails.. i've got 2 unread emails in my inbox and i so damn can't open it.. haiz.. hope i can read it tmr..

AGM today was ok.. yes, i'm officially level rep for P2.. looking at current circumstances, I'm stuck with being level rep for at least 2 years.. but it's ok.. at least it goes to show that hey, I'm active in church!! :)

a brand new week tmr.. still tired.. never ever seem to get sufficient rest during the weekends.. especially when your weekends are packed with endless stuff to do.. but owells.. P2 meeting almost at the end of the week will keep me going.. and certain people will somehow have their way of getting me to school, just like how certain things will stop me from wanting to go to school..

and for now, i'm off to pack my bag, watch that 5 mins of Little Nonya and hopefully, complete my FOI (Full Of Idiots) tutorial.. good night peeps and have a nice week ahead.. till my next post.. :)

this post is for my dearest jie.. i know you've heard me say this many many times but i'll say it again and you know i mean well for you..

i know you're at a loss when it comes to certain stuff.. i know you have many things on your mind.. but you know what? i'll be your listening ear when you need someone to listen to you rant and vent.. i'll provide you with tissue paper and accompany you 24/7 when you're upset and wanna cry.. of course, i'll also listen to you share your joys (as well as sorrows and woes).. you know that i'm always here for you..

no matter what choice you make, whether it may be a right or wrong choice, i'll always support your decision, your choice.. no matter what you intend to do, i'll always support you.. so long as the choice you make can and will make you happy, make you smile, i'll be happy for you... you know what i mean and what i trying to say can alr.. and when my jie is sad, your mei will be sad as well.. but when she's happy, your mei will also be happy for you.. but hor, you must must must remember! that no matter what, you must always tell me, k? cannot keep it to yourself unless you want me to get angry.. and of course i'll tell you all my secrets too!! we must share everything ok? secrets and whatever we can think of!! and lastly, if you have a bf, you cannot abandon me, ok!! cause i know i won't abandon you if i have one.. you know it.. :)

finally, I LOVE YOU JIE!!! from strangers to friends to dears to now, jie mei.. it's not easy to become best frens, to become dears, whatsmore to become jie mei!! it takes fate to bring two friends together to be jie mei.. i really really really treasure this friendship, this sisterly love between us.. this is our 7th year as friends.. 7 years and still counting.. may our sisterly friendship continue to last forever, till the day we die.. love you lots jie!! p.s: dun cry after reading this if you're too touched, k? msg me after you see this.. :) <3

hello 2009!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!! hoping that 2009 will be a way better year than 2008 in terms of everything!! and i'm going to face everything, good or bad, with a smile!! :) and this is the 1st post for 2009!! lol.. ok, my new year wishes are going to come in.. enjoy the partying peeps!! :)