I'm back to blog again.. lol.. highlighted my hair yesterdae... nice!! haha.. although the colour isn't that that that obvious.. but still, it's nice!! haha... went down to parkway today to find my good friend.. and i did give her a surprise.. lol.. bought my chocs for godma and have given to her already.. hope she'll like the chocs i got her.. haha... =) saw caroline today too in church cause went for memorial mass.. chatted a bit with her.. missed talking to her lah.. miss all my sec sch frens.. esp. my very close frens like her and nicole.. hopefully i'll get to chat with them soon!!

anyway, she left us all a year ago.. a year later, we pray for her.. that she'll continue to be happy with whr she is now.. watching over us.. and we're all still doing well.. although for some of us, it's still painful.. for me, flashbacks frm a year ago still "haunt" me.. i still rmb a year ago.. the incidents and days spent crying till eyes were swollen.. but we've all slowly letting go cause we know she would want us to be happy and not sad just because she isn't around anymore.. she would want us to be happy so that she too will be happy for us frm wherever she is.. i mean, if we think positively, all of us return to Jesus one day.. but it's just a matter of who goes first.. since Jesus called for her first, we ought to be happy that she's now with Jesus, and that one day, we'll all still meet in Heaven.. I've tot things thru and slowly accepting things the way it is now and events that are yet to happen.. accepting the fact that if we dun treasure the chance we haf with our loved ones now, it'll be too late when they're gone.. accepting the fact that life is so unpredictable and that it is really not up to us to control when we stay on this earth and when we return to our maker.. it is HE who decides.. so for the rest of us here, let's continue to live our lives happily so that she'll be happy for us and she can rest in peace.. for those who have yet to lose a loved one, an advice frm someone who have experienced the pain of losing someone, treasure those around u now.. dun wait for a tragedy to happen before you learn, because by then, it'll be all too late.. and you may regret for not treasuring that person before.. i've learnt my lesson through her.. that's why i've changed and treasured those around me.. and it was through her, that i've learnt this.... =)