been busy the last few days?? hmm.. not exactly but i did go out with frens just this past week and i'll be going out again this week!! anyway, that outing was last thursdae.. went out with tracy and li ting to bugis.. managed to buy wadeva i needed to buy and the children's day gifts were although cute, they cost me quite a lot of money.. just the clips alone came up to almost $20.. but at least when i gave them out today, they were happy with it.. :)

as for today, i tink some people found out that i nearly had to handle the class of abt 18 kids today alone.. thx to hmm... of course, that excluded my parents and my sisters who obviously would know cause i'd have told them.. she smsed nancy this morning, informing her that she wun be able to come.. so nancy obviously told me and the 1st thing she said this morning when i saw her was.. " marianne, i've got bad news for you.." i tot wad bad news was it, but just news that she wun be turning up today.. and nancy was making arrangements for someone to come in and help me when.. poof!! she turned up and asked why she turned up, she said "oh, actually i wasn't feeling well but then i tot you would be the only one so i just come and help lor.. " dots.. not that her presence would make any difference but today, she did help me out a bit so it wasn't that bad.. she did a mindmap for me on the board so that the class could copy.. and i din tink of that so mayb one way or another, she did help out a bit today.. lol.. owells..

will be going out later in the evening for dinner.. not sure whr but i guess it sure will be good food tonite!! lol..

i'm dead bored.. the games online are pathetic.. nth to do till 5 plus when my show starts... dots.. crapping here anyway.. lol... gosh, someone save me from this boredom that i'm suffering from!! ahh!! lol... anywae, i miss sch.. i miss the frens in sch!! haiz.. mayb i dun miss all.. but i'm sure i miss the gals and that someone.. such a random post.. ok, i'm off!

this wasn't the 1st time already.. it happened before and it happened again.. i shouldn't have been rash but that feeling's coming back again after so many months.. mayb i shouldn't have looked for it.. maybe staying home would be better.. i really dun noe.. i apologise for my mistakes, for my behavior and for my attitude.. but i wish i could have turned back time.. really...

i treasure the friendship i have with you now.. at least although i know i may nv stand a chance anymore, but i'm happy with the current status quo btw us.. and i hope u treasure it too.. at least things are improving btw the two of us and we're getting to know each other better and i truly hope that u wun take it to heart with wad i tell u or msg u at times.. but i just wan u to know that although i still like you and sometimes i wish that you'll give me a chance, i wan you to know that i know certain things can't be forced and can't be rushed so i wun rush this.. i'll let things be as it is.. mayb things will change after some time but i hope that even though we may not be together, i still hope that we can be very good frens to the extent that i can share everything with you and vice versa.. will u give me a chance to do just that?? will you?? p.s i hope you know who i'm referring to...

yup yup! 1st ever post after my exams.. anyway, exams ended on thursday.. quite relaxed now and yes, i'm enjoying the freedom after exams and starting to bury myself with my interests and stuff.. lol... of course, besides enjoying myself, hopefully i'm not asked to re-sit for any supp paper especially csa.. will cry i tell you... but i guess it shld be ok bah, i pray?? and yes, i did pray before all my papers.. see, TRUST THE LORD... k, yesterday went back to KC.. honestly speaking, i shld have gone back on my own instead of as a grp.. of course that doesn't include bumping into old friends lah.. saw berlyn, carolyn, chun hui, michelle and etc.... after so long.. haha.. went a little over hyper when i saw them... haha.. after that went to look for teachers and found most of them and yes, had nice talks with them and well, they're happy to know i'm adapting and doing well in my new school!! and yes, i'm happy too.. after all that happened at the start of the new school year.. lol.. after that came back home and was at home for the rest of the day.. was quite tired lah.. lol... so anyway, as for today.. after a month's break from touching my piano, i'm back for piano lessons.. long long long long time nv touch piano le.. haha.. and i'm so thankful to yen hui jie for being so understanding.. she told me today that only when i think i'm ready den will she let me take exam again and for now, it's just music appreciation and yes ppl, i'm still learning.. lol.. but she say for me to continue, i have to take grade 5 theory and practical.. hmmm.. i may take bah.. but if it's like exam every year, i guess at least grade 5 practical will have to wait after my year 3 unless i just intend to play for the fun of it and really not continue.. but owells, i dun noe.. that will really have to depend how busy and how often i can practice in the future bah?? but for now, since i'm on holiday, i guess my house will keep hearing piano music coming from me.. lol.. cannot depend on angel.. lol.. kk, anywae, keep the post "short".. gotta go... bye!! :)))
yen hui jie, thx for being so understanding... :))