things have been rather down for me the last 2, 3 daes.. started on sundae.. owells, shan't go into detail.. see no point in letting those whom i dun wanna know know about such things.. mayb a few of my frens have known wad i'm talking about, but if u dun't.. it's ok.. anywae, graduation lunch was yesterdae.. hmm.. was quite ok lah.. not too bad.. took quite a lot of photos but may not consider a lot as compared to others.. owells.. it's just sad that 4 years have come and go in a wink.. many friendships have been made but whether or not, these friendships will ever last, no one knows but i know out of all the friendships i've made, the friendship i have with another 56 fan will last.. (i hope u know who u are... haha.. ) i expected myself and many others to cry yesterdae but hey, the atmosphere wasn't touchin enough so, yup, no tears came from me.. haha.. many things may not have gone our way thru out this 4 years and we all may had our share of fights and smiles but one thing for sure is, we all had wonderful and beautiful memories in KC.. so even as we leave KC, stepping one last time into the school when we receive our results next year, these memories will be with us till the end of time.. ok.. getting a bit emotional here.. dunno why also but been feeling rather blue so mayb that's one of the reasons..

anywae, i've found a job and i am starting work tmr!! yipee!! after so long.. haha.. working somewhr near singapore expo so will have to take the train to work.. although i'm looking forward to it, but afterall, it's a new environment for me so no doubt, i'll be a little scared and nervous.. owells.. but overall, life's been ok for me despite the ups and downs.. haha.. till my next post, see ya..
P.S i'll try to live my life happy each dae.. i promise i'll try..

i'm "happy" to know that i'm out of job again... how great.. i'm not blaming anyone or the agency but.. haiz.. i woke up happily yesterdae morning to know that i've got another job offer.. but then, i called the agency up just now, to only know that the (stupid) company doesn't want me cause i can't start work on mondae.. all thanks to the stupid graduation lunch!! now, i've to spend another at least 1 week waiting for another job offer.. how nice.. argh!! can someone pls tell me wad am i going to do while waiting for a job?? i can't possibly go out everydae but neither can i stay at home everydae.. this is so sickening.. rather upset now but.. just hoping that i'll get a job soon otherwise, i'm sure to die of boredem by the end of this month... shld have gotten my AQMFS DVD den at least gt show to watch.. -.- owells.. and tracy wants me to blog about this.. rmb the other dae i blogged abt gg to bugis? well, at bugis, tracy lost her wallet at bugis macs and thank goodness, we found it.. haha.. TRACY, HAPPY?? haha.. oh, and renfu's back on wan yu.. :)

yo!! haha.. firstly, congrats to fu for having a chubby baby girl!! he got his wish.. haha.. he and qin will be good parents, for sure.. haha.. anywae, purpose of blogging is not this.. haha... went out with tracy and hui yee todae after sch.. met hui yee at bugis with tracy after tampines.. den we shopped and walked till close to 5 den left bugis after gg to bugis village and somewhr near purvis street.. supposed to go for interview but decided not to after seeing the number of people waiting to be interviewed so we left after walking for so long and almost losing our wae.. den on our way to the building whr the interview was held(which by the way, was some sort rather ulu..), we passed this sort of construction site and the 3 of us were walking when we heard 2 cats fighting inside.. thinking that the cats would run out of some hole that actually couldn't be found, me, tracy and hui yee just started screaming and ran on the side of the road.. haha.. but hey, luckily we weren't in sch uniform lor.. haha... but our main purpose was to shop for our graduation lunch clothes.. and when is our grad lunch?? next mon.. -.- owells.. anywae, my letter got read out on yes 933 and is the first letter somemore!! so happy.. jia hui played 56's song although i really wanted 183's song.. but nevertheless, it's dear's song.. so yah.. haha.. owells.. ok, enough of my crappiness.. haha..

wanted to type in chinese but 4get it.. i dun have the chinese programme.. haha.. owells.. gg out this week.. basically it's tues and either thurs or fri.. go k box.. haha.. anxiously wanting to know if qin give birth alr.. and whether renfu has officially become a dad yet.. haha.. owells.. will have to watch wan yu tmr den will know.. short post.. haha..

watched wan yu last nite as usual but was especially happy.. renfu finally faced the media abt him, ji qin and their little baby.. after all those mths of speculation by the media and fans, he really stood out yesterdae to address this matter.. yes, he shared his feelings abt it and he's excited abt being a dad and of course, he did apologise to the media.. not because he hid the truth from them but because as a public figure not only in taiwan but also overseas, he actually had pre-marital sex which was WRONG!! so yah.. of course, i think with rgds to this matter, i believe 56 and j-star knew about this and they also helped renfu to cover up.. renfu did mention that if it was necessary, he would leave 56, to ease the tension btw them and the media.. well, i guess that even if he wants to leave, zhi and the other members wun let him leave.. afterall, 56 now is 4 ppl.. if he leave, shaowei's busy with 183, 56 will only be left with... 2 members.. so i dun think this is the end of 56.. there'll be more to come.. 56 and the other xiao shi di mei men of j-star also offered their blessings not only to the xiao baby, but also to fu and ji qin.. hopefully they get married some time next year.. wish them all the best.. haha.. owells.. i think when the time comes, fu and ji qin will get married but whether or not, there'll be exclusive shots of the birth of their baby and their wedding, i'm not too sure.. of course i'm hoping but one thing i know is fu will invite sun zong and 56 to his wedding.. haha.. can't wait to share in his and ji qin's hoy in being promoted to becoming parents.. i think tracy dun have to worry about them now bah.. haha...

i'm in a freaking bad mood now.. or rather i'm rather moody.. i lost my calculator.. my calculator that's been with me for close to 4 years!! oh man.. frens sae it's not in school or they didn't take it.. i can't find it at home.. den whr can it be?? haiz.. how nice!! i can't do my maths now.. :( owells.. went shopping todae for my items.. was back at home within an hr.. got my bag!! finally.. after all those mths since august abt wanting to get a big bag for poly next year and for catechism.. and of course, a big bag that can put my things in when i work part time.. haha.. and gotten some other stuff as well.. it's my last week of the o levels!! gonna fight it out and study real hard.. for all u know, this may be the last time i'm studying till next year.. haha.. papers went rather smoothly.. at least for all though.. shan't go into detail but i've gt confidence of getting at least an A now!! haha.. ask me and i'll tell u the subject.. haha.. went for a job interview last tuesdae at Recruit Express.. applied for general admin and bank admin.. quite interested in bank admin and is waiting for a reply from them.. as for the general admin, got a reply alr.. but can only start work in dec whereas the bank admin can start work next fridae if everything goes smoothly.. so will call them up on mondae b4 giving a reply to the general admin.. just for ur info, the bank admin one is either at Raffles Place or Lavender!! haha.. so yah, hopefully i get the bank admin job.. owells.. i'm missing my calculator.. nth seems rite without it..