ok, firstly, GOOD NEWS for myself!! I'M GOING FOR 5566'S CONCERT!! YEAH!! can't wait can't wait.. after much thinking and sorting out of finances.. final decision: i'm paying 100 bucks, tracy's paying 40 bucks!! haha.. sounds more logical, rite?? rather than i pay 105 bucks and tracy 35 bucks.. haha... can't wait can't wait.. not only me but her too!! whee!! i can finally see my darling.. *muacks* haha...

cousin coming over tonite for dinner and i'm not very happy over it though.. why?? cause i can't watch the most exciting episode of mr fighting!!! *starts to cry* argh!! have to give in to that puny p1 gurl.. -_-"" but it's ok.. cause i've watched part of it and let me tell you, i'm gonna make comments todae!!

DUAN YAN HAO IS SO DESPICABLE!! KE WU!! he made wei ying qi sign some TFKC documents and went to see duan yu qiao, saying that wei ying qi wants to challenge him!! CHALLENGE HIM!! his pal, brother and coach leh!! i was so qi to know lor!! he's such a loser!! duan yan hao, qu si ba!! owells.. and i nearly burst out crying, ok!! why?? coz though wei ying qi challenged duan yu qiao, xiao kui got injured while trying to stop ying qi from continuing to compete!! haiz.. all i can sae is duan yan hao is so despicable and detestable.. how could he do this man?? but who knows where this problem came from?? no one knows.. this problem was indirectly caused by someone but who?? everyone had a part to play, leading to this problem... so we can't for sure sae that there's someone to blame.. if there was, mayb every character had a mistake.....

back again.. i think my heart gonna shatter into many many many pieces if i ever decide to go to my darling's concert.. why?? cause other than paying for my own ticket, i'll be paying half the price of TRACY WONG PEIPEI'S ticket as well.. sob sob sob.. confirm break one lor.. someone paying 35 bucks.. i paying 105 bucks leh!! but i told her i'll think about it and let her know again.. gosh!! still cannot decide whether or not to go despite my urge to go.. haiz.. unless someone so kind is willing to sponser my ticket!! but.. that's so impossible..

school's over yesterdae.. got back results and i must sae something!! although my results weren't that fantastic, i improved in some subjects, be it a grade or a few marks.. at least, better than not improving, rite?? owells.. kena "lecture" from mrs ooi but it was ok.. not that bad.. guess i only have to work harder this coming year and during the holidaes otherwise, i dun think i'm able to get into TJC.. haiz.. and i've got to WAKE UP!!

mummy got me a new facial wash and it smells like CAROLINE!! haha.. i'm sorry but yah.. i mean, the moment i smelt it (and dun ask me why but i've got this habit of smelling the tube of facial washes), caroline just came into my mind.. haha.. it really smells like her.. haha.. anywae, me, tracy and hui yee are gg swimming next week and they're coming to my place to have prawn mee(becoz' of trace) and hui yee's learning how to make earrings.. haha..

i think i've gotten over the li wei lian craze.. haha.. it seems to me that no matter who i like other than my darling, i still end up iking my darling even more.. just dunno how to explain and it's smth that it's so difficult to explain.. if you get wad i mean.. ok, i've been getting nitemares becoz' of results.. woke up in the middle of last nite and started crying.. think i'm too pressurised by results that even to get a peaceful sleep also cannot.. just dunno wad's wrong with me.. i feel so dead.. i've tried telling myself that it's ok.. it's only results.. at the most kena scolding again from parents but it doesn't seem to work.. and how do i try to assure myself?? by telling myself that my darling will be there for me.. but i know it's nv true.. it's just in reel life.. not reality.. all i can sae now is i need someone by my side to give me support and guide me along.. i seem so vulnerable.. haiz.. just dunno wad to do and i think you wun be able to understand since you're not me..

i just realised how unimportant i am in the lives of others.. and i mean it.. anywaez, LEON WILLIAMS is so good-looking.. and i think he's cute in his own waes.. to me, he's cute when he smiles.. haha.. oh, just in case you were wondering who's leon williams, he's li wei lian and boy, i tell you, he's good-looking and cute.. and he's local!! haha..

i'm presently sick.. as in not with fever or wad... went to the doc's yesterdae to discover that i've got a lot of wind in my poor tummy(thus making me feel uncomfortable) and.... i'm constipated!! =(( and becoz' of that, the medicine is so horrible.. bleah.. feel like pucking man.. haiz.. as a result, didn't go school yesterdae.. hopefully i didn't miss out much.. coz' i've nv been absent this year, ok?? only yesterdae and i nv like to be absent though at times, i dun feel like gg to skool.. just called libby.. to know that one whole grp of them are heading to uncle james' place after youth mass and where am i?? at home??!!! so qi~~~~i ruined my own chance in seeing him.. no wonder i had this strong feeling of gg to uncle james' place.. -_-""shan't blog anymore..

I FEEL SO SHITTY!!! i mean seriously.. i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.. feel so depressed.. ok, by now, you must be wondering wad is this usually smiley gurl depressed about.. well, over results.. exam results.. i think i really didn't put in enough effort this time round.. just wad in the world is wrong with me?? this so isn't me.. got back 5 papers.. failed 2.. passed 3!! can't believe it.. i think i'll be asked to drop physics and a maths provided that i dun pass my entry test to see if i can take up a maths next year.. and the best thing is, the subjects that i passed were all either a C5 or a C6.. that's how good my marks are.. no Bs nor As.. hopefully my chinese can make me smile.. but i doubt so..

just saw tracy's blog.. haha.. i think that gurl is crazy lor.. wake up at 1a.m just to watch ge dou tian wang.. -_-"" but seriously, yesterdae's episode was so sad.. was tearing a little.. the truth is out.. next week's one will also be exciting.. looking forward to it.. and oh!! next week is the last week of school!! YEAH!! till then..

totally pissed off just now in church by someone who was so super sacastic.. ask him to buy a pencil for charity and in return, gave some stupid dumb dumb remarks.. i think caroline knows wad i'm toking about, rite? argh... sorry but i dun mean to be evil or mean but stupid jerk!! hopefully that person doesn't ever become parish priest!! JERK!! anywae, was helping out in church todae and i think i sounded quite rude to one of my elder that she just said that " to you young people, i am auntie so-and-so to you.." ok, like wadeva though i admit that i'm at fault for sounding like no big no small.. was totally irritated by these people todae.. luckily, caroline was with me.. GOSH!! owells.. went shopping todae in the morning for an hour or so and spent close to 60 bucks!! I'M BROKE!! not really though but close.. so yah.. haiz.. i'm tired..

haven't been updating lately.. been busy with exams, exams and more exams.. haha.. had chemistry and english oral todae.. shall start with.. mondae???mondae was a maths.. totally flunked the damn paper.. left a few questions blank = no marks will be given.. ok.. mayb a big question mark!! ??? yesterdae was geog.. paper 1 which was mcq was ok.. not that bad but i felt sleepy.. paper 2 was ok.. wrote questions 2,4,5 and 6.. qn 2 and 4 wrote 2 pages long.. qn 5 and 6 becoz of time constraint wrote only a page.. so yah.. may have hope of passing.. todae's chemistry..totally sucked too!! mcq was ok.. section b and c was bleah!! didn't know how to do some questions of section b so anyhow filled in some stupid answer.. -_-"" section c got me so panicky.. other people like michelle and kimmie wrote 2 pages while i wrote only one page.. -_-"" but luckily, rina and gissy also wrote one page... whew.. but still couldn't help feeling panicky.. and den was oral.. kena lingesh.. tot was gonna be bad after wad nicole tan kept saying.. but actually, she isn't that bad.. i think she's quite friendly lor.. didn't really feel that nervous afterall.. haha.. ok, so tmr's physics.. will have to log off soon.. need to study otherwise i can't do past year papers so yah.. will update again after my exams.. which is on fridae!! yeah!!

just needed to blog smth todae.. afterall, i haven't blog for a week liao.. so yah.. decided to add smth before my blog becomes dead.. (which already is..) exams have officially started again and we had social studies todae.. so dead meat lor.. didn't finish the paper.. i think i spent too much time on SBQ but still, i didn't complete my last question.. so had like 1/2 hour to do 2 essays.. my points were all jumbled up in my head so wasn't exactly point to point.. and was quite short.. i mean my essay.. that was the first one.. the second essay totally didn't have time to do.. was running short of tiem and at the last minute, i was still doing and i hadn't completed the last question of my SBQ.. so like sam foo, i gave up.. i mean, it is just totally impossible to finish the essay in 1 minute and that doesn't include my SBQ lor.. so like s*** lah... but luckily, sam foo also didn't complete.. afterall, for the second essay, i explained the given reason and another reason just that i left my third reason(which was like not needed??) and my conclusion blank.. but i dun think they'll minus off a lot of marks.. i mean even if they do, at least pass my paper.. and i'll be thankful..

chinese paper 1 was ok.. wrote an informal letter and question no. 4 of the section B.. and the question was "pls believe me" so yah.. i think i wrote quite ok for the two essays so i dun think i'll have a big problem with that.. so yah... gosh, tmr's literature.. hopefully i'll pass.. otherwise i think i can sae bye bye to my combined humans.. and there's a combined subject that i failed... how nice.. i actually dun even intend to fail any subjects.. so hopefully when they combined my marks for social studies and lit, i do well enough to pass.. okok, i think i'd better go too.. need to study my lit notes and read my dear "The English Teacher".. the book i mean.. so yah.. will most likely update again after my stressful exams or soon if i can afford the time.. heehee..