365 days has gone by.. the year has come to an end.. or at least in another 3 hours or so? many things have happened during this year.. from school to 5566.. from family ties to friendship problems.. this year has been an interesting year with new frens from every express class.. all of us created a few more frenships, of course not forgetting to make some others stronger.. but some of us could have because of a reason or so, drifted further awae..

if you dun wanna read this part, you can alwaes fast forward for those who ain't fans of 5566.. but if you want, you can alwaes read it.. it wun be long.. 56 encountered many things too.. frm mr fighting to their recent concert in s'pore.. frm dug-up rumours on not being on good terms to leading to rumours that their manager is using someone's popularity to make another famous to someone who felt unfair and wanted to leave the grp.. this made me rather upset i admit but yet they are things which is beyond our control.. and of course happy times that made me happy like the sales of their album and their concert!! and smth unforgettable this year.. I MET 5566 IN PERSON AT THEIR HANDSHAKE SESSION ON 19TH NOV 2005!! this will be a dae which i'll nv forget.. :)

the last dae and within a night, smth happened that may actually lead to a change in my life.. someone was admitted into hospital.. and if anything happens(touch wood and pray hard), it may cause a change in everyone's lives.. at least for me..

things happen in this world that is beyond our control.. and we sometimes blame them when things dun go our wae.. but i'm grateful for ONE thing!! i'm grateful to my frens and family members this past year.. thx for helping me along whether it is due to school work, family problems or even personal problems like relationships.. thx for giving me advice and encouraging me.. even if YOU think you didn't help me in any wae, i'm still grateful to you.. i hope you'll know who you are but even if you dun, it's ok.. cause you've been great help this year!! THX AND HOPE YOU ENJOY A NEW YEAR AHEAD!! *sry if this post sounds sad* :) happy new year folks!!

heyas!! back again.. was talking to nicole tan last nite.. until like almost 2a.m in the morning.. was feeling down and needed someone to tok to so ended up toking to her.. she solved my problem and made me feel better a lot.. and now, i owe her a drink.. haha.. but it's worth it.. so todae met her at 2.20.. she was late for like 20 mins?? haha.. but nvm.. met her then went to starbucks for coffee and started toking.. after that, we started to conquer TM, century square, DBS building and the role of shops along the interchange and the pasar malam!! haha.. and she was like "marianne, your territory, pls lead the wae.." haha.. farnie warnie.. i think this is like the first time i go out with her alone and with no one else.. the both of us could like take our own sweet time walking and talking.. den we were like, " aye, go to this shop, ok??", "aye, go to that shop, ok??" and " cannot go to that shop.. no money.. this shop also cannot go.." haha.. so yah, actually quite fun gg out with her.. wanted to get a halter top but couldn't find any from giordano.. they just dun have my size so it was kind of sad.. haha.. guess have to go out with her again but not any time soon.. most likely like one dae during the june hols to relax and another after 'O' levels.. haha.. hopefully she's reading this.. so like yah..

how time flies.. school's starting just next week.. exactly a week more b4 the holidaes come to an end and a few more daes b4 the new year comes.. gonna be a stressful year for me though.. but it's ok.. it's only a year.. a year pass very fast.. the next thing i know, my ' O' levels are over and i can't have fun!! of course, i have to study hard for my 'O's.. haiz.. hopefully i dun get a nervous breakdown b4 anything can happen..

haha.. i have to blog this!! yesterdae was one of the most memorable dae of my life.. why?? BECAUSE 5566'S CONCERT WAS GREAT!! REALLY GREAT!! had so much fun and was screaming thru out the concert.. really was great.. worth going..

opening was great!! the atmosphere was high though the concert started late.. they were singing and singing and more singing.. until.. the 4 shen me guests appeared.. and who was it?? YOU YA YU, WEI YING QI, DJ AND XU ZI QIAN!! actually they were mainly 5566, but in roles of shows they acted in before.. it was really funny and during that part, DANG OU appeared and started to sing the dang ou song.. and den 56 danced along.. it was so fun and farnie..

of course, in btw performances, 56 had their own individual performances too.. was really great!! of course, there was 7F too!! was really fun.. they sang and danced and i sang along too!! then the concert "came to an end".. but we shouted encore and i told tracy, i didn't want to go back yet.. haha.. so after that xiao dao appeared on the screen and shouted encore with us.. and den, 56 appeared again!! so shuai lor.. so they continued singing their love songs.. of course, we celebrated shaowei's burfdae too!! we sang him a happy burfdae song in the normal style and 56 sang him in 56's style.. so farnie.. shaowei wished for 3 wishes out of 2 he could sae it out.. well, even b4 he could sae anything, the fans in front of the stage were like" jia hun!!(get married)" and xiezhi was like " ta de shi ye hai mei wen ding, zen me ke yi jia hun ne??" haha...

so after shaowei cut the burfdae cake, xiezhi cut as well, since his burfdae was next and he couldn't celebrate with the s'pore fans in feb.. haha.. den renfu wanted to eat the cake onstage, but the gong zhuo ren yuan came onstage to take the cake awae.. haha.. while singing, renfu had the urge to cry during song time.. i nearly and tracy?? she cried lor.. haha.. after that, 56 sang their last song and then we left.. at that time, it was 11.50p.m..

after the concert, tracy went to the toilet and den we walked out all the way to the main road.. after waiting for nearly an hour just to get a taxi, we saw 56 leaving in a mini bus.. and wad's more, other than 2 mini vans which i think shld be the gong zhuo ren yuan, the rest were like fans.. and i bet there was more than 20 mini vans chasing after 1 mini bus.. i was like" OMG!! hui bu hui tai kua zhang lah?" somemore it was nearly midnite liao.. i mean, almost midnite and you still want to go chase 56.. a bit illogical, rite?? somemore after the concert, 56 must be hungry and tired liao.. haha..

the most memorable one of the concert:
was the part where 56 started taking pics on stage.. they took 2 pics using renfu's own cam and others using polaroid.. and u know wad?? dey actually gave the pics to the fans in front lor.. =( and another one was where fans were chosen to go on stage to sing with 56.. so envious.. :(haha..

i think this post is super long.. anywae, me and tracy are gonna start saving up money for 56's next concert.. so my goal now is, to save money for 56's next concert (hopefully, next year) and to study hard so that my parents can let me go.. for the past 3 years or so, 56 has been coming to s'pore for a concert every year.. hopefully next year too and in the years to come.. if they're gonna hold a concert next year again, i think it'll be ard this time of the year again!! haha.. owells, the concert was great.. if they ever come out dvd on s'pore's concert, i'm sure to get it!! :)

i shall be nice and blog abt todae.. cause so many things happen todae?? ok, may not be many but interesting things.. met tracy in the morning before we went singing at partyworld.. it was ok lah.. not that ex.. but the place like very smoky.. and there, i found out that i got class bbq tmr but i'm not gg.. my night's reserved for my dear.. we sang until 2 p.m before gg to the paragon's food court to have lunch.. but as we went to paragon food court, we passed by lucky plaza and saw sam and caroline but they didn't see us.. =( so after we had lunch, we went to far east to meet nicoles.. after meeting them, we went back to lucky plaza to find caroline b4 gg to taka when they got their lunch as me and tracy sat there and watched them eat.. haha..

after they had lunch, we went walking ard taka and wisma to shop for my blouse but sad to sae, we couldn't find any.. but i bought myself a new pencilbox instead only for $12.90!! haha.. then we went to B1 of wisma and as we passed by bread talk, we saw 7F!!! i tell you, they're so pretty lor!! prettier than on tv.. then tracy and i started taking pics but the first 2 was't successful.. den xiao qiao looked up and me and tracy waved to her and she smiled back.. she very pretty lor.. they were there for an interview.. after that, we told nicole tan to walk one round b4 coming back to meet us.. but after they walked one round, when they came back, we told them to do wadeva we need to do and we'll call them when we're done.. haha.. and me and tracy, being sua ku or at least for me lah, tracy wanted to follow them.. so after waiting for 15 mins or so outside bread talk, we followed 7F to the lift when they left.. but we didn't follow them into the lift.. while they were waiting for the lift, wei ru turned and saw us and we said hi to her!! after that when they entered the lift, we lost them.. =( then we left wisma and went back to heeren to shop and tracy bought a new hat!! or cap.. den we walked back to far east where we sat for 2 hours waiting for nicole tan to finish ringing her bell..

after that, i came back with nicole and tracy but that gurl stopped at dhoby ghaut.. -_-"" and she claimed that this ah kua was following her.. haha.. so farnie lor.. but b4 we boarded the train, me and tracy were playing this game which made the both of us or at least me go high until nicole also went crazy.. haha.. gosh, todae was indeed quite fun.. tmr's 5566's concert and i think i'll be back late and very high still.. will just yak to my sis abt the concert.. haha.. i pity my sis.. heehee... and i'm forced to sae this: TRACY, I LOVE YOUR VOICE!!(from here onwards, is wad i wanna tell tracy!!) IF YOU JOIN CAMPUS SUPERSTAR, YOU MAY GET INTO THE FINALS LOR.. OR AT LEAST TO THE NEXT ROUND!!

ok.. i think i over-reacted with regards to yesterdae's post.. hmm.. real sorry.. just dunno wad happen to me.. but i'm fine now.. guess i was a little affected by the news but i'm really fine.. and dun worry, i'll enjoy myself at 5566's concert this coming saturdae.. =)

things are just getting out of hand within 5566.. here comes a rumoured report that renfu wants to leave 5566.. i have no idea wad this is all abt but it seems it has smth to do with xiezhi's role in his new show.. supposedly to be renfu who shld be acting with qiaoen but now?? is renfu jealous or wad?? i mean, he has more hosting chances than xiezhi so why can't he just let xiezhi have the role?? must he make a big hoo ha over it and threaten to leave 5566 during one of the dance practices in taiwan?? they're really getting out of hand.. whose fault is it?? xiezhi or sun zong?? and is sun zong really using shaowei to let xiezhi be more famous?? i doubt so but reports are saeing this wae.. haiz.. i really wonder wad will happen if one dae, renfu really decide to leave 5566.. and i seriously think they owe us fans an explaination..

after reading some news, i've decided to blog.. and the news is: XIEZHI IS GOING TO ACT IN A SHOW WITH LEAD ACTRESS, CHEN QIAOEN!! big news to me man!! OMG!! hopefully after the show ends in taiwan, s'pore can also show.. i think by next year or 2007.. but shld be next year.. hopefully s'pore really can play.. cause apparently all the shows my dear act in, i all got watch so hopefully, this time round also can.. and ming dao is also acting in a new show with sweety's qiao qiao and shaowei.. really hope s'pore can play these shows when it's ready.. anywae, had c.o just now.. me, tracy and fiona were like super noisy?? haha.. but li ting not ard so our noise level was considered ok liao.. if not, with liting, it's even worse!! haha.. owells.. I WANNA WATCH XIEZHI'S NEW SHOW!!

listening to S.H.E's new song 不作你的朋友.. quite nice.. quite soothing i find.. haha.. anywae, last nite was star awards 2005.. sad to sae, peifen didn't win the best popular newcomer.. haiz.. she was voted out the last round due to lack of calls.. so sad.. just feeling bored and tot better blog.. but i think there's lesser things for me to blog abt now.. next week.. family leaving for bangkok, leaving only me and my sister.. thinking of going out with tracy from the 15th to the 17th.. haha.. 15th go send my parents and see if can welcome 5566.. 16th going out with her to meet gifford.. 17th going to watch concert.. but i think 15th i wun go out.. cause i'm broke for a fact.. but i think i'll go out with her to meet gifford.. afterall that's wad i told him.. haha.. eager to meet him lah.. not only me but he too.. so yah.. might as well go out on that dae and let me do some shopping for makeup?? and a few other accessories that i may need.. so yah.. gosh, and holidae hw not really done... there goes my holidae man.. and it's ending!! how fast!! =((

life seems so boring these few daes.. have been eating, sleeping, watching tv and using the com the last few daes.. haiz.. that's how i'm passing my life.. my taggie's making no sense now.. all thx to me and tracy.. wad jail and babies.. haha.. there's c.o camp tmr.. doubt i'll ever enjoy it.. serious.. me and tracy also not in the same grp.. damn pathetic lor.. -_-"' cannot make it lah.. hopefully they dun bore me.. but i've got this feeling, i'll nv enjoy myself tmr.. just hoping that tonite's wan yu dun have anything on 5566, other than renfu.. cause if got, i cannot watch the repeat.. haiz.. life's boring.. 18 more daes to 5566's concert!! yes!!

almost 1 week gone.. rmb last week me and tracy were all so excited over 5566's handshake session.. haha.. owells.. anywae, dunno wad to write also.. oh!! this week's wanyu had shaowei and renfu from mondae to thursdae and tonite it seems it's renfu and mengzhe.. haha... gosh, zhang shanwei better not come back lah!! haha.. owells.. 22 more daes to 5566's concert!!

promised tracy to post this so yah.. TRACY, THIS POST IS FOR THE BOTH OF US!!

went for 5566's handshake session yesterdae.. was quite fun and tiring though!! but we didn't mind being tired so long as we could see 5566.. so we were supposed to meet at 12 but i was a lot earlier than her so i waited... after tracy arrived, we hurried to Tiong Bahru plaza where the handshake session was held.. but upon arriving there, we learnt that we had to produce our tix b4 we could shake their hands and being me, i forgot to bring.. reason?? cause i didn't know we had to bring.. so me and tracy went back to my place and got my sis to bring down for us before taking a taxi back to tiong bahru plaza.. den we were quite early so tracy went to get smth to eat and we shopped for something to give renfu and xiezhi.. so we shopped and we finally decided to go back to the venue to wait.. while waiting, tracy and i managed to get a poster on 5566's concert!! we were like damn lucky but i gave the poster to tracy..

after waiting for like an hour or so, 5566 FINALLY ARRIVED!! they were in their yes i love you outfit which was the song they sang after a mini interview.. so i took a lot of pics which were considered quite well taken, considering me and tracy were far behind.. so yah.. well try to upload the pics?? oh!! and xiezhi mentioned that during their concert this year, 7F will be their special guest star with tai chi and 4 other artistes(secret)..finally the handshake session started!! me and tracy were like so happy lor!! couldn't wait.. we finally shook 56's hand lor.. first was mengzhe, renfu, shaowei and den xiezhi!! it was like "wah, a dream come true!!" haha.. (i think i'll write wad i told them the next update.. unless still got space to write..) den after that, we took more pics and den 56 went off liao.. but yah, had a lot of fun and tracy refused to wash her hand!! as for me, i wash liao but i wun let anyone else hold or touch my hand cause the last person to touch was xiezhi!! so yah.. crazy little fan..

WAD I TOLD 56...
mengzhe: helloz mengzhe!!
reply: helloz..
renfu: renfu, ge dou tian wang hen hao kan!!
reply: xie xie..
shaowei: shaowei, ni hao shuai!!
reply: *just a smile
xiezhi: xiezhi, zhi ge song ge ni..
reply: orh.. *smile..*

xiezhi was shocked to received a present from me lor.. i think he didn't like it.. but nevertheless, i may be the first timer to such an event.. renfu was damn shocked to receive tracy's present lor.. he was like " =O.. xiexie.." and tracy forgot to shake his hand until he reminded her.. den she kena dian by mengzhe.. haha.. but i almost kena dian by shaowei.. you know their hands were like so "huge"?? it was so warm lor.. esp. renfu.. haha.. tracy said she look at xiezhi but xiezhi was looking at me.. =)) haha.. owells.. it's over.. really had a lot of fun.. wanted to go for their poster autograph session at bukit panjang plaza but got tuition and tracy couldn't find anyone to go with her.. haha.. owells.. pics cannot be uploaded.. so sad.. but nvm.. anywae TRACY!!! THIS POST IS OCOPYRIGHTED!! DUN TAKE!!

came back from camp yesterdae.. still a little tired.. despite sleeping for 12 hours.. heehee.. woke up at 12.40 todae.. and i slept at that time last nite.. heehee.. anywaez, camp wasn't that bad as i tot it would be... it was ok.. well, at least better than last year?? many people didn't turn up or they left even before the camp started.. so sad lah.. got used to the mattress by the 2nd nite and i slept thru the 2nd nite!! mayb coz' i really was tired.. didn't manage to get a good sleep the first nite.. but then, for the 2nd nite, i slept for only 5 hours.. so i was really tired yesterdae morning..

nick was there and i found out smth on the last dae (a bit slow of me lah.. ) we were actually wearing the same slippers but different colour and size only.. den for the first dae, we were playing this shoe game.. and you know wad??!! he actually got my shoe!! =)) but so wad?? that doesn't mean anything, rite?? seriously speaking, when it comes to him, i really wish to give up but each time i want to give up, there seems to be smth pulling me from stopping me to give up.. i know i really shld but i dunno how.. haiz.. best if i dun think abt it.. oh!! and i wrote him a warm fuzzy!! though he didn't write me one but nvm.. and i think the both of us were a bit stupid!! as in, we didn't even tok to each other though we know each other.. dumb, rite?? but he seemed to be popular with the gals in his grp and pls, i'm NOT jealous.. as for the warn fuzzy, he said thx to me online yesterdae when i saw him online.. haiz.. we're just not fated.. anywae, i've got to go.. may go back to sleep or play my game.. haha..

i cried while watching wang zi bian qing wa..
because of xu ziqian..
i was so touched by his acting that i cried..
first time you would see shaowei cry so badly because of his job..
really.. nv in mvp, or xi jie shao nian.. only in wang zi bian qing wa..
he cried naturally as though his own mummy passed awae..
i was so TOUCHED..
tears just swelled up in my eyes..

went to the doc's early this morning.. after deciding that i shld get that flu jab.. and boy, it's so fast lor!! auntie priscillia rox!! haha.. she was like rubbing the antiseptic and i was toking to her.. telling her sae i tok to my fren then she inject.. but no!! before i could call tracy, she inject alr and i was like " huh?? over lah??" haha.. after that went swimming with hui yee and tracy.. swam for a few hours, got tanned which i'm still not satisfied with.. before coming home to have lunch and we had a late lunch.. taught hui yee how to play the piano and make earrings and this mission of making earrings wasn't successful.. cause we eanded up taking pictures with tracy and hui yee painted her toe nails white, using my new nail polish!! haiz..

presently hearing 7F's newest album and i think it's quite good, esp. for newcomers.. well, not really newcomers but yah.. and i just realised that music done by Warner Music is a lot better than Avex Trax/Musicstreet.. i mean, yah.. a good example is 5566's newest album.. dun believe?? go hear their previous albums and you'll know.. their albums are not exactly that good but at least there's some improvement in the music quality, rite?? owells..

i've got some bad news here.. i've got to take the damn flu jab.. -_- and i so dun wanna.. why??? cause i've nv like jabs.. and trust me, i cry like there's no tmr.. ok, it may be exaggerated but yah.. i really cry like there's no tmr.. so i doubt i'll go take it but they'll force me too.. but for the moment, like i care them?? nth can make me take the jab.. of course, unless my dear's life is at stake..

ok, firstly, GOOD NEWS for myself!! I'M GOING FOR 5566'S CONCERT!! YEAH!! can't wait can't wait.. after much thinking and sorting out of finances.. final decision: i'm paying 100 bucks, tracy's paying 40 bucks!! haha.. sounds more logical, rite?? rather than i pay 105 bucks and tracy 35 bucks.. haha... can't wait can't wait.. not only me but her too!! whee!! i can finally see my darling.. *muacks* haha...

cousin coming over tonite for dinner and i'm not very happy over it though.. why?? cause i can't watch the most exciting episode of mr fighting!!! *starts to cry* argh!! have to give in to that puny p1 gurl.. -_-"" but it's ok.. cause i've watched part of it and let me tell you, i'm gonna make comments todae!!

DUAN YAN HAO IS SO DESPICABLE!! KE WU!! he made wei ying qi sign some TFKC documents and went to see duan yu qiao, saying that wei ying qi wants to challenge him!! CHALLENGE HIM!! his pal, brother and coach leh!! i was so qi to know lor!! he's such a loser!! duan yan hao, qu si ba!! owells.. and i nearly burst out crying, ok!! why?? coz though wei ying qi challenged duan yu qiao, xiao kui got injured while trying to stop ying qi from continuing to compete!! haiz.. all i can sae is duan yan hao is so despicable and detestable.. how could he do this man?? but who knows where this problem came from?? no one knows.. this problem was indirectly caused by someone but who?? everyone had a part to play, leading to this problem... so we can't for sure sae that there's someone to blame.. if there was, mayb every character had a mistake.....

back again.. i think my heart gonna shatter into many many many pieces if i ever decide to go to my darling's concert.. why?? cause other than paying for my own ticket, i'll be paying half the price of TRACY WONG PEIPEI'S ticket as well.. sob sob sob.. confirm break one lor.. someone paying 35 bucks.. i paying 105 bucks leh!! but i told her i'll think about it and let her know again.. gosh!! still cannot decide whether or not to go despite my urge to go.. haiz.. unless someone so kind is willing to sponser my ticket!! but.. that's so impossible..

school's over yesterdae.. got back results and i must sae something!! although my results weren't that fantastic, i improved in some subjects, be it a grade or a few marks.. at least, better than not improving, rite?? owells.. kena "lecture" from mrs ooi but it was ok.. not that bad.. guess i only have to work harder this coming year and during the holidaes otherwise, i dun think i'm able to get into TJC.. haiz.. and i've got to WAKE UP!!

mummy got me a new facial wash and it smells like CAROLINE!! haha.. i'm sorry but yah.. i mean, the moment i smelt it (and dun ask me why but i've got this habit of smelling the tube of facial washes), caroline just came into my mind.. haha.. it really smells like her.. haha.. anywae, me, tracy and hui yee are gg swimming next week and they're coming to my place to have prawn mee(becoz' of trace) and hui yee's learning how to make earrings.. haha..

i think i've gotten over the li wei lian craze.. haha.. it seems to me that no matter who i like other than my darling, i still end up iking my darling even more.. just dunno how to explain and it's smth that it's so difficult to explain.. if you get wad i mean.. ok, i've been getting nitemares becoz' of results.. woke up in the middle of last nite and started crying.. think i'm too pressurised by results that even to get a peaceful sleep also cannot.. just dunno wad's wrong with me.. i feel so dead.. i've tried telling myself that it's ok.. it's only results.. at the most kena scolding again from parents but it doesn't seem to work.. and how do i try to assure myself?? by telling myself that my darling will be there for me.. but i know it's nv true.. it's just in reel life.. not reality.. all i can sae now is i need someone by my side to give me support and guide me along.. i seem so vulnerable.. haiz.. just dunno wad to do and i think you wun be able to understand since you're not me..

i just realised how unimportant i am in the lives of others.. and i mean it.. anywaez, LEON WILLIAMS is so good-looking.. and i think he's cute in his own waes.. to me, he's cute when he smiles.. haha.. oh, just in case you were wondering who's leon williams, he's li wei lian and boy, i tell you, he's good-looking and cute.. and he's local!! haha..

i'm presently sick.. as in not with fever or wad... went to the doc's yesterdae to discover that i've got a lot of wind in my poor tummy(thus making me feel uncomfortable) and.... i'm constipated!! =(( and becoz' of that, the medicine is so horrible.. bleah.. feel like pucking man.. haiz.. as a result, didn't go school yesterdae.. hopefully i didn't miss out much.. coz' i've nv been absent this year, ok?? only yesterdae and i nv like to be absent though at times, i dun feel like gg to skool.. just called libby.. to know that one whole grp of them are heading to uncle james' place after youth mass and where am i?? at home??!!! so qi~~~~i ruined my own chance in seeing him.. no wonder i had this strong feeling of gg to uncle james' place.. -_-""shan't blog anymore..

I FEEL SO SHITTY!!! i mean seriously.. i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.. feel so depressed.. ok, by now, you must be wondering wad is this usually smiley gurl depressed about.. well, over results.. exam results.. i think i really didn't put in enough effort this time round.. just wad in the world is wrong with me?? this so isn't me.. got back 5 papers.. failed 2.. passed 3!! can't believe it.. i think i'll be asked to drop physics and a maths provided that i dun pass my entry test to see if i can take up a maths next year.. and the best thing is, the subjects that i passed were all either a C5 or a C6.. that's how good my marks are.. no Bs nor As.. hopefully my chinese can make me smile.. but i doubt so..

just saw tracy's blog.. haha.. i think that gurl is crazy lor.. wake up at 1a.m just to watch ge dou tian wang.. -_-"" but seriously, yesterdae's episode was so sad.. was tearing a little.. the truth is out.. next week's one will also be exciting.. looking forward to it.. and oh!! next week is the last week of school!! YEAH!! till then..

totally pissed off just now in church by someone who was so super sacastic.. ask him to buy a pencil for charity and in return, gave some stupid dumb dumb remarks.. i think caroline knows wad i'm toking about, rite? argh... sorry but i dun mean to be evil or mean but stupid jerk!! hopefully that person doesn't ever become parish priest!! JERK!! anywae, was helping out in church todae and i think i sounded quite rude to one of my elder that she just said that " to you young people, i am auntie so-and-so to you.." ok, like wadeva though i admit that i'm at fault for sounding like no big no small.. was totally irritated by these people todae.. luckily, caroline was with me.. GOSH!! owells.. went shopping todae in the morning for an hour or so and spent close to 60 bucks!! I'M BROKE!! not really though but close.. so yah.. haiz.. i'm tired..

haven't been updating lately.. been busy with exams, exams and more exams.. haha.. had chemistry and english oral todae.. shall start with.. mondae???mondae was a maths.. totally flunked the damn paper.. left a few questions blank = no marks will be given.. ok.. mayb a big question mark!! ??? yesterdae was geog.. paper 1 which was mcq was ok.. not that bad but i felt sleepy.. paper 2 was ok.. wrote questions 2,4,5 and 6.. qn 2 and 4 wrote 2 pages long.. qn 5 and 6 becoz of time constraint wrote only a page.. so yah.. may have hope of passing.. todae's chemistry..totally sucked too!! mcq was ok.. section b and c was bleah!! didn't know how to do some questions of section b so anyhow filled in some stupid answer.. -_-"" section c got me so panicky.. other people like michelle and kimmie wrote 2 pages while i wrote only one page.. -_-"" but luckily, rina and gissy also wrote one page... whew.. but still couldn't help feeling panicky.. and den was oral.. kena lingesh.. tot was gonna be bad after wad nicole tan kept saying.. but actually, she isn't that bad.. i think she's quite friendly lor.. didn't really feel that nervous afterall.. haha.. ok, so tmr's physics.. will have to log off soon.. need to study otherwise i can't do past year papers so yah.. will update again after my exams.. which is on fridae!! yeah!!

just needed to blog smth todae.. afterall, i haven't blog for a week liao.. so yah.. decided to add smth before my blog becomes dead.. (which already is..) exams have officially started again and we had social studies todae.. so dead meat lor.. didn't finish the paper.. i think i spent too much time on SBQ but still, i didn't complete my last question.. so had like 1/2 hour to do 2 essays.. my points were all jumbled up in my head so wasn't exactly point to point.. and was quite short.. i mean my essay.. that was the first one.. the second essay totally didn't have time to do.. was running short of tiem and at the last minute, i was still doing and i hadn't completed the last question of my SBQ.. so like sam foo, i gave up.. i mean, it is just totally impossible to finish the essay in 1 minute and that doesn't include my SBQ lor.. so like s*** lah... but luckily, sam foo also didn't complete.. afterall, for the second essay, i explained the given reason and another reason just that i left my third reason(which was like not needed??) and my conclusion blank.. but i dun think they'll minus off a lot of marks.. i mean even if they do, at least pass my paper.. and i'll be thankful..

chinese paper 1 was ok.. wrote an informal letter and question no. 4 of the section B.. and the question was "pls believe me" so yah.. i think i wrote quite ok for the two essays so i dun think i'll have a big problem with that.. so yah... gosh, tmr's literature.. hopefully i'll pass.. otherwise i think i can sae bye bye to my combined humans.. and there's a combined subject that i failed... how nice.. i actually dun even intend to fail any subjects.. so hopefully when they combined my marks for social studies and lit, i do well enough to pass.. okok, i think i'd better go too.. need to study my lit notes and read my dear "The English Teacher".. the book i mean.. so yah.. will most likely update again after my stressful exams or soon if i can afford the time.. heehee..

ok, i admit.. i feel so slack.. super slack.. anywae, exams started todae but will have a one week break from now till next wednesdae where the papers start.. AGAIN!! haha.. i think i did super badly for my compo?? compre was ok.. i found ti was average.. not too difficult and not that easy though.. passage A was easy just that the questions were quite straightforward but the answers needed to be answered in your own words.. passage B was hard to understand.. and the questions were like.. challenging and needed to think.. summary was fine.. hopefully i'm able to pass compre.. otherwise it wun be a good thing.. for sure.. gosh, will have to study social studies and literature during this "one week break" from exams..

libby called me yesterdae but i didn't bring the phone with me.. only found out after i got home from church.. haha.. she didn't get to see her *ahem ahem*.. haha.. but i did!! whee!! ok, dat's nth to be happy about though.. just didn't expect him to turn up since he went for the youth mass last saturdae.. so we were toking for a while coz' she needed to go for mass.. after that in the evening, was toking to nicole tan and as usual we toked nonsense and crap.. haha.. and i went crazy.. gosh, i think there's something wrong with me..

was on my wae home with nicole tan and we were saying that after exams, the both of us(not sure the rest..) will go crazy.. and mind you, definitely crazy.. and i dun intend to touch my books after exams.. but in school, have to.. i mean, gimme a month's break and i'll be elated liao.. haha.. so yah.. haiz.. hate exams.. nicole was saying that the exam week and this week will pass very fast.. hopefully man.. suddenly got a lot of things to tok about.. mayb coz' it has been sometime since i last blogged.. oh yes, nicole saw his photo and she also thinks he's good-looking.. heehee.. my taste not that bad, ok??!! haha.. okok, i think i'm toking crap now due to too much stress, lack of sleep(which i am gonna do after this..) and i'm a little hungry.. yes yes, i know.. P-I-G!! heehee.. but i can't help it yeah?? okok, i've got to go now.. will need my sleep b4 i start on my physics and hopefully social studies mugging..

haiz.. not gg for youth mass tmr.. shall stay at home and do my research for english.. haha.. was toking to nick online just now.. he's most likely gg for the youth mass.. i dunno if i shld go.. but i think caroline not gg leh.. ok, wait.. i just contradicted myself.. wadeva..

english exam paper 1 and 2 is on mondae.. not that worried though.. just hoping my english compre is ok.. dun let me fail my compre and i'm safe.. will see if i can read thru some of the past year questions tmr or later.. at least i will den know the standard of it.. otherwise... anywae, ok, i've gtg.. got nth else to write liao.. heehee..

ok.. sry for not being able to blog for almost a week.. was busy during the week studying.. haha.. anywae, was in church yesterdae.. wasn't exactly fun or boring.. it was ok.. but i heard that yesterdae's CO performance was hyper!! haiz.. anywae, not gg for IBG tonite.. gonna bombard myself with books.. oh, and i discovered a big secret from my dear libby!! oh man, my mum knows that i like nick and she wun bother.. and libby's mum knows about it too!! like wad the.. aiyo.. how?? gosh.. anywae, will get back to my books after this.. have to study yeah??!! anywae, i gtg.. will hopefully update as often which i doubt so coz' EOY is coming!! HEY PEOPLE!! LET'S START WORKING HARD AND STUDY FOR EOY??!! YEAH??!! JIA YOU!!

i've found a solution to my dilemma.. i've toked to my mum and my aunt.. my aunt thinks i shlould go and help out for the P2 reconciliation instead of CO since i attended the meetings and wadnot and i know wad to do liao.. afterall, i'm not sure if angela will turn up that day and i've told david that i'll be there so yah.. so i shouldn't break my promise.. heehee.. as for CO, just get mummy to write a letter since mdm foo sae she dun wanna force me and afterall, wadeva decision i make, shldn't she respect me?? so yah.. angela and nikki didn't turn up for cat. class todae so it was only me, david and angie.. and i did smth todae rather than sit there, doing nth.. well, i helped to pack the tea candles for the P2 reconciliation lor!! haha.. was quite ok lah... den we went thru the process of confession again.. haiz.. as usual.. so yah.. grandma and grandpa was back from korea yesterdae but my dear grandpa fell sick there... poor thing.. hopefully he gets better soon.. *pray hard..*

saw uncla ignatius this morning in church when i went for the cat. class.. and as usual, i ended up getting teased by him coz' the church camp photos for the first camp was placed up and my photo was like there, so BIG!! and he kept teasing me.. so yah.. nicholas came late for mass todae.. to be exact, he was 10 mins late.. first time i see him so late lor!! haha.. was actually quite surprised coz' i tot he wasn't coming.. den i saw him walking in and immediately, i was wide awake.. was falling asleep.. haha.. so yah.. den mass continued as normal.. heehee.. hmmph.. term 4 is starting tmr.. gosh!! and we've got like only 1 month b4 our EOY and 1 1/2 more months before school ends for us.. yeah!! waiting for the holidae part but not the exams.. hopefully my EOY score dun get badly affected by my MYE marks.. have to work harder this term for the EOY!! people!! let's start studying hard, yeah??!! JIA YOU!!

church and CO performance next fridae.. how?? i'm in such a dilemma.. gosh, how i wish i both also can dun go!!! =((

yippee!! gissy's back in singapore.. she went to HK on teachers' dae and she's finally back!! great!! den i wun feel so lonely in the morning when i go to skool.. haha... one week really passed so fast.. it's like hey!! it's only mondae and the start of the holidaes but now, no.. it's thursdae going on to fridae and it's gonna be the end of the holidaes.. haha.. how great, rite?? heehee.. wadeva.. there's CO again tmr.. and i'm going there to sleep.. i mean, i need my sleep despite waking up at 10 plus in the morning.. haha.. =)) gosh!! mayb CO shld have a plan like that.." those who are not able to perform for upcoming performances need not attend CO combined practice.. but without notice of any performances, all is to attend.." wun that be better?? then at least they wun waste people's time.. like me.. i'm not performing for the mid-autumn festival but i'm still going for practice.. tell me, does it make sense?? -_-"" ok, i'm just toking crap.. haha... but mayb that's wad they shld do..

i so decided to blog after reading tracy's blog loh!! u know wad?? she ACTUALLY saw JUNYANG!! OMG!! so envious can?? hong junyang leh!!! but she saw him with candyce.. frm project superstar.. oh man!!! junyang is shuai lor!! i'm like head over heels with him?? gosh, wad happen to my darling man?? i dunno wad to sae liao.. =S i'm so envious!! will ask tracy wad this is all about.. and ask her to tell me more!! gosh!! JUNYANG, you're my jue dui SUPERSTAR!! =))

heehee.. i'm back.. after 2 daes?? heehee.. anywae, yesterdae was quite tired.. supposedly to do morning reflections but becoz' ms tan's mum passed awae so i didn't have to do.. but i'll be doing the first fridae after the skool hols.. 3/6's classroom was in darkness.. not becoz' we didn't want to turn on the lights but becoz' the lights and fans weren't working.. and it was like only my class??!! chunhui and rachelle went to "complain" to the office but they didn't seem to be doing anything.. argh!! so we went to different places for lessons for a number of subjects.. went to the maths room for maths (of course..) and was late for ms teh's chinese lesson for like.. 15 mins?? and she was damn pissed off lor!! she made us stand for like 5 mins?? we were also supposedly to file our worksheets during chinese but there were some who didn't bring their chinese files and again, she got pissed off and gave us work to do.. argh!! why can't these people just be so kuai and listen to teachers for once?? esp. to mrs teo s.w.. people just keep going against her.. and not only to her, can't people just give some respect to them?? and not only to them on teachers' dae.. it's like damn irritating, ok? got irritated with some people after chinese.. but chilled down after that.. why?? mrs ooi printed the wrong results slip for all of us so most of us got grades lower than wad we should get.. had CO and was quite tired by then.. left at ard 5.30p.m to go for dinner at the nearby coffee shop but i ate cup noodles with sam and caroline from 7-11... after that, went back to skool.. school was like so packed and the best thing was the teachers had Macs!!! unfair lah.. had to settle down at the foyer for attendance taking for the arts excursion and once again, some people just pissed me off and got me irritated.. it's like, why can't they just move to the back and sit and not sit in front of me?? i'm not mentioning names though.. and not all did that.. i let some sit but not all lor!! damn pissed off with them, can?? after that, ms wong was talking to us and fiona low was playing with carolyn and miss wong was like " wad are you doing?? trying to fly issit??" to fiona low.. i tell you, i just burst out laughing loh.. haha.. sorry for being mean but yah.. it was damn funny.. trust me.. and den was asked to give out the tickets and record the seat number by ms teh and some people just said i wasn't efficient when they are the damn ones getting into the wae.. she was like " aye, marianne, you very inefficient leh.." harlo?? did she know that she and a few others was making so much noise that i couldn't even hear wad carolyn was trying to sae and she was like there, you very inefficient leh!! after recording the ticket seating and wad not, it was time for us to board the bus.. was in the bus and was telling fiona low that i'm so mentally tired.. as in, i'm not the chairperson or vice chair nor the secretary.. why shld i be the one getting the class key to open the classroom door?? i'm just a chinese rep, leh!! rachelle is the vice-chair.. shldn't she be the one getting the class key?? damn pissed off lah!! and den fiona was like " chill lah.." so pissed off liao.. dun wanna talk alr.. anywae, i think i'll update lesser coz' exams are like just ard the corner after the hols.. will use the hols to start studying.. heehee.. okok, i've got to go!!

*WEILIAN won the project superstar lor!! argh~~ it shld have been KELLY!! *

hopefully can finish blogging wad i wanna blog before project superstar start.. had interclass telematch yesterdae as part of ACES dae and teachers' day celebration.. we didn't have elective and physics but a period of maths which we all didn't want.. but mrs lie insisted so we had no choice but to do wad she saes since she said she won't be going thru wad she taught yesterdae again.. after that, went to parkwae with nicole tan, nicole chua, sam and charmaine for lunch.. saw ernest, eugenia and their parents.. haha.. he's so cute lor.. other than them, saw clare too!! she is forever at parkwae.. haha.. after walking round parkwae and getting myself 2 new blouses at 20 bucks only, i proceeded to KCP bus-stop with nicole tan.. the weather was terrible yesterdae.. had a quick shower immediately i got home.. was like all so sticky and sweaty and tired.. after that watched TV!! as for todae, went our for lunch at suntec with mum and my auntie.. they bought clothes while i actually saw the kind of pencilbox that i wanted!! gosh!! den we had spicy steamboat before walking and shopping for like 2 or 3 hours?? i was so tired loh.. came home by taxi and wacthed my darling!! just completed doing my reflections for tmr's morning assembly.. gosh, hopefully it turns out ok.. -_-'''' haha.. anywae, i gtg.. wanna go watch the finals for project superstar!! wonder who will win..???

okie.. i changed my blog website!!haha.. so all my previous posts are "Destroyed"!!! heehee.. but nevertheless, for those who dunno my new website, this is my new website and do relink me, ok??!! *winks* anywae, i need to do my research for this fridae.. haha.. will write more the next time..!! tata..